30 September 2008
i wanted to come online and show off the picture that carulli took of my nephew while over at my place doing PW-so cute!
i wanted to come online and show off the picture that carulli took of my nephew while over at my place doing PW-so cute!
and then while im at it; this is what in class goes on in class during PW these days; bens extreme oddness and so, much love.
days been good :D i am a velly heppy beezee beee.
suddenly i see
why the hell you mean so much to me
8:55 PM
27 September 2008
Dear Santa,
Ive been pretty good this year with hardly any pranks or naughty things up my sleeve other than brushing off ex-potential suitors rather meanly but anyway! can you magically fix my baby for Christmas :D
P.S actually if you could convince Sandman to appear in all of my teachers' dreams anytime and convince them that i should not retain and should be given the chance to take the retest OR hypnotise them enough so that while marking my scripts they will appreciate the effort that i have put in and the many guts that i have slogged out and not mind the icky handwriting and let me pass D: that would be even better; I promise Marks&Spencers buttercookies and Meiji milk for you for all the Christmas's of my life.
Thankyou, Santa, goodnight. <3
Dear Santa,
Ive been pretty good this year with hardly any pranks or naughty things up my sleeve other than brushing off ex-potential suitors rather meanly but anyway! can you magically fix my baby for Christmas :D
P.S actually if you could convince Sandman to appear in all of my teachers' dreams anytime and convince them that i should not retain and should be given the chance to take the retest OR hypnotise them enough so that while marking my scripts they will appreciate the effort that i have put in and the many guts that i have slogged out and not mind the icky handwriting and let me pass D: that would be even better; I promise Marks&Spencers buttercookies and Meiji milk for you for all the Christmas's of my life.
Thankyou, Santa, goodnight. <3
7:56 PM
omfg the laptop did this weird flippy thing where it kept enlarging and making small my screens and the best part is I Didnt Even Do Anything!! i hate vista, really i do.
anyway im fucked for promos and im crossing my fingers over whether i can make it for the reexam but, cinch, its the day after promos What Are You Doing Moaning Now
okay im gna clear my table and then im gna be OCD and clear the table :D so fun!
and then next week im gna play and relax and chilloutxz and then, in true AJ fashion, im gna start studying in the hopes that i qualified for re-exam. everybody pray hard!
ohyeah anyway, was at seoul garden with baby otherhalf aaron liwen and yaoxing,
it was mighty fun company :D
more, okay? :D
11:24 AM
25 September 2008
i got slapped to do this thing by cant remember who so while waiting for baby's call after todays chempaper, bored out of my wits
Bold the statements that are true to you. Italise the statements that you WISH are true.
Leave the Fibs alone. Then, stab 5 people to do the same test.
I miss somebody right now.
I don't watch TV these days.
I wear glasses or contact lenses.
I love to play video games.
Ive tried marijuana.
I have been in a threesome.
I have been the psycho-ex in a past relationship.
I believe honesty is usually the best policy.
I curse sometimes. [ all the time? /: ]
I have changed a lot mentally over the last year.
I carry my knife/razor everywhere with me.
I'm TOTALLY smart.
I've broken someone's bones.
I'm paranoid sometimes.
I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free.
I need money right now.
I love sushi.
I talk really, really fast.
I have long hair.
I have lost money in Las Vegas.
I have at least one sibling.
I have worn fake hair/fingernails/eyelashes in the past.
I couldn't survive without Caller I.D.
I like the way I look.
I am usually pessimistic.
I have a lot of mood swings.
I have a hidden talent.
I'm always hyper no matter how much sