love (:

2008-11-08T00:01:00.000+08:00

MOVED

CHAINEEZ.LIVEJOURNAL.COM

2008-11-06T22:37:00.003+08:00

my voice is zao-siah-ing! very annoying. im not used to it! cannot talk properly, let alone sing. however, the fever is going, going gone! i have mighty fine plans for the weekend [ okay fine not weekend but im seeing my bestfriend on sunday sunday sunday so fever please go away ]

okay i stumbled upon the story of the Fritzl family. very gross and rather upsetting.

i also just remembered a pointless brainless show called A Shot At Love With Tila Tequila [ i mean, honestly, with a name like that?! ] that i watched on one of those last nights in Italy with honey and i cannot remember why i suddenly remembered it.

die also must clear the most pointless, brainless, stupidest section of GP work tonight! [ vocab ] if not tmrw i wont go for prac.

i miss you, baby.

2008-11-05T22:13:00.002+08:00

i lost my wallet today
with no one to blame but my own carelessness?
sighsighsigh [ goodbye LV monogram ]
been on task lately!
also running a fever now
not the best of days, today

[what saved it from being one of the worst days ever is, dee :D ]

damn, i really wanted t meet my bestfriend tmrw.

2008-11-04T21:13:00.002+08:00

suddenly i miss my hair very very much.
yesterday fav called to get me to go out and buy a cordless hair straightener [ which im not sure whether it even exists outside of the Bang&Olufsen shop ]
today i finished scrolling through the various facebook albums
i must be the only moron who chopped off her crowning glory.
sighxzxzxz

头发头发头发头发头发头发头发头发头发头发头发

2008-11-04T19:17:00.012+08:00

done with OP :D no more!!

class lunch today was good :D well sort of. twothirds the class anyway :D

while waiting for the kiddos who were very kindly putting tgt our GPF, we, fooled around at the umbrella area

and while walking back, we spotting a good picnicking spot! :D

and look at the bird :D

juhua very cute! :D

2008-11-03T23:56:00.004+08:00

tmrw is OP exam! i am the firstspeaker! must remember to stop cha-cha-ing about like a jelly. after tmrw im finished with PW for the rest of my life :D imagine, life without bickering with ben, laughing with/at carulli, mass panicking because google docs fucks up 9877851672903 times a night, 8 drafts of WR.... i suppose i'll miss times like this when its all over.

dang, i promised myself i wont get sentimental and see how i start.

anyway! 3508 is going out for lunch tmrw after PW :D i am eggcited :D

ive been trying to crack my neck for damn long and its not cracking;
eliza's k-k-kranky. she refused to give me my goodnight kiss and hug
sia la /: like that how to sleep ):

okay probably if ive got nothing better to do sometime this week maybe i will move blogs :D

goodnight, dee. i love you many, many, many.

2008-11-03T21:54:00.002+08:00

very soothing. love it!
back to work D:
im quite proud of myself-been rather on task lately :D

How gentle is the rain
That falls softly on the meadow
Birds high up in the trees
Serenade the clouds with their melody

Oh! See there beyond the hills
The bright colors of the rainbow
Some magic from above
Made this day for us
Just to fall in love

You hold me in your arms
And say once again you love me
And if your love is true
Everything will be just as wonderful

Now, I belong to you
From this day until forever
Just love me tenderly
And I'll give to you
Every part of me

Oh! Don't ever make me cry
Through long lonely nights without love
Be always true to me
Keep this day in your heart eternally

You hold me in your arms
And say once again you love me
And if your love is true
Everything will be just as wonderful

kellychen-lovers concerto

2008-11-02T23:42:00.016+08:00

im nearly done with my weekend to do list!

now left with only gp holiday homework which is /: yuckyuck.

photos from the adens firstmonth celebration!

andand, id like to show off my some of my favourite pages from my [ damn belated but heartbreakingly beautiful ] birthday gift from TAS :D there was this attempt to string the photos together in a ridiculously funny storyline which resembled all my fairytales squashed in one book, and made no sense, and plenty of sense all at one time :D

every song i sing is your gift to me, and my gift to you.

2008-11-02T00:06:00.002+08:00

i am really supposed to be finishing up my I&R as well as tackle my very scary to do list for the weekend; however i cannot resist blogging about my niece [ who is over at the moment] ! see her sunshine smile <3

oh today during rehearsal with ecnad for the dance collaboration next year, there was this girl who was really really pretty, and could really really sing, and really really dance. i bet shes attached. pity. i also had to improvise a harmony thingo while jumping up, down, up, down, up, down, up down....continuously for twenty minutes [!!] thus resulting in a the king of all stomachaches after the combined rehearsal. that and the much needed cleaning of our studio after... i think ive met my quota of exercise for the following week.

okay, back to work! must be productive this weekend. eeezeee peeezeee beeezeee beee

somewhere down this road, i know someones waiting
years of dreams just cant be wrong
arms will open wide, i'll be safe and wanted
finally home where i belong

2008-11-01T00:08:00.002+08:00

spent precious time with baby today :D bought a new book! :D i love books. i cannot, cannot, cannot wait for book fest :D :D :D tell you a sekrit; i like hugging you and listening to your heart beat for me;
oh and then met junkai at rafflescity to shop for alvins birthday gift [ and passed him his own gift too yay i spent dinnertime reading while he talked to his churchmates who marveled at how i could multi task [ i ate rice with a fork one-handed-vaguely-vaguely-crossed-eyed for like ten minutes without even noticing ]

oh ralph lauren had this military pullover with the complete works, gold buttons and all. i thought it looked damn tacky. eventually decided on a pullover which colour scheme resembled, a brinjal? after much bickering nonstop in springfield. nevermind, alvin you like can already! :D

need to do PW! /:

P.S dearest nana; id like to let you know that, when you need a laugh and when youre feeling blue, you can count on me :D love you too.

sometimes, i dont know why im so steadfastly clinging on to things, like a limpet, which dont matter to me anymore.

2008-10-29T21:55:00.002+08:00

i just made bestguybuddy send me vox one's pure imagination
jho said last week [ or last prac ] that he needs to listen to it everynight before he falls asleep
<3 Yumiko Matsuoka.

Come with me and you'll be
In a world of pure imagination
Take a look and you'll see
Into your imagination

We'll begin with a spin
Trav'ling in the world of my creation
What we'll see will defy
Explanation

If you want to view paradise
Simply look around and view i
tAnything you want to, do it
Want to change the world, there's nothing to it

There is no life I know
To compare with pure imagination
Living there, you'll be fre
eIf you truly wish to be

If you want to view paradise
Simply look around and view it
Anything you want to, do it
Want to change the world, there's nothing to it

There is no life I know
To compare with pure imagination
Living there, you'll be free
If you truly wish to be

2008-10-27T21:44:00.003+08:00

today was dee's 17th :D
surprise in the morning went off relatively well!
crashed aloysius's place where they were doing pw AHEM playing halo

surprise #2 the next day in school was funny :D no pictures, sorry!

im going swimming tmrw morning with nana when theyre having chinese A's. lets hope i dont drown!

P.S i like dreaming about our years ahead with you :D

2008-10-24T19:51:00.005+08:00

i know i am already very blessed to be given this chance to try again and not waste one year and go through emo shit but the retest is held on christmas eve=shitty christmas how fuck dumb is that.

okay fine no matter how fuck dumb it is i will still try-must not give up-for me, for you, for ajchoir

for the past couple of weeks i have been crying without rhyme nor reason. today i caught myself tearing while waiting for the bus home because it just didnt feel right. the other day after a lengthy and loud comm meeting i cried because i didnt understand why.. and sometimes, too much pressure exerted from too many directions would make an iron will crumble-which is probably what happened a couple of hours ago. i think i need a walk and something really fizzy. and i havent been seeing much of eliza and her light-up-the-whole-room-smile lately :( is that why? i miss the kids at mindchamps, each and every single annoying spoit brat ):

Note to self: need to check on dean's progress with pecks.

on a lighter note, PW's been tolerable. i think we're finally getting the hang of it? hang in there, 好姐妹!
FYI: to type that last three chinese characters i had to google the hanyupinyin -.-

"because if he means the world to you he'll be the reason why you will dig the ends of the earth to find the courage to hang on"

i dont know why but
i think my heart is breaking i need you quite desperately

2008-10-17T17:22:00.000+08:00

im blogging on the bus and my laptop battery is like going to run out ):

2008-10-12T21:43:00.010+08:00

happy fifth month, dee.

raffles hotel gig wasnt too bad

nothing stunning, nothing spectacular
such a pity.

my partner did this :D whoo so exciting. oh partner go check your email okay i will go email you our pictures when i post this up!

i now see what others do- a callous, cocky bastard

to think i ever mourned the loss of a friend in you, busbuddy.

2008-10-10T21:30:00.003+08:00

You don't care about impossible
Something I wish I could learn from you
Write me down is the best idea you've had
Watch the fire fly cause I struck the match tonight

When you held me tight for this moment in time
Pull these words off from my lips
Keep them safe, just remember that we wrote...

There's a hope, there's a light
And I see it in your eyes tonight
And I will be here at your side

And I hope you can see it in mine

(There's a secret held inside)

There's a chance and a time

That the sky could fall tonight

And i will be here by your side.

Watch as the ground turns as dark as the shadows
cast on them and I disappear
How are you perfect when I'm just wasting time
Just a ghost inside and I'm waiting for the fall

When you held me tight with a sense in your eyes
When I'm with you things are right
I'll keep you safe, just remember that we wrote...

There's a hope, there's a light
And I see it in your eyes
And I hope you can see it in mine
(And everything could fall tonight)
There's a chance and a time
That the sky could fall tonight
And I will be here at your side

Stars are never out of reach for you just dream
Hold out your hand and touch the sky
Just dream tonight

There's a hope there's a light
And I see it in your eyes
And I hope you can see it in mine
(And everything could fall tonight)
There's a chance and a time
That the sky could fall tonight
And I will be here at your side

If the sky should fall
I will be here at your side
If you fall tonight I'm here

2008-10-05T21:52:00.005+08:00

happy post for happy occasion :D
happy 200th post blog <3
i also had a toecurling-silly-smile-inducing-happy-weekend :D
GP lecture and PW OP lecture tmrw are 4 hours apart - one ends at 945 and the other starts at 145 pm how damn silly is that sort of schedule,
combined festival choir prac at siglap today with TVC MJ and AJ
i love christmas.

im very blessed to have you.

;"i like you"
;"i love you"
;"okay how about i like loving you"

2008-10-02T23:05:00.001+08:00

this is very perplexing-my recycle bin has vanished!!! how annoying is that

2008-09-30T20:55:00.005+08:00

i wanted to come online and show off the picture that carulli took of my nephew while over at my place doing PW-so cute!

and then while im at it; this is what in class goes on in class during PW these days; bens extreme oddness and so, much love.

days been good :D i am a velly heppy beezee beee.

suddenly i see

why the hell you mean so much to me

2008-09-27T19:56:00.004+08:00

Dear Santa,
Ive been pretty good this year with hardly any pranks or naughty things up my sleeve other than brushing off ex-potential suitors rather meanly but anyway! can you magically fix my baby for Christmas :D

P.S actually if you could convince Sandman to appear in all of my teachers' dreams anytime and convince them that i should not retain and should be given the chance to take the retest OR hypnotise them enough so that while marking my scripts they will appreciate the effort that i have put in and the many guts that i have slogged out and not mind the icky handwriting and let me pass D: that would be even better; I promise Marks&Spencers buttercookies and Meiji milk for you for all the Christmas's of my life.

Thankyou, Santa, goodnight. <3

2008-09-27T11:24:00.002+08:00

omfg the laptop did this weird flippy thing where it kept enlarging and making small my screens and the best part is I Didnt Even Do Anything!! i hate vista, really i do.

anyway im fucked for promos and im crossing my fingers over whether i can make it for the reexam but, cinch, its the day after promos What Are You Doing Moaning Now

okay im gna clear my table and then im gna be OCD and clear the table :D so fun!
and then next week im gna play and relax and chilloutxz and then, in true AJ fashion, im gna start studying in the hopes that i qualified for re-exam. everybody pray hard!

ohyeah anyway, was at seoul garden with baby otherhalf aaron liwen and yaoxing,
it was mighty fun company :D
more, okay? :D

2008-09-25T09:24:00.016+08:00

i got slapped to do this thing by cant remember who so while waiting for baby's call after todays chempaper, bored out of my wits

Bold the statements that are true to you. Italise the statements that you WISH are true.
Leave the Fibs alone. Then, stab 5 people to do the same test.

I miss somebody right now.
I don't watch TV these days.
I wear glasses or contact lenses.
I love to play video games.
Ive tried marijuana.
I have been in a threesome.
I have been the psycho-ex in a past relationship.
I believe honesty is usually the best policy.
I curse sometimes. [ all the time? /: ]
I have changed a lot mentally over the last year.
I carry my knife/razor everywhere with me.
I'm TOTALLY smart.
I've broken someone's bones.
I'm paranoid sometimes.
I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free.
I need money right now.
I love sushi.
I talk really, really fast.
I have long hair.
I have lost money in Las Vegas.
I have at least one sibling.
I have worn fake hair/fingernails/eyelashes in the past.
I couldn't survive without Caller I.D.
I like the way I look.
I am usually pessimistic.
I have a lot of mood swings.
I have a hidden talent.
I'm always hyper no matter how much sugar I have.
I have a lot of friends.
I am currently single.
I enjoy talking on the phone.
I practically live in sweatpants or PJ pants.
I love to shop.
I would rather shop then eat.
I don't hate anyone.
I'm a pretty good dancer.
I'm completely embarrassed to be seen with my mother.
I have a cell phone.
I believe in God.
I watch MTV on a daily basis.
I have passed out drunk in the past 6 months.
I've rejected someone before.
I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life.
I want to have children in the future.
I have changed a diaper before.
I've called the cops on a friend before.
I'm not allergic to anything.
I have a lot to learn.
I have been with someone at least 10 years older or younger.
I am shy around the opposite sex.
I have tried alcohol before.
I have made a move on a friend's significant other or crush in the past.
I own the "South Park" movie.
I would die for my best friends.
I think that Pizza Hut has the best pizza.
I have used my sexuality to advance my career.
I love Michael Jackson, scandals and all.
Halloween is awesome because you get free candy
I watch Spongebob Squarepants and I like it.
I am happy at this moment.
I'm obsessed with guys.
I study for tests most of the time.
I tie my shoelaces differently from anyone I've ever met.
I am comfortable with who I am right now.
I have more than just my ears pierced.
I walk barefoot wherever I can.
I have jumped off a bridge.
I love sea turtles.
I spend ridiculous money on makeup.
I plan on achieving a major goal/dream.
I'm proficient in a musical instrument.
I worked at McDonald's restaurant.
I hate office jobs.
I love sci-fi movies.
I think water rules.
I went to college out of state.
I like sausages.
I love kisses.
I fall for the worst people.
I adore bright colors.
I can't live without black eyeliner.
I don't know why the hell I just did this stupid thing.
I can't whistle.
I can move my tongue in waves, much like a snakes slither.
I have ridden/owned a horse.
I still have every journal I've ever written in.
I can't stick to a diet.
I talk in my sleep.
I try to forget things by drowning them out with loads of distractions.
Climbing trees is a brilliant past-time.
I have jazz in my blood.
I wear a toe ring.
I have a tattoo.
I can't stand at LEAST one person that I work with.
I am a caffeine junkie.
I cosplay or know what cosplaying is.
I have been to over 15 conventions.
I will collect anything, and the more nonsensical the better.
I'm an artist.
I only clean my room when necessary.
I like/liked a person of the same sex.
I love being happy.
I am an adrenaline junkie.

5 people: bestfriend otherhalf favfriend cheryl muackxz

okay exams are nearly over that means im going to see you both TOGETHER soon right :D

2008-09-23T20:28:00.002+08:00

im probably being really greedy,
but i wish i can have you in my life too.

this is the evidence of newyear resolutions down the drain
when i told myself i wanted to live and not exist
with no regrets, none whatsoever
but right now,
lets not go there.

heavy mind with a heavy heart relate

2008-09-21T19:08:00.002+08:00

i'll be a much happier kidwhen next week is over.
but then again,
maybe not.

bestfriend- study well. mind the cockroaches! yes we'll see each other soon hokay.
otherhalf- is the knee better?
love-remember to take your medicine-even if the fever subsided!
cinch- remember to do urban for geog and revise econs and look through tempest the P1 skills because your P4 lit is just not going to make it

"She sipped at it for a second, and then moaned quietly with her eyes till closed. Edward and I stepped forward at the same time. He touched her face. I clenched my hands behind my back"- Jacob Black

2008-09-16T23:48:00.000+08:00

eight things for eight different people, in no particular order

1. your back ah ): message me goodnight when you see this
2. sometimes i wish i was the one who held on tight to you
3. are you studying real hard!
4. thanks for today :D
5. hello, and goodbye [ this time for real ]
6. eee can you stop bugging me and go away.
7. why you tell him!
8. aiyo, dont stress hokay.

2008-09-16T20:43:00.002+08:00

todays econs tutorial was very funny.
i dont think ive ever seen him so stunned before.
good mood now!
i think i will get struck by lightning i take pleasure in someone elses pain
but then again,
do i look like a give a fuck.

running a slight fever now,
ma's been clucking at me to eat this drink that and shower with hot water
fight chicken with chicken, she says.
very joyluck club.

我怕來不及　我要抱著你
直到感覺你的皺紋　
有了歲月的痕跡
直到肯定你是真的　
直到失去力氣
為了你　我願意

動也不能動　也要看著你
直到感覺你的髮線　
有了白雪的痕跡
直到視線變得模糊　
直到不能呼吸
讓我們　形影不離
如果　全世界我也可以放棄
至少還有你　值得我去珍惜

而你在這裡　就是生命的奇蹟
也許　全世界我也可以忘記
就是不願意　失去你的消息
你掌心的痣　我總記得在哪裡

我怕來不及　我要抱著你
直到感覺你的髮線　
有了白雪的痕跡
直到視線變得模糊　
直到不能呼吸
讓我們　形影不離

我們好不容易　我們身不由己
我怕時間太快　不夠將你看仔細
我怕時間太慢　日夜擔心失去你
恨不得一夜之間白頭　永不分離

2008-09-14T22:22:00.003+08:00

head damn pain ):
however, i will persevere!
happy mooncake day, folks.

everyone watching us just turns away with disgust
its jealousy cause they can see, that we've got it going on

2008-09-11T01:59:00.002+08:00

i wanted to do a three minute blog thing until the clock strikes two so i can get an even number
only its two now, sigh
baby told me and nana a joke, like HA HA HA funny joke while walking out of stnicks today [ yesterday ]

baby: "yknw i dont understand why your stomach tells you youre hungry when youre full"
baby: " i mean, it goes " 饿 "

HAHAHA wth right.

im cultivating real unhealthy sleeping habits nowadays.
dont be mad baby i promise i will repay the sleepdebt on weekends okay!
i was also so damn fucking pissed at Mr Eew during econs tutorial a couple days back,
so damn fucking pissed i wanted to cry and comtemplated marching up to him after class and act like a first rate bitch and demand an explanation for being discriminated in class
but nevermind i'll act like a first class bitch after exams, like "yknw if i pass my econs please do not attempt to take credit for it because you didnt help at all, thankyou"

this is what being in an IJ school for 10 years does to one okay-you develop an evilalter ego.
godhelpme, i have tutorial again with him come a few more hours >:(
okay, the clock strikes 215am, off i go

ticktockticktock
watch the minutes of your life waste away
ticktockticktock
why arent you doing anything about it?

2008-09-06T21:57:00.005+08:00

i spent my yesterday with the bestfriend and her significant other studying at paragon : D

yay she got me a polka dotted balloon-damn cute!!

favvv came along for lunch before heading off for tuition hahahahha

i was v. annoyed at how some families treated their elderly-like leaving them in a coffeeplace then going shopping and only coming back five hours later to go pick them up to go for "dinner" despite constant calls and assurances that "we're coming soon!"

i think its a very sad side of human, family nature, the old man looked so, alone.

however!

i finished close analysis of both lit texts-pro or what :D

and then i spent today with leon

fiddling with the webcam and studying and having heart to heart talks

and we accidentally colour coded o.0

okay, back to work!

世界唯一的妳

2008-09-04T11:50:00.004+08:00

i think that is very very sexy.

someone talk to me
im squatting in IKEA waiting for happykid to come and grumbling at the pouring rains thats preventing her from coming when its so desperately sunny here ): see the fluffy clouds!

okay i took that using the webcam very soon i will run the risk of getting chased out and then i'll have to buy more chocolate mousse and then i will grow fat and end up being a size forty or smthhhhhhhhh eurgh.

heppeeeeee keeeeeeeeeeeed you need to learn how to be like jumper with the ability to teleport more than i do! and i only have a couple of hours on this thing before the battery dies out and then i wont be able to do my tempest assignment online > : ( i have been spastically checking the battery life on this thing every five minutes eeeep.

otherhalf messaged me damn bloody early in the morning morning and shes probably over the causeway suffering in the heat and eating two ringgit ramly burgers or smth eeep. otherhalf please come back in one piece okay!!

humpty dumpty sat on the wall

humpy dumpty had a great fall

and all the kings horses, and all the kings men

could not put humpty back together again

2008-09-03T18:42:00.002+08:00

This was one of my favourite; and saddest song some time back-
today it suddenly played on shuffle

How can I think I'm standing strong,
Yet feel the air beneath my feet?
How can happiness feel so wrong?

how can misery feel so sweet?
How can you let me watch you sleep,
Then break my dreams the way you do?
How can I have got in so deep?
Why did I fall in love with you?
This is the closest thing to crazy I have ever been
Feeling twenty-two, acting seventeen,
This is the nearest thing to crazy I have ever known,
I was never crazy on my own…
And now I know that there's a link between the two,
Being close to craziness and being close to you.

How can you make me fall apart
Then break my fall with loving lies?
It's so easy to break a heart;
It's so easy to close your eyes.
How can you treat me like a child
Yet like a child I yearn for you?
How can anyone feel so wild?
How can anyone feel so blue

katie melua-the closest thing to crazy

2008-09-03T11:59:00.004+08:00

some cute fish to brighten up our dreary, boring days

hey, im looking out for my star girl

i guess im stuck in this mad world

of things i wna say

i wonder why, i wondered why

you never asked me to stay

2008-08-31T22:10:00.013+08:00

guess what guess what guess what guess what im a damn happykid yayyayyay

ive a new baby-which is super cool : D

the brother also managed t save the files etcetc

double yay : D

okay, pictures from damn long ago!

national day celebrations : D

studying at cartel with favvbumming around before NAC'08 - Pop Choir category

bumming around before NAC'08-College Categorywith All Fyne-first and second places : DNAC-at the Botanical gardens [ AJChoir ]Vic Chorale Concert in the night-Not smth id wna relieve again [ the rain and cold ]

TRC back at SN for teachers day& emains birthday <3

im really quite a fortunate girl.

shit, i dont have microsoft on this thing [ i think ]

2008-08-01T18:08:00.004+08:00

i damn hungry.
look what i have!!

):

2008-07-28T04:40:00.003+08:00

this is so, so so cute righttttttttt : D

i have been really annoyed for the past few hours-books have been really uncooperative. i am also stuck doing newspaper cuttings which is so, so passe [ one would think that we were past all that in secondary school, but noooooooooo ] so here i am, grumble grumble grumble grumble grumble.

however looking at my drawer makes me very very very happy. thus, a combination of the two -studying and looking at my drawer [ which im not gna tell you what it contains!! ] makes me feel slightly hormonal since i switch from grumpy to happy in the space of two seconds, and then back again, hahahaha

my videos from farewell [ of people singing, naturally! ] are apparently too large to be emailed as attachment-who knew that total blackness+sound amount to so much? o.0

and i just checked my email-a whopping 24 new messages since the last time i checked. which was at ten-ish. wtf

if all else perished, and you remained, i would still continue to be
and if all else remained, and you annihilated, the universe would be a mighty stranger
- Cathy, Wuthering Heights

2008-07-27T13:11:00.007+08:00

250708-260708

good morning world!
yay spent 250708 with leon mugging our asses off at the airport and injested two ventis worth of java chip and mocha frapp while sleeping only four hours. combined. sofas at starbucks were relatively comfy : D

farewell was xoxo though. spent the time running around making sure everything was okay; and; thankyou God for the clear weather : D and baby, you did a good job singing : D however, we all know that this is not goodbye, this is starting over so utimately its a, happy occasion yay :D spy the heart thing that we slogged over!!

AJChoir, No Importa La Distancia

best, i miss you ):

what would i be like without you in my life?
what was i like before you came into my life?

2008-07-20T20:42:00.000+08:00

the best time to offend me would be saturday night/real early on a sunday morning cause the children will make me happy again yay : D i love sundays.

and i dont believe i was ever so perky on a sunday morning-i am normally a stumbling lump of blubber that early. hell, i even had time to appreciate the sunrise and the uh, puffs of morning breeze.

today i nearly died of fright while taking a quick lunchtime nap [ since i havent had any sleep the night before ] vicky strolled into the traineraides lounge and peered into my face-i opened my eyes to her how-humongous-is-that eyes and promptly fell off the couch. oh today i also discovered a prawn mee stall that has Four-Whole-So-Fresh-Theyre-Practically-Breathing Prawns in it :O all for the price of $3.50!! im a fan.

johanna and wendy and the kids made fun of me all day; oh fuck speaking of wendy she got me the cutest cutest pen thing which has this super adorable clown figurine at the tip and a mini fan thing which you can use to self amuse during exams and lectures and a hang notes thing back from thailand for me heeeheehee which i forgot about and left in the office which is why i swore o.0 however it is the thought that counts!!! i will go back next week and salvage them and then bring to school and show off heeheehee

and dean made my day awesome he gave me a sweet : D according to the dad its this super prized sweet that he keeps in his pencilcase [ which sounds icky but really its not ] and only gives to someone who is special/of great importance to him omgzxzxzxzxz so sweet right!!!!
be jealous, world!

okay i wanted to post pictures. gimme a mo i'll update this thing soon hehhehheh

2008-07-20T05:00:00.004+08:00

been playing with paint; i love paint. paint is my new favourite application because photoshop is wayyyyyyy beyond my IT capabilities for now. what is a brush, again?
okay, im heading back to work! [ infer that i am one extremely hardworking kidxz ]

and, hahaha i thought it looked like the pringles guy. i dont quite get the comic-but i thought the food was quite cute. i think im hungry-ive not had pringles in quite a long time.

2008-07-20T03:32:00.001+08:00

i just took a coffee break to make myself some coffee with a kettle that honks [ so cute right ] so i can save some electricity and time; only that i forgot it honks so when it finally did i got a really bad fright and blotted my essay with this really huge blot cause it was a so-fucking- loud-it-can-wake-the-dead honk >:( and the fucking expensive coffeepowder that came from saturn or smth tastes like - so hahaha, not funny.

oh ey favvvvfriend if you see this i havent seen you in a fucking long while ): you called the other day and i missed your call ): i miss you poking fun at me hahahahaha okay how weird is that but nevermind. can you call again soon : D i promise to pick up and then you can hear me say hello in that annoying voice, harharhar.

i want to punch Math and Lit in the face they are being chaoahbeng and emokidxz#1 respectively and theyre getting on my nerves.

i also need to swear at livejournal.com/spreesation, i hope my tops and stuff didnt get lost on their way from US to Singapore; i should hear of planes crashing into Mount Fuji or damnit annoying terrorists hijacking another plane that is Carrying my Stuff on the news or smth rightttttttttt wahlaoxzxz

but on a side note i am seeing dean/vera/jamie/anndrea/kieron/ryan/cammille/sara/shafi/wenshao/yangli/rachel/isabelle
plus plus johanna/wendy/shereen/rahil/vicky/farzana in four and a half hours and then the boyfriend in another twentyeight and a half hours so i should stop being in a hahaha-not-funny-no-cool-shizz-and-i-think-im-ugly-and-fat mood soon.

i will take a picture of my very ugly Result Slip when i get my camera back from the bestfriend and then edit it a little to reflect my astounding improvement when Promos comes rolling round [ in nine weeks ] and then upload/paste it everywhere so i'll be motivated, yay

oh im trying napfa again on monday! been trying to stick out my butt more/ tuck my legs in/ reach down and swing so hard i swing myself off balance/ be like a spring/ for ages so i will hopefully jump more the 154 cm this time yay. dont huh-dont-aim-to-jump-so-little at me okay gravitys force is so much more potent on me okay!

" your eyes, are the brightest of all the colours, do you know youre unlike any other? "
ey, study hard for o's, you. dont give up-though lifes really sucky now.

see you in an hour! the GC is screaming for attention.

2008-07-19T14:54:00.000+08:00

im very tired.

2008-07-10T22:16:00.002+08:00

shopping is cheaper than a psychiatrist. thats why girls go for retail therapy when theyre depressed
however, big huge bear hugs works as well.

baby, have got mail for you! and before you go running downstairs-its in your email, kay.

one two three four five
first i caught a fish alive
six seven eight nine ten
then i let it go again

2008-06-30T21:17:00.006+08:00

hello hello zao an ni hao long time no see yo.
anyway!! lets go by days okay yay

wednesday was the last day of papers and i met my muackxzxz
went shopping and the like.
and may i just mention?

JING IS BACK!!!!!! : D
[okay jing this was the closest colour to pink that would still show up strikingly on a white background that i could find]

anyway my "thunder" surprised me at zara when i was looking at some dresses
the hands over the eye thing, always works.
it also helps when ones target it completely clueless [ as usual ]
finished off at nydc where i shared love potion #23&when pigs fly with my muackxzxzxz
eeee yay happy day : D

had an okay thursday and an awesomely lousy friday no thanks to NAC '08
i still cant quite face the recordings just yet, pictures will be up when i feel like they should be up.

saturday was terrible
seeing how i didnt have time to prepare for senior team practices
i procrastinate far, far too much.
i need to get down to doing stuff proper.
shine opening show my ass, shine closing down show more like.
painful decisions were made that evening as well sighxz.
however, seeing the clique [ full clique!!! a first in a bazillion years ] for dinner at swensens [ i swear that place is getting old we go there All The Time, clicky time to change!! ] and retarded games and dots on fingers and toes made the evening better : D

got home, ended up on the phone with leon whining about this and tearing about that and promptly ran a high fever when i retreated to my bed /:

i then spent fifteen minues of the sunday afternoon stumbling down to the 24hours for a doc and then the rest of it in bed. so weird okay- i hardly spend the entire day sleeping. stoning and wasting time, yes, but not sleeping!!

yay okay story of my life. sighxzxzxz need to go and read othello now ):
might i mention that i think my lit is beyond redemption?
where, is jeyar when you need her manxz

i will love you, every minute of forever

2008-06-24T18:13:00.002+08:00

bugger im going to fail blocktests
it will be a miracle if i even get an U i think
what i wrote actually made sense to me
theory is that if it makes sense-it is generally wrong.
buggerrrrrrrrrrrrr.
why cant eating be a subject? id ace it, no problem.

i cant wait for wednesday and thursday eeeeeeee so excitingxzxzxz!!!!!!

catch a falling star and put it in your pocket
never let it fade away
catch a falling star and put it in your pocket
save it for a rainy day

2008-06-21T23:29:00.028+08:00

much thanks to ali-for lending me her itsy travel friendly mini laptop thingamajig!
it is a little hard to type and see but still it is millions better than nothing and the touchscreen and stylus is super super super super kewl :D teeheehee, i can now keep in touch with the world esp my all time favv place-google groups /:

i also wanted to post cute pictures heeheehee while replying my ton of email-it is rather frightening i am putting it all off. i am also supposed to be studying econs. screw it, i srsly need to develop multi tasking skills.

also i find myself running multiple places everytime national acapella champs comes around. why ah? i dont understand ): this year i am running dsa audits and maybe even choir comm meeting on the day the junior team is competing though that i doubt-since soundcheck is at four [ fuck ] uh those who are interested er please go to www.a-cappella.org.sg for more details- i vaguely remember the location as RP. not quite sure here, though. however i advise going for the college competitions later in august though-much more worth your while [ as well as your ears!!]

ohyes and ive been buying random pieces of clothing recently
today the girls went competition clothes shopping uh during lunch break
and got dresses in this gorgeous teal colour at a steal-$15 and $25!!!!!!
so excitingxz!!!
i love love love love love love opening sales even more than GSS cause thats when all the shops compete and throw out ridiculous prices for clothes heeheeheeheehee yay
okay uploading pictures is very tiring with the stylus.
plus i was up at this godforsaken hour to get to prac earlier at eightthirty in the morning today [ yesterday ] so i can study-such a conscientious student right-and we finished prac at sevenish in the evening /: my willpower is serving me well. the neck, isnt though.

anyway!

fav picture book of all time

also let me introduce you to my companions at night- my mug

i also got a new spotty pencilcase-it matches my bottle!!!
thankheavens borders brought the paperchase penciltins back-its about time (:

okay this post is chock full of Pointless Pictures.
i should go and make my time worthwhile by studying econs [ my ass ]
dang, i really hope that the guy i sent my mac to remembers to backup my files even before he starts repairing it ):

oh and, stupidboy, youre really lousy at taking care of yourself /: how to not worry!!!!!!! nehnehneh. eeeeeeeeeeeeyerh drink apple juice-keeps the doctor away.

you'll be the moon and i'll be the sun
thats how inseperable we've become

2008-06-13T16:36:00.007+08:00

supppppppppp world!
many pictures coming up, heeheehee.
anyway i sent my baby to the service centre
it cost 74.90 just to diagnose the problem with the stupid thing
and then 5 working days to tell me whats wrong with it
stewpid, apple is damn high maintenance.
i should probably change laptops [ and mp3 players ]
since i dont seem to have fate with That Brand >:(
one has to admit though, it looks good.
which reminds me i need to call to yell at Poor People there
because i havent heard a single peep out of them after 5 working days!!!!

anyway, days so far have been good
TONE concert was a blast
and i cant remember if i blogged about it alr
but nevermind hahaha.

shopping with BGB for all things pink on the day before toneprac/kaheis birthday was super hildarious
dutch lady is the root of all evil okay! so annoying
squatting at the korean section of suntecs carrefour is extremely embarassing
not to mention the even more mortifying condom tossing Incident at the counter.
eeeeeeeee /:
note to BGB: my bag of chips, yo!!!
but at least the Resident Bimbo is heeheeheehappy with the present and surprise " bash " : D

uhm okay and the day after was the wedding gig for rayners cousin
was down to cover BGB
but since he managed to bookout last minute
he came down heeheehee.
saved the last minute panicking over scores
peeektures!
honeys colour accent thingo=super cool.

anyway i spent the twelft at underwater world yay
the fish looked very, very sad.
theory is that if you were evil in this world you'll be reborn into a zoo/aquariun/as a cockroach eeeeee.
and i walked there!!!!
srsly, i own.
have you ever seen me try to walk long distances without complaining?
heeeheeehee.
love PAGEONE.
i think if i have nth to do ten years down the road id go open a bookstore and squat in there the whole day yay : D
and riverisland was having sales eeeeeee couldnt resist : D
got a top!!! heeheehee yay good day spent, yo.

i have prac and ten in the morning tmrw /:
TMD.
did i mention i collected my SGC today
it looks super cool okay!

with you, forever is nothing but certain

2008-06-02T13:43:00.003+08:00

want to kill myself.
my egg that took forever to hatch
has morphed into a monster
eeeeew!!!!!!!!!
i will still try to salvage the situation by hatching another one?
or uh spend even more hatchy points on Dear Lordddddd -> that was what i named It after i got the shock of my life seeing the page load i swear.
please go take a look if you dont believe me.

thought id post a random photo up though.
think its rather cute.

stupid boy.

2008-06-01T00:57:00.002+08:00

was supposed to declare everlasting love for the triple f

LOVE YOU FOREVER FOREVER FOREVER TRIPLE F!

2008-05-31T23:12:00.003+08:00

think the size of my ulcer is the size of an island.
its killing /:

be genuine and true to yourself, love.
dont hide behind a facade anymore.
please know that you can trust us
with your deepest and darkest
and that, youre not alone in the world
cause youve got us.

2008-05-28T22:37:00.003+08:00

am a relatively happy girl nowadays,
but just wanted to come online and put up some lyrics that are really really lovely.
holidays are practically nonexistent nowadays no thanks to workshops lectures tutorials concerts
i need to find some me time in there somewhere.
oh and i cut my hair.
drastic difference! look like barbie/china doll now.
but i miss the long hair, hahahahaha.

on a side note, i have school tmrw.
at eight in the damned morning.

Some enchanted evening
You may see a stranger,
you may see a stranger
Across a crowded room
And somehow you know,
You know even then
That somewhere you'll see her
Again and again.

Some enchanted evening
Someone may be laughin',
You may hear her laughin'
Across a crowded room
And night after night,
As strange as it seems
The sound of her laughter
Will sing in your dreams.

Who can explain it?
Who can tell you why?
Fools give you reasons,
Wise men never try.

Some enchanted evening
When you find your true love,
When you feel her call you
Across a crowded room,
Then fly to her side,
And make her your own
For all through your life you
May dream all alone.

Once you have found her,
Never let her go.
Once you have found her,
Never let her go!

2008-05-24T21:08:00.027+08:00

hi okay i havent been blogging for really long.
anyway the internet connection has finally deemed fit to let me sign in to messenger!!!!!!!!!
hiakhiakhiak.

okay, pictures! i wonder if the connection is up to it.

120508, VJChoir, Symphony of Voices
was out with the otherhalf and kim before going down to watch,
first time in asian kitchen heehee.
kim was acting like a retard.

i also met SuperSeniorGen whom i havent seen in a long while,

shes obviously still as retarded.
managed only one picture with hellomellowello though there were like truckloads of AJChoir kiddos there.

it was a special night, as well,
am amazed at how fast news spreads in AJ.

170508, AJC College Day
hi okay it was more fun with the people aye. it was also the j2s last prac /:

leon nana kim

crystal twin cheryl
yay sops

180508, AJChoirConcert VoyAJe- Notes on the Road '08
aye rocked esplanade with a full house concert! yayyay eyyyyjayyyyy!! [ AJ ]
aye, this choir if becoming a part of me.
thankyou all for flowers lollipops donuts hugs kisses praises etcetctec
bit of embarrassing moments here and there e.g the bandana that dropped but which everyone thought was done on purpose hiakhiakhiak pro or what!!
however, have divorced Curly right after,
so ladies! hes up for grabs.
of course, Fred gets first dibs, right Fred? : D
i will also of course miss gwen [ horse faces!!!] and xiaoping [ insert cheenapiang accent ] samlou terribly, and of course, many, many more.
try spotting me in the picture.
not hard, considering how i am the only one without the headband thingo.

AJChoir love,

210508, Nanas Seventeenth
woke up damn freaking early to try to surprise her with kim before she got out of her place to go to school [ which was very early please!!!! ]
kim is obviously very blessed to have me for morning amusement.
i bet i brighten up each and every morning with assorted morning amusements.
anyway i fell down while hurrying to her place
sigh embarrasing shitxz.
but no surprises there anyway thanks to my unique talent of tripping even while on flat ground
of course, no one saw but kim and nanas housekeeper
who of course had to be going to nanas place too
and of course had to say " uh, outside got people " to nana
but well, i hope you liked your various surprises,
from us and from the choir, President 08-09.

220508
bummed around in the school library trying to print geog readings
though im not supposed to be in school cause the rest of the j1s were taking their chinese common test. [ hiakhiak taking higher cheena does have its various perks ]
got a ream of paper,
and now we're down to half /:
went to seoulgarden after that though, with kim and nana yet again
and pictures will be up.
soon (:

230508
and of course, i most certainly flunked my GP paper
but i couldnt care less now.
had a rather hilarious talk in the library with leon and jiajun
and then headed down to amkhub for movie&dinner with my baby heehee.

and, today was my first saturday morning in a very long time that i had free (: went down to kovan to see my baby for awhile and then down to sculpture square to oversee TASYV hahaha i havent seen them for awfully awfully long!!! angie got us all mango smoothies from ice monster yay. went on a rescue mission after prac to rescue A Particular Jumper which smelled terrible so now its soaking in the wash [ sorry baby, ]
andand, guys you must be proud of me
i actually bothered to read through&highlight my geog readings hiakhiakhiak

by the way, the heat is unbearable.
am going back to the debate to cut my hair.

i love you, i love you, i love you

2008-05-13T22:43:00.002+08:00

recently the other half has set me thinking about alot of matters. its really kind of sad, yknw, when reality sets in, and the once technicolour, fairytale world i lived in threatens to just fade away, slowly, bit by bit. and one wonders, what was the tragedy that befell us all? that we've all become such jaded, conniving creatures, so much that simple happiness, and maybe even that kind of love that transcends time seems so much of a fairytale and out of reach. what happened to giving, just because you wanted to and not because one would reap some kind of benefit in return?

today was like a mini impromptu gathering of all my loved ones of sorts. took a side trip back to stnicks after math [ /: ] to see the bestfriend whom i havent seen for a damn long time. orange bowl wasnt open ): but i managed mushroom cheese toast from the toast stall and the bowl of honeydew sago that snack stall auntie insisted on giving free despite the fight i put up and the cup of lemontea mixed hundred plus with double straws that the drinkstall uncle made immediately upon seeing my face even before i opened my mouth. theres nothing like stnicks, really, isnt it so desperately obvious why i love it so? unexpectedly happykid showed up as well and after all the hugs and screeching we went for a walkwalktalktalk around the school grounds and did a little catching up on each others lives. popped by choir prac [ where loulou showed up, surprises of surprises! ] and then continued on to fold some paper cranes for a girl who really needed all the prayers and love and luck that we can spare. had a heart to heart with my muackxz, and no love, youre not screwed up, and you know we'll always be there to back you up

it was also during the walk out of school with the half clique that i realised just how much ive missed stnicks. i have probably said this a milliontrilliongazillion times but it still rings true. while talking to the girls i realised how fragile life really was, and that the most unexpected could happen when your loved ones are not by your side so you can see for yourself that they're well and hearty. and when something happens and the regret sets in, youd probably go around lamenting " why "

i have had too many regrets in these past few years so i really cannot afford to have any more, and i suppose the same should apply to all you out there so please stop all the silly nonsense already wont you?

so i will make a promise i'll try my best to be someone who lived, instead of someone who existed,
and just in case im gone tmrw and never get to say this ever again, i need all of you to know that i love you.

okay this post sounds very serious. on a lighter note, concerts on sunday! i have thankfully stopped croaking but this husky voice srsly has to go if not im going to be a really screwed Laurey for Oklahoma /: ticket sales have apparently been really good and we're nearly there to a full house which is also very scary because if we fall it'll be a really hard fall. sigh okay AJCHOIR! we can do this (: all those still interested, uh please go down to sistic yourselves hahahaha.

i also have major issues with the messenger on the laptop [ which have thankfully gone back to normalcy after the going berserk a week back ] so iloveim.com is currently my best buddy. stewpid TTM

~~i must also stop being responsible for the breaking of a man.~~

2008-05-10T01:12:00.011+08:00

SHAKESPEARE IN LOVE 300408

i met yingsy after the play and guess how she recognised me:
" i looked up at the balcony and saw you clapping your small hands and recognised you!! "
champion TTM.
well other than the fact that it was pretty funny i dont feel the need to gush over the use of soliloquies just like a good lit student should yeah.

3508 love,

kim

RJ CHORALE CONCERT 060508
i managed nearly all my favvvvv girls in one day yay (: please look, our flowers were ownage!!
loveyou k, loulou, youre da bombxz.

this is my promise to you: forever&beyond,

CLASS BMTC TRIP errrrr cant remember when
ended up in tekong. other than the fact that i was dreadfully seasick, it was relatively tolerable. hated the heat. but, pretty cool on the whole!

HCJC CHOIR CONCERT 100508
which i didnt technically go cause i was having tone prac/quality time with kahei which didnt really work out cause i was croaking away bother. managed pretty pictures on the bridgeee (: sorry nana that your virgin picture on the bridge was with your other half but not with your significant other!

i am currently croaking away now, dangerous or what. concert next sunday!

Someone to hold me tight
That would be very nice
Someone to love me right
That would be very nice
Someone to understand
Each little dream in me
Someone to take my hand
And be a team with me

So nice, life would be so nice
If one day I'd find
Someone who would take my hand
And samba through life with me

Someone to cling to me
Stay with me right or wrong
Someone to sing to me
Some little samba song
Someone to take my heart
And give his heart to me
Someone who's ready to
Give love a start with me

Oh yeah, that would be so nice
I could see you and me, that would be nice

Someone to hold me tight
That would be very nice
Someone to love me right
That would be very nice
Someone to understand
Each little dream in me
Someone to take my hand
To be a team with me
So nice, life would be so nice
If one day I'd find
Someone who would take my hand
And samba through life with me

Someone to cling to me
Stay with me right or wrong
Someone to sing to me
Some little samba song
Someone to take my heart
And give his heart to me
Someone who's ready to
Give love a start with me

Oh yes, that would be so nice
Shouldn't we, you and me?
I can see it will be nice...

So Nice- Olivia Ong [ cheryls recommendation! ]

2008-04-28T08:01:00.003+08:00

okay im in school now using the wireless
need to call and scold M1 for the shitty connection
which costs like fifty bucks when its supposed to cost only thirty.
if its lightning fast i wouldnt mind
but still!

anyway!
days have been relatively kind.
have got everything of my hearts desire
so i'll just have to worry about when theyd all fade away.

met favvv&best last tuesday
yay both my favourite girls in one day!

steady hands, hold the wheel
im not sure if i can do it still

2008-04-20T23:34:00.004+08:00

JING CAME BACK : D : D : D
okay but wth i think she flew off again.
snatched a good quick random clicky dinner date at swensens (: [ nearly full clique zomgxzxzxzxz why, aw, why! ]

ive missed you thunder; lightning without thunder is super weird please! theres no one else to be slow with me! aye but you promised two months more right! aye see you in june (: have you run out of the daily notes? [ you should have! ] will fed-ex you another box kay (: loveyou.

oh and i went shopping today [ yst ] with nana
im so sorry i was late ):
on a lighter note, i got a random purple dress on a random impulse
so the day wasnt totally wasted. unlike my baby ):

should get cracking.
oh, fuck, todays a monday.

when i landed, it was raining. i didnt see it as an omen-just unavoidable. ive already said my goodbyes to the sun -Bella [Twilight ]

A reason to stay, A reason to fight

2008-04-14T03:27:00.006+08:00

work today [ yst } was awesome
cause i was took classes all day instead of on guard/shoe/temperature/front desk/airfreshener duty wth
aye johanna&kids=super cute
but there was this kid with learning disorder i think,
it was damn hard trying to reach out
rather like talking to a wall
its v. sad know! [ and v. rejected ]
oh but rahils special socks cheered me up considerably yay (:

and then we continued camwhoring in the room HAHA
cause there was nth to do!

planned to study after work
but i left the reading materials at home pro or what.

pecks " wahlao cinch youre exactly like you were back in secondary school luh! "

oh and i fucked up the pods LCD screen
damn sad i cant see anything!!!!!!!!
and theres this weird splodge on the left of my baby
): ): ): ): ): ): ): ): ):

i have school in two hours! [ and afternoon PE fuck ]
am technically supposed to be uh, studying
but lets just take a break.
dont yell at me thanks to the odd hours im keeping
ive got so much to lose
id rather lose sleep than lose whatever i hold dear now.

ohohoh i only just remembered Mr Hues Ultimate Econs Joke!!
have been wanting to blog about that for ages
but didnt no thanks to the short term memory

Mr H " class so what good is KFC? "
3508 " price elastic/inelastic/whatever"
Mr H " yes you guys are correct-and by the way, KFC is finger lickin' good "

i very nearly fell off my chair in shock when i heard that, know.

i got your runaway smile in my piggybank baby
gna cash it in for a new mercedes
you were worth a hundred thousand miles
but you couldnt stay awhile

2008-04-12T23:06:00.002+08:00

there will come a time
when one starts to doubt what one is doing
is the right thing, or not.
there will come a time
when one doubts oneself
as a leader, a friend, a person
you doubt your abilities and capabilities
how high you can actually fly
there will come a time
when everything rushes in
and then you wonder,
" should i dive headlong into this whole whirlwind
or should i just stand at the side, and watch? "

the superwoman inside would be just itching to just jump in and join the fun
but really, when will she crash?

i should go finish the PI.

2008-04-12T00:13:00.001+08:00

italy pictures finally up HERE

and then goHERE
for nana's pictures

i think she has quite alot of retarded photos cause my camera kept dying at the most crucial of moments o.0

ohguess what i managed to get home before four today
amazing!

chasing a lie till the true things die
youre a soldier marching through the blind mans eye

2008-04-08T23:58:00.003+08:00

am damned tired
workloads not going down despite desperate/devious measures everyday
cause everythings just piling up fuuuuuuck.
mindchamps was pretty much brainless work
pretty much paid to stone and play all day.
kids are uber uber uber cute [ am at the junior section yayness ]
but the parents are super obnoxious.
went for facial with pecks after work
face feels [ felt ] damn smooth yayness (:

will possibly/hopefully lose a few kilos at the end of this month! but at the rate im eating i think not.

best, i just wanted to say, i miss you like dont know what and though we see each other even less nowadays, know that my thoughts are with you always kay (: bestie day as regular as possible kay, love you baby (:

nana, im glad that nothing much has changed though theres a full three years in between us, and really, youre a blessing. am thankful for you and hopefully we'll spend our breaks doing smth other than mugging soon /:

clicky, we're all seperated and in different schools/countries but still! we'll last through kay? few years more (: see you all soon kay we havent had full clique celebrations/get togethers since eons ago!!

favfriend, EY EVERY FRIDAY HOR DONT FORGET!! so far all our pathetic attempts to meet up have failed miserably ):

you, one year, six months ago, precious.

you, have you been good, macho?

kay i need to start on the geog essay tmrw. am really thankful i take higher chinese cause that guarantees six periods of break at least=more time to mug=shit im turning into an AJCian ( !!!! )

is there a chance?
a fragment of light at the end of the tunnel
a reason to fight
is there a chance that you might
change your mind?

2008-04-02T14:15:00.005+08:00

shit my fav stnicks pencilcase split shit shit shit
anyway im going to have this post up in uhm fifteen minutes
so im going to type at 70 words per minute pro or not!

ITALY 130308-250308

italy was obviously fantabulous and all
great scenery gelato company and wonderfully chilly weather
v. easy to forget that everything was au natural and not air con
AJChoir came back with a fantastic haul
cat. champion, audience prize, grand champs
all of us were delirously happy [ obviously ]
and well i guess we all came back as
better people, and better friends.
flights and transits were absolute nightmares though /:
pictures will be up ASAP
cause shutterfly is being v. uncooperative!
okay maybe its the mere size of my picures /:

YENNAS SEVENTEENTH 280308
chionged down to town after bridging lectures amidst the rain
met val, xunqi, and vinnie
amazing how nothing has changed
though we havent seen each other for so long!
missed the girls like fuck
chionged down to The Pines approx. two hours late hahaha
and met huiting peixiu & tengteng
had a table all to ourselves
and it was just like being back in MI (:
okay minus the boys.

vinnie xunqi val <3

YAY MI vinnie huiting peixiu tengteng yenna xunqi val <3

STNICKS FUNFAIR/TAS PRAC 290308/ HALF CLIQUE CELEBRATION
was extremely hot on that day plus i was wearing long sleeves!
met zhanyee and his friend marcus before going down to school
so sorry guys to have kept you waiting!!

oh but im not the worst jiajun overslept and ended up not coming down hee
relatively boring [ maybe cause its like funfair no. 7654467876 ]
but i met becks and aw [ with her haunted house face paint ] and had five dollar mee rebus before i had to chiong down for prac where they celebrated my birthday hee (:

with colin in the train back hee

was supposed to have dinner with the whats left of of the clique whos actually in singapore
totally fell for the fake cancellation thingo hole and charm pulled
though we use it for every birthday celebration for every year
but when it actually happens to you its actually v. sad know!
aye anyway had dinner at nebo cause everywhere else was full
talked while with the bestfriend until those two sillies crashed
with hugs and a whats that called,
super cute window decor thingo yayness oh gayness! (:

charm: " huh becks how is this a chinese restaurant! " [ original plan was to have dinner at soup restaurant ]

anyway snakes&ladders with the girls was super fun
and then we left after a v. long while hee yay (:

BROTHERS WEDDING 300308
aye the brother held a wedding lunch at peonyjade@clarke quay
silly really why bother with an eight course meal in the middle of the day
relatively hilarious and tiring
since i was playing usher for the day.
got alot of tables and guests, know.

cousins love.

school so far has been good, classmates are super funny shit
am trying to figure out if i should go for reach cambridge!
oh and im starting at mindchamps soon [ like this sunday hee ]
so i'll see my Sally Sheep real soon.
workloads been accumulating since the start of the year
esp after italy
my first six weeks [ academically ] in MI have relatively been wasted since im an full arts student now
fuck, im screwed.
nana says, " i think we'll be playing catching until the end of term "
oh and ive applied for NYAA
hahahahahaha hopefully this scheme will work out!

and thanks loves for birthday wishes/cards/hugs/kisses/balloons/gifts
super touched still!
hee

xoxo
cinch

say goodbye to the people
you dont need in your life
say goodbye to the heartache
and the darkness of the night
say hello to the rising of the sun
there will always bee a brighter day
youve got to carry on

2008-03-09T20:49:00.003+08:00

been having the most frikking annoying blocked nose for the past couple of days due to a paticular run to a particular school on a particular day during a particular rainstorm. v. unglam to snuffle and sniffle ones way through the day.

talking really gets things off ones chest. thankgod for angels on earth <3

i keep forgetting the lattes in coffee bean were served hot.
kept mixing them up with starbucks.

oh for my birthday this year which is not so far away i plan to dig a hole like thirty feet in the ground and resurface the day after for the brothers wedding dinner. call me attention seeking if you want but half the clique wont be in town then [ !!!!!!!!!! ] and the whole house will be in a flurry preparing for the The Brother&His Official Union With Lisa The Witch and wont remember a thing probably so i foresee a sad seventeen ahead.

or maybe a terrorist will hijack the plane im on and then leave me stranded in the middle of the Pacific to be shark food so i wont make it back to singapore hiakhiak

not in the most agreeable of moods now.
actually, havent been since the last couple of days.
plus im feeling like a stalker.
i must stop googling.

oh guess what, the sister just called to tell me that shes like done packing my thingxzxzxz
omg damn sweet so now i only have half the job to do
super touched now!

oh watched the leap years with clicky (:
super sweet shit [ both the girls are the movie ]

seeing my Triple F super soon!
apparently she had training that im not sure she skipped
but who cares, im seeing her super soon!

i dreamt of you a few nights ago.
felt so real i woke up crying, and wishing.
think im a mess right now, literally and figuratively

youre a vision of tmrw
and a ghost from yesterday
and im trying not to let you
take my breath away
youre a summer breeze
that comes and goes
but somehow lingers on
tell me how can i forget you
if youre never really gone?

2008-03-03T23:15:00.002+08:00

someone told me i looked like i played touchrug like three days a week
quite a few others thought i was from netball
teeheehee omgxzxz!!
how far from the truth can it get man.
i think im super macho teeheehee

lifes been good!
even lectures arent that boring anymore
just got my PDG today
there are only 15 people in my class
so i know a good one third at least alr.
aye thats a good thing
oh and nana's in my class (:

tendays to the italian job!
HAHA thats what the boys call it, anyway
need to get damn alot of things HAHA
though the stewardess is helping out with the packing and stuff
hooray!

i think im a relatively happy girl right now.

i think my heart got colder
the moment you left me

2008-02-29T16:15:00.002+08:00

i only just realised that the link for MI's photos leads to loulous and not my shutterfly hahaha
mistake has been rectified!
so sorry.
please go to previous post thankyou very much im too lazy to copy and paste.

anyway ive finished a weeks worth of lectures [ theres another week looming ugh ]
i swear the auditorium/ lecture theatre seats are made in such a way that its near impossible to sleep on the connecting flippy table thingos on it.
everythings awful boring save the company.
ate truckloads of food
and im averaging about two packs or pocky a day
more if someone else buys and i kope.
damn.

oh and i swear Mr XXX hates me
ive been late twice in a row [ one more and ive got to do CWO fuck ]
i am now Recognisable Person #1 in his book, i bet.

today was my last day in pinafore!
i'll miss you.
tenyears worth, yknw!

oh anyway im heading out soon for my Friday Plans
byebye (:

cause i need you, i'll treat you right
come with me, my baby,
be mine tonight

2008-02-26T20:15:00.006+08:00

hi so anyway
got caught playing cards on the first day of school
and now i have " two years to reflect on my actions and make amends "
aye, its a little difficult to reflect and make amends when youre playing a game called pig.

aye anyway time in ajs been, alright.
not the best, but could be worse i guess haha
went back to SN today and had lunch
tasted just like home (:

gwong and assorted teachers kept poking fun at me though
e.g
gwong: " youve lost weight, you know. thats not good. your cheeks are hollow and sunken in! "
me: " awww thankyou hahahaha "
gwong: " or maybe its because you were rounder back then hmm or maybe im hallucinating "

jenna: " omg shes like a total bimbo"
missfuzzy " oh, im not surprised, i knew that long ago "
me " no im totally not one please right mr wong, "
gwong " bimbo? i thought that was old news "

yes so anyway i nearly died of a heart attack
bet na was mortified in the staffroom
but hey, comeon, i bet im the most interesting old girl who comes back to visit
even the teachers said it so harharhar
we totally made their boring day un-boring.

oh i have socks finally!!
and secones are weird.
but snchoirs sounding good (:
proud of you all (:

peekchas from MI up hahaha HERE

this is how you remind me

2008-02-25T23:20:00.001+08:00

Your fingertips across my skin
The palm trees swaying in the wind
Images
You sang me Spanish lullabies
The sweetest sadness in your eyes
Clever trick

Well, I never want to see you unhappy
I thought you'd want the same for me

Goodbye, my almost lover
Goodbye, my hopeless dream
I'm trying not to think about you
Can't you just let me be?
So long, my luckless romance
My back is turned on you
Should've known you'd bring me heartache
Almost lovers always do

We walked along a crowded street
You took my hand and danced with me
Images
And when you left, you kissed my lips
You told me you would never, never forget
These images

No

Well, I'd never want to see you unhappy
I thought you'd want the same for me

Goodbye, my almost lover
Goodbye, my hopeless dream
I'm trying not to think about you
Can't you just let me be?
So long, my luckless romance
My back is turned on you
Should've known you'd bring me heartache
Almost lovers always do

I cannot go to the ocean
I cannot drive the streets at night
I cannot wake up in the morning
Without you on my mind
So you're gone and I'm haunted
And I bet you are just fine

Did I make it that
Easy to walk right in and out
Of my life?

Goodbye, my almost lover
Goodbye, my hopeless dream
I'm trying not to think about you
Can't you just let me be?
So long, my luckless romance
My back is turned on you
Should have known you'd bring me heartache
Almost lovers always do

Almost Lover- A Fine Frenzy

2008-02-24T18:10:00.002+08:00

alohaaaaaa

a-okay i just got back home from Bestfriends Day
went tanning in sentosa.
best went there with fair skin and returned with pinkish undertones
i went there with tanned skin and came back brown and slightly dehydrated
sometimes, the things that we do manxz.
assorted peekchas with the retarded things that we do will be up soon!
and im totally going to get the haatolicious shirt harharhar
oh and best got me balloons omgzxzxzx super sweet
love them and i love you even more!

oh jumper is super kool
and i need to poo /:

tmrw i start life in aj proper
please please aj pretty please
be kind to me
i dont ask for much [ okay maybe sometimes i do ]
thankyou very much

cant you see? the girl you used to be
the one i lost when i let go of you

2008-02-21T09:21:00.004+08:00

yknw when i look at your pictures/your things/anything that has to do with you
the heart does this bizzare twisty thing
and sometimes, its so bad its as if its ripping me apart
but no, that doesnt happen often it only happens when i decide to be suicidal and take a peek at your things
when i really should have thrown them away or made someone keep it until i can deal with it properly
but really most of the time theyre just sitting in the back of the cupboard in my gucci box
so yes im trying really hard
and these days i dont even think of you anymore
a definite improvement, i call it

2008-02-20T22:04:00.002+08:00

gossipgirl=gloriously bitchy.
and very sadly im going mainstream
much to the relief of the mother
and anyway " you can pursue your dream after you get your uni cert "

oh anyway aj appeal succesful!
flying italy in three weeks (:
anyone want anything?
apparently armani is much cheaper there.

its the way shes always smiling
that made me think she never cried

2008-02-18T22:06:00.002+08:00

yesterday, aw wrote a " What Is Cinch " essay totalling 1311 words for me
nevermind that it was three words on repeat
" cinch is love " damn sweet manxz.

today was my last day in MI, last walk to school, last morning routine, last morning brekkie etcetc
many many lasts today.
today i went out with the class after school [ we're all very kool ]
today i ponned chinese for the last time
today i watched juno
today i said goodbye to many people who i probably wont even meet after today.
damn thats verysad.
however i spent fortyfive minutes with the bestfriend after surprising her at her place
ilovechew!

tmrw i will spend my morning flitting between aj and tpj
how awesome is that.
then perhaps i will go meet - but we shall see about that.

im off to reply emails!
theyre awesomely exciting.

cant you see im dying here?
a shot of broken heart thats chased by fear

2008-02-13T22:12:00.018+08:00

peekchas! [ courtesy of loulou ]
aye cheenanewyear in back in SN <3

at charms place where we er. played bridged camwhored and polished off about twenty servings of food each and finished off with gymnastics in the playground.

and then theres the girls [ and guys ] who made MI da bombxzxz

but i still miss SN like fuck aye.

oh theres a whole bunch of arteesteek photos that we took during lessons/ after lessons/ random moments and left in vals&xunqis cameras HAHAHAHA ah well!
oh i love yenna and indonesia!!
take a guess why (:

oh its nearly ten and its nearly time for gossipgirls marathon

random declarations for the day,

TRIPLE F DONT FORGET OUR SPECIAL DAY
BESTFRIEND IM SORRY I FELL ASLEEP ON YOU BUT I LOVE AND NEED YOU LIKE HOW I LOVE AND NEED CHILLI SAUCE. PROBABLY EVEN MORE THAN THAT

lifes looking better everyday with you by my side
i wont want it any other way (:

okay byebye!

its funny how heartbreaks kills you just like a speeding bullet through your chest, or perhaps a fatal accident...just hearing someone who once told you " till death do us part " tell you " i dont love you anymore " is enough for you to die ten times over - DianeLane [ Under The Tuscan Sun ]

2008-02-03T20:43:00.000+08:00

clique reunion dinner turned out to be a chompchomp buddies thing
had crystal jade xiaolongbao for dinner [ xiaolongbao=<3xz ]
charm came along for abit
and then headed off to have reunion dinner with her family
at crystal jade kitchen a few floors down.
took lots of weird photos
will make loulou&becks upload everything v. v. soon!

shopping was unproductive today.
came home with pretty much what i went out with
however, speed shopping with Best Guy Buddy yst was super efficient
fourfivehundred bucks gone in three hours
HAHA heelarious

but please note
he was pretty much responsible for like
3/4 of that amount
championxz

oh
i need to lose some more weight
and get a job
the mother thinks its time for me to " earn my keep "
so do i, actually
if not how to go to italy!

almost everyone you know
has their heart wrapped around someone who wont love them back

2008-01-25T21:48:00.000+08:00

aye seventeen isnt that bad a number.
could be worse.

a new day dawning, a new beginning
finally

2008-01-21T22:15:00.000+08:00

[ edit 2249 pm ]

chugged down coke and that pint of b&js while watching slideshows of past photos. feeling ghastly now. i should just go to bed only i dont wna.

[ endedit ]

i think youre awesomly disgusting i dont see what others see in you but yeah youre awesomely disgusting please just go bury yourself in quicksand and maybe they'll find you after fivehundred years and use you as a reference model for how disgusting people looked like five hundred years ago ugh im not making sense but nevermind youre still awesomely disgusting dont worry i totally meant whatever i typed above

oh fuck the world im going to drown myself in the pint of b&js goodbye maybe i wont survive to see your disgusting face tmrw

history, mystery
dont you know i'll be here forever
even if you leave?

2008-01-20T10:33:00.000+08:00

days have been kept rather busy
so i dont think too much
met favv and bestfriend on friday
ive missed you guys rather badly (:
dragged my melbourne friend to ali's hwachong eldds performance after that
my ali is brilliant (:
so's melo and rachel <3
headed to newton circus after that and had oyster omelette without the oysters
a little silly.

i like my morning routine now.

bestfriend,
its been really long, its nearly time to let go okay, both you and i know it. i know its hard, and honestly i dont know what to say/do sometimes when youre down and hurt. i'll always be here okay? though we hardly see each other. but we'll make everyfriday=bestie day! and remember to eat and study okay, you cant afford to screw up this year. i'll try to help with whatever you need as much as possible okay.

xoxo, bestfriend

i would say its very likely
the thought of you makes me happy

2008-01-13T12:55:00.000+08:00

aye parting is such sweet sorrow
but when you come back
it'll still be january11th
it'll be just like you never left at all

i miss you, i miss you, i miss you

2008-01-06T22:14:00.000+08:00

jingles farewell party pics HERE

i love the silly girl and the silly clique <3

school tmrw
we'll see how it goes
i start nine on mondays,
good or what!
doing up the carolling accounts now
im bored silly ):

FRI:
jingle leaves for UK
junkai goes into NS

TMD.

i'll leave the flame in
my heart burning for you

2008-01-03T22:33:00.001+08:00

sorry sorry!
didnt transfer the TAS pictures to my shutterfly collection properly /:
i just changed it,
its HERE

and, for TRC newyear and x'mas pictures please goHERE

refer to albums 2007-01-03 & 2007-12-28 <3

yes so im into my second day of orientation
first day sucked
second day was better. slightly.
made new friends yo
teehee im a social butterfly (:
all in all it wasnt as bad as i thought it would be
could be better, but alright, i'll be content with my lot.

im v. tired
thanks to 530 a.m mornings
much thanks to junkai for sending me to school (:
i owe you big time.

cough is worse
have progressed to wheezing now
it hurts to even yawn /:

im seeing loulou and charm tmrw (:
i end school at 1230 tmrw (:
im going back for SN CCA FAIR on sat /:
HIPHIPHURRAH

2008-01-01T15:38:00.000+08:00

happynewyear, guys (:

countdown party was great with clique (: bridge, badminton in the house [ cause jingles ceiling is virtually nonexistent ], silly childish games [ hoohaa hey mary seven up hahahahahaha] and even sillier jokes, orange dots on our toes, pizza delivery, jumping into the pool at the stroke of midnight and staying there until two in the morning, annoying bottles thrown into the pool by The Father [ jingles ] " I Have Never.." eat sleep talk camwhore laugh eat sleep talk camwhore laugh throughout the night

isnt it painfully obvious why i love them so?

eventually i had to fly home at seven thirty to make it for newyear brunch with family
but i knocked out once i got home
and missed the entire thing cause i was sleeping.
[ nobody could wake me up apparently ]
which means, i could actually have slept at jingles place until i feel like waking up TMD TMD TMD TMD
oh pictures are with lou=up v.soon HAHA

2007 was one hell of a ride, while 2008 lies just ahead <3
forget the newyear resolutions, i wont stick to them anyway /:
tmrws the first day of school
im not looking forward to it yo.
but its okay i'll do alright (:
hopefully.
okay lets go for the hannah montanah/high school musical fix
the songs are so shamelessly cheery

tasyv x'mas show pics up HERE

its the consolidated one though cause anyway the entire seasons pics look damn qian pian yi lu so yeah plus i dont have the full teams pictures /: not my fault i only had access to one camera! haha but you guys get the gist.

if you think missing me was hard
you should try missing you

2007-12-28T21:26:00.000+08:00

coughing badly!
throat hurts so bad it feels like someone wedged
a pinefruit at the back of it
or smth like that, you get the gist.
can hardly talk without causing pain to myself, let alone sing piangxz.

spent the day with the niece
i love babysitting
finished the stephaniemeyer trilogy alr
it was awful sweet <3
i am starting on stardust soon (:

i forgot just how much i loved books
cause i spent all my time singing nowadays
but now, i remember

aj and mi havent gotten back to me
im getting a little twitchy.
but still, another extra one and a half months worth of break
might just be what i need

OH GUESS WHAT
i left my wallet in the sisters place
and she left her keys in her place
champion lor now shes stuck outside
with no one to open the door for her
since the Brother In Law is overseas
i told her she should have hidden an extra key
under the doormat or in the flowerpot or smth
see thats what happens when you dont listen to cinch!

i'll be back so soon you wont have time to miss me
look after my heart - ive left it with you
- Edward Cullen

2007-12-27T00:17:00.000+08:00

carolling seasons over
thankheavens.
cause nearly immediately after we finished,
superwoman cinch crashed.
anyway, the 100.3 radio show went alright
i was actually early on that day (: (: (: (:
and, singaporeans made me awfully happy on christmas day (:
thanks for all th encouraging sms-es <3

TAS lunch today at chinatown point
at some indian vegetarian restaurant
didnt eat much, for obvious reasons.
the papadums were good, though.
and the company was rocking awesome (:

tried to clear up TAPAC in the morning
as a christmas surprise for angie
didnt really work out as i hoped it would
cause of this, and that
but eventually we got things rather settled.

picked best and emain up after dropping junkai honey and alvin at hub
had this insistently godawful heaedache
and the fever returned in full force
of course, everything got better after a round of hugs and kisses from becks' family
as well as a couple of extra strong panadol
turned out that emain was running a fever as well,
such poor kids, we are.

clique spent the entire party guitar-heroing eating camwhoring screaming doing retarded things
hahaha so whats new [ besides the guitar heroes ]
i spent a good chunk of time knocked out on aws lap
im sorry aw, my head must have been awfully heavy /:
mad retarded fun all the way until elevenish,
best headed to town while the rest headed home

thanks guys for the christmas gifts this year, they were rocking awesome <3
hopefully you guys liked yours too (:
i thought i was rather practical this year, i mean
i think those would be better than the wineglasses/christmas ornaments
i gave in the past years (:
and honey, you and 1 totally have to go bra shopping tgt HAHAHA
and, cheesecake!
very long time, yknw!

id put pictures up soon
yknw, of the shows and the party
im going back to SN choir tmrw and then i'll meet the bestfriend
then to vivo to see my melbourne friend (:

FAVVVVVVVV FRIEND, IN CASE YOURE READING THIS I MIZZZZZZZ YOU
whatever happened to our date with hungry fish?!

if i told you i loved you
would you tell me you loved me too ?

2007-12-22T01:15:00.000+08:00

if i was smart id be sleeping right now
cause i have to be in tampines for another gig in about seven hours okay
no joke man.

gig at tanglin was alright for sound, but ONLY FOUR MIKES
tell me how to sing!
yeah anyway we shared mikes
and cinch the vertically challenged spent the half hour set
standing on her tippytoes [ please bear in mind she was already wearing like er, three inch heels ]
and craning her neck just so she could have a chance of reaching the damned mike [ on the stand ]
didnt help matters that i was standing with like, vertically unchallenged people
who didnt have problems with the height of the mike at all.
my neck kinda hurts now.
this is awful distressing
the world works against the vertically challenged, i swear.

anyway days are good cause i have awesome company
and the girls came to the conclusion that All Men Watch Porn. srsly.
anyway whatever we talked about today was srsly RA so HAHAHA
and i bought random things for christmas today.
not quite sure who is getting what now, actually.

and right now its 1:23 AM as im typing this
and i will fail my grade eight all over again
what a nightmare

starlight, starbright
first star i see tonight
i wish i may i wish i might
have the wish i wish tonight

i would miss you an awful lot when youre gone, know.

2007-12-21T00:56:00.000+08:00

hi i only realised lost my report book
just called missp for SOS, like the good old days
" so what colour is your hair now ? "
i wish i could have told her that it was a violent pink
unfortunately, its still a Boring Brown.
got natural highlights, but still!

oh anyway, i have to go back to SN hell early tmrw
to try to get my cca records from the office
and then send it in to AJ by, nine in the bloody morning
just like the panicky, good old days.
[ I FOUND ITTTTTTTT]

then i'll have to stroll down to novena for the gig at eleven
probably rot with mello after the show for a few hours
and then head down to tanglin for another gig at eightthirty in the evening
rocks, my life.
oh, and remember when i said that my killer week was over?
i changed my mind, this week is going to be slightly worse, methinks.

OH FRIENDS I LOST WEIGHT! finally, right!
[ the jeans were awfully awfully loose : D : D : D : D : D ]

what time does the library open again?

and ive taken to smelling people lately
some people smell really awesome and some just downright awful
and you , i could smell you all day and not get sick of it
really, i could.

weather sucks nowadays.
cabs suck even more. d'you know the damn rates increased AGAIN
cabbing more than one walks=NO MONEY

oh the best is back from vietnam! :D :D :D :D :D
but she jetsetted off to cheenaland once she got back, that silly thing
sucks lah, i havent seen her/talked to her in a whole month.
AND SHES NOT GOING TO BE BACK UNTIL THE 24TH WTHHHHHHHHHH

ladies, and gentlemen
be back after christmas <3

youve been all over me like a spell

2007-12-13T13:58:00.000+08:00

I MIZZZZZZZ YOU BESTTTTTTTTTTTTT ): ): ): ): ):

2007-12-11T18:45:00.000+08:00

hi friends my killer week is finally over
i spent alot of time on trains lately, and even more in cabs
dashing from show to show, practice to practice everyday
even travelled from boonlay to pasir ris on this awfully unfortunate day
thankgod for amusing company though, i wouldnt know what to do with myself otherwise <3

lots of singers knocked out this season, with few left standing [ and about to crash ] to replace them
so this break came at a great time
im nearly out thanks to 9a.m mornings and 11p.m nights

best and charms in vietnam now painting houses
i hope theyre still alive
sent them off with lou hole jingle with the usual chaos and rubbish
yelling " goodbye!!!!!!!" in the terminal [ not knowing the damn place echoes ] " buy three get one free ", walking in synchronized steps, " hi my friend would like to know you call him -_- " retarded video taking on deserted trains thats meant for private viewing only, apparently
love you all deeply <3
and, apologies for waking up late /:
cant wait for christmas/pool/fbt party with TRC
and then we'll toast in 2008 tgt during the newyearparty
it'll be our third year tgt (:

apologies honey for pangsehing today i will treat cheesecake next tues (: promise!

tell me did you sail across the sun
did you make it to the milky way to see the lights all faded
and that heaven is overrated

tell me did you fall for a shooting star
one without a permanent scar
and did you miss me while you were looking for yourself out there

2007-12-06T00:16:00.000+08:00

hiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii ive developed this massive ulcer that prevents me from eating drinking singing talking properly i feel handicapped

TRC's ethnic party was gooooooood <3 except there were kindof too many indians
but we had thai balinese indian malay chinese/eurasian so thats very ethnic

and there was this massive eating spree [ takeaway dimsum from fortunate restaurant is hell expensive ]

and then there was twister

but loulou refuses to upload the twister photos ' THEYRE SO UNGLAM! ' so theres only the shot after twister
i spy my sari lying abandoned on the floor
i have no idea how indians wear those things 24/7
movements are damn restricted and the sari threatens to unravel every 30 seconds /:
oh twisters a good game if youre looking for a great time with clique/getting close to the Object Of Your Desire
and then there was our date with Heroes [ and lots more coming up we've got alot of seasons to catch up on! ]
and there was the part where we took a long walk along the road dressed in our ethnic best
holding plates and forks.
i think only TRC does stupid things like that. but, i like <3

in the hectic season of carrolling nowwwww IM TIRED
but, yknw, im happy tired (:
apologies for being weird.

BESTFRIEND I LOVE YOU THANKYOU FOR COMING DOWN TO DTE TODAY
FAVFRIEND I LOVE YOU THANKYOU FOR COMING DOWN TO DTE TODAY

by the way, its been storming all day /:
i did mention i have this slight thing about thunder, right.
and i suppose vampires wont last long in singapore
the weather is damn bizarre.
and, its kind of funny watching you pretend i dont, no, never existed
obviously, im annoyed.

id say its very likely
the thought of you makes me happy

2007-11-27T16:06:00.000+08:00

PROM PICTURES here

and um other assorted photos haha
im pretty efficient i got pictures up in one day !!!!!!!!!
plus i just got home not long ago
i bet other people i could mention are still sleeping okayxz.

prom was fabulous [ okay that was pushing it a little ]
except for the absence of Several Significant Souls
the itunes is killing my ears
if mine ears do not deceive me i believe it is playing nicoletta
god bless me.
okay goodbye im off to read the adventures of Severus Snape to the children ciaoxz.

so i say thankyou for the music
for giving it to me

p.s im glad you came.

[ " auntie in front turn left cause cannot go straight " -aw/ jingles mum to cinch " wah shes da kuai one lor! -.-" " / hair as armour/ onlineshopping@6a.m/3 different facewashes and one hour to clean each face/ macs at 3a.m /" can we go and watch the sunrise "/ " i cant wait for lunch "/ " GRRRRRRR " -aw /bed@6a.m/bedsheets for blankets/alarms that ring but only cinch doesnt hear/ breakfast@one and meegoreng@ two/ ]

2007-11-23T21:41:00.000+08:00

its been great nowadays, but im very very tired
met happykid for meatballs today, the bestfriend yst [ because i wanted to see you, la ] and celestine the day before [ lazing around city hall ] after all the shows have finished,
its good catching up (:
assorted daily retarded pictures will be up with the glam prom pictures im a few days cause im much too lazy to upload them now. plus, i cant exactly find the cable
i swear i had it but now its gone, such a sad, sad child i am.
gigs been good so far,
lets hope they stay that way this season [:

best, im glad youre back from ulu-land [: but wth, youre flying off to vietnam in a few days whyyyyyyyyyy can you not i will pay for a first class ticket back, hell maybe even concorde okay! or i'll charter you a private jet and get you out of that mosquito-infested-aircon-free-hot-as-hell swamp. okay nah im kidding. about the swamp part.

its funny how you pop into my mind at the oddest and weirdest of moments, and somehow, i wish you'd be around on my prettiest, brightest night. would you?

and people can be so cold
they'll hurt you and desert you
and take your soul if you'd let them

2007-11-19T16:29:00.000+08:00

fine, be that way.
see if i care.

i could have another you in a minute
so dont you for a second ever think that
youre irreplaceable

2007-11-14T16:39:00.000+08:00

i just realised, its really very tiring to laze around
but, im not going to be lazing around much longer
im going to retake my music exams, plan silly parties with TRC like sleepathons and dvd-athons or smth, find a job, singing performing and training with TAS [ hopefully quality will be had this year instead of quantity ] prepare for prom [ theres this damn long list of things to do ] prance around school taking retarded photos that i will look back every so often and tear a little like this [ look down ]

maybe, just maybe, fall in love again

nah, fat chance. but hey, it IS christmas, after all (: it seems a little weird to be spending christmas without you , though

pictures from loulou's birthday! loveyou deeply muackxzi hope you had a wonderful day (:

all pictures courtesy of loulou, by the way.

theres no looking back in a new drection
i loved you once, to distraction
but i'll have you in my heart now and forever
just like a tattoo
i'll always have you

2007-10-12T16:53:00.000+08:00

prayer session at CTK today, wept buckets and buckets of tears. really, i wonder where i would be, without SN.

this is the last time i will be blogging in the school libary
the last time i will walk this corridor
the last time i will play on the school pianos
the last time i will walk in and out of 4F
the last [ and first time ] i will switch off the class lights
the last time i will walk out of the school gate
the last [ and first ] time i [ we ] were the cause of our teachers and vice principals tears
the last time i hear their prayers and love reflected in their eyes
the last time, for many many things.

im sorry i didnt cherish my time with them, choosing instead to take them for granted
im sorry for losing the friendships and love youve entrusted to me
im sorry for the many meannesses
im sorry for work undone
im sorry for the lines of worry on my teachers faces
im sorry for my lack of faith in you

but,thankyou Lord for the this gift youve given me
the gift of my school, my classmates, my teachers
the love, the warmth, the ij spirit
i feel truly blessed to have experienced this, for the last ten years of my life.

so Lord, i lift us all up to you, SN reds 07,
bless us with the strength to carry on
im sorry for losing hope and faith in You
but i know now You never left
so dont leave now, when we need You most.
keep all my girls safe and sound,
keep them in Your tender hands and hold them tight,
give them the love im now unable to do, for some.
from afar, i will watch,
and thank You, for all that youve done, and going to do, for them, on my behalf.
Lord, these ten years have gone so fast,
i know now that Youve always been there.
let us leave a legacy behind, just like how we did for SYF this year

thanks be to God.

fourfaith, dont give up, hokay. thankyou for the last twoyears, its been awesome. we we will spend our first three weeks as a class, at least, in MI tgt <3

i dreamt my paintings, and i painted my dreams - vincent van gogh

2007-09-29T16:12:00.001+08:00

26. shoot me, please, anybody

and ive lost my will to try,
cant hide it, cant fight it

2007-09-25T01:05:00.000+08:00

haha okay im mad at the mother no more she came in to show me the bras that she bought for me today

" ey i didnt know what colours you like to i just closed my eyes and picked three "

so now im the proud owner of this brilliant orange brown and blue bra hahaha wahlaoxz champion alr. so the bestfriend was right, my mother is uber cute, the ultimate manxz.

then bras led to this, and this led to that, and before long we were gossiping away and then the sister joined in, our happy gathering broke up only when amos woke up five minutes ago bawling for his mummy which of course, sent both mother and sister scurrying.

and supposedly mathpaper1 is meant to be done within two hours, right now im clocking in at a rather respectable three and a half <- due to the talking, okay! mother daughter bonding > math. see i can apply math in english, be jealous, world!

time to sleep. school in fivehours omgawdxz. [ nah i wont pon after all ]

its only rain and rainbows
and the promise of bliss

2007-09-24T22:30:00.000+08:00

just rowed with the mother, shes damn bloody unreasonable. basket, her uncanny knack of shattering the moments when one is feels balanced and peace at the world which fyi, are damn hard to come by, is damn bloody annoying.

that is the way with a wound. the wound begins to close in on itself, to protect what is hurting so much. and once it is closed, you no longer see what is underneath, what started the pain. - AnMei Hsu

joyluck is settling comfortably into the not so deep recesses of the pink fluff i call my brain, thankheavens.

someday we will know why
love can move a mountain
someday we will know why
the sky is blue
someday we will know why
i wasnt meant for you

2007-09-24T20:53:00.000+08:00

i took my fourth bath not too long ago and i am rereading JLC for the millionthzillionthtrillionth time right now for no known reason, it must be the Rose Hsu Jordan in me that refuses to face up to reality and admit that both math and sciences need my attention more. itunes is playing a very objectional? objectable? - ah whatever okay - mix on shuffle i should go and try to get smth more pleasant the mood is taking a definite leap down into - and really, id prefer not to go there thankyou very much.

and at the end of her singing tale, i was crying, shaking with despair. even though i did not understand her entire story, i understood her grief. in one small moment, we had both lost the world, and there was no way to get it back -YingYing St Clair

damn sad, but look! sebastians here to save the day <3

alright i must be going loony.

i think ive already lsot you
i think youre already gone
i think im finally scared now
i bet my heart just grew colder
i bet the stars wont shine
i bet i needed you more than
you needed me in your life

2007-09-24T17:53:00.000+08:00

much appreciation must be expressed for various hotels and their mooncake creations, but boo to the fourseasons for snowskin that disintegrates. im sure it does not happen for every mooncake but i am still mightily annoyed.

rockapella still sounds real good and this is a real cheery thought -> christmas is coming along very very soon <3 and okay so is gradnight but i havent quite found the ultimate dress which just is really really sad.

another scary thought -> im not terribly fussed about the O's, seriously theres no panic, no stress, no fire, nothing. thats not good, right.

oh prelim results will all be out by the end of this week and we will all find out whether cinch will spend her 1st three weeks slacking around or not. how horrible, i think i might pon tmrw.

topthreethings i cant live without at the moment
3: the laptop [ and everything that it can do/ contain ]
2: sugar&caffeine
1: the girls

much thanks, best, youre the cutest.

the last time I saw you, you turned away
 i couldn't see you with the sun shining in my eyes
i said "Hello" but you kept on walking
if I could, i'd only want to make you smile
if you were to stay with me a while
the next time I see you, you'll turn away
i'll say "Hello" but you'll keep on walking
the next time you see me, i'll turn away

2007-09-23T16:25:00.000+08:00

thursday <3

friday <3

hello world, been a long while.

prelims were ghastly, thank heavens they're over. love my girls, theyre the best <3
monday blues are going to kick in soon hopefully the week ahead wont be too brutal,

ringring whos calling?
thats my baby girl on the phone <3>

2007-09-08T11:05:00.000+08:00

awful start to the day yst by having our money cheated away by this mentally unsound person, the dumb asses we were we only realised it when we were safely on the bus to the airport. trekked around for a good half hour until we settled down at starbucks; only to up and leave four hours later when staying put at one place proved too much to bear. caffeine only kicked in when we were on the bus so we whiled away our time taking retarded photos like a couple of japanese tourists e.g of ourselves and the Singapore Sky

headed down to esplande and studied at the concourse; all was well until Extremely Undesirable Singaporean Youths came along, annoying the living daylights out of us with all their twittering picnicking and gallumping around. after nearly an hour we were left in relative peace, until proper concert goes came along for Min Lees concert with the Prague Sinfonia Orchestra!!!! obviously we were way out of place in our fbts and oversized jersey/shirt/pullovers so we upped and left; tine for some gig at Powerhouse and i headed home, only to be whisked out for japanese in honor of the sisters birthday. which i completely forgot about.

phone has this knack of crashing at the most precise of moments, thus i have no pictures of dinner, rawr.

im seeing happy kid in a while. yay

and though youre gone
your smell still lingers on, everywhere
strangely comforting
as if youre still by my side

2007-09-06T23:31:00.000+08:00

Bio at Na's House [ Classic Lines #1 ]
na: i have a fishtank but no fish in it
bra: you can put hamsters in it!
everyone: huh?!
bra: yah can what i put my hamsters in a fishtank
loo: thats if theres no water in it right,

no idea why but yeah it was damn funny, at that point, that is

honey was hilarious today, towned for a while today cause i simply couldnt bear to study for a minute more; hopefully i didnt single-handedly destroy her chorale future I: apologies hon! you have to admit though, it was funny when it lasted

went to sleep with a splitting headache and woke up with a a splitting headache; loulou the muackxz just [ okay not quite just ] sent me a worrying message but it kind of sums up what everyone is like now, ohwell. the only thing to do these days is to study, albeit in far flung and happening placees

i have mixed feelings about people with nauseatingly cheery nicknames. makes one want to applaud their bravery in being real happy when others are downright miserable and at the same time wanting to strangle their necks cause im one of those who are downright miserable.

having a sickeningly early day tmrw; but its kind of my fault cause i was the one who suggested the ghastly time. seemed a good idea at that time but now im having second thoughts. i should just stay up to avoid oversleeping.

goodnight all you normal beings out there, have fun while it lasts.

running just as fast as we can
holdin' onto one another's hand
tryin' to get away into the night
and then you put your arms around me
and we tumble to the ground
and then you say

i think we're alone now
there does't seem to be anyone around,
i think we're alone now
the beating of our hearts is the only sound!

and its you im thinking of everyday and everynight

2007-09-05T21:39:00.001+08:00

hello i have time for a quick post before im off to the books once again,

had an awesome day, and tuition in the morning i swear my tuition teacher is the cutest thing ever

" oh my goodness, that girl is so quiet i have to whisper every time i talk to her, so uncomfortable! not like you, so noisy "
" no shes not skinny, shes like you, kind of stout "
" oh yes, like a teapot "

math is wayyy fun with her around yo. i am well fed and pampered whenever i am over having tuition thats not very good ohwell

met bestfriend after to study at childhood hangout a.k.a serangoongardens macs, cabbed down to gardens after tuition cause it was much too hot to walk. taxi driver was a grouchy bastard and the fare didnt even change HAHAHA okay maybe thats why he was a grouchy bastard. didnt really do much except to read my battered copy of da vinci code. went in search of a money changer at the village and ended up at this awesome shop with the awesome-mest sexiest greek-ish dress which i will buy once i banish the flab that spreads so insistently across the tops of my arms and my tummy hahahaha yes iwill okay! oh and there was the cutest little girl in the shop too; whiled away many happy minutes playing with her and chatting with the shop owner until loulou came, and then its off to chomps for dinnerrrr [ hokkien mee sambal stingray chickenwings satay and two jugs of sugar cane that was wayyy bigger than my head ]

currently the family is occupied with trying to calm down my princess who is bawling away, poor baby.

and guess what i found,

i hope youre still good, imy.

oh this sales/promo/survey person just knocked on the door zomg my mum was damn mean
" can you please get straight to the point, i do not have time to waste on this sort of silly thing. no i am not interested in whatver you have to say thankyou very much " [ BAM ] piangxz.

i can tell that you dont know me anymore
its easy to forget, sometimes we just forget
we've been on this road its anything but short
maybe we'll forget, i hope we dont forget
im falling into, memories of you, and things we used to do
all that ive got to pull me through
is memories of you

2007-09-04T21:16:00.000+08:00

im baaaaaack
rocking awesome time with szeshu [ alright alright if i must, hello daaaaaa ] roaming about the streets of sunny singapore
turned out that i was so hungry i was hungry no more when food finally came o.0
on the plus side, found many many pretty gold shoes! whether i can get one raggedy-nailed-bunioned-toe foot into them is a completely different story altogether. oh guess what guess what my right foot is bigger than the left how awesomely retarded is that -.-"

and i saw many lovely girls today whom i havent seen for millions of years; shy@marina square and bee&gill@ wisma, did lots of squealing and catching up and exchanging of numbers teehee we must have looked such a sight.

acapella fest is happening Right Now it sure feels odd to be not present/not performing.

alright, time to hit the books, i will update whenever i feel the urge to hahaha

so later then, fellow muggerxz [ if you are not mugging please take a look at your phone wallpaper!! ] assuming we all have the same wallpaper that is which we probably do anyway,

and i miss you more
whenever i think about you.
ive got your mixed tape in my walkman
been so long since we've been talking

2007-09-04T16:16:00.000+08:00

studying gives me the inspiration to blog alot.
i am so hungry i can hear food calling out to me know, above josh grobans [ gasp! ] voice " you, are hungry.. you, are hungry.. i, am waiting for you.. " its time to succumb to its summons yo!
okay im going slightly wonky. apologies for retarded-ness.
see you all laterrrrrrr

oh look, invasion of the lianxzxz thankheavens i am leaving now.

let me fall, if i fall
let me cry
theres a moment
when fear and dream must collide
you can hold me only, if you too
will fall away from all these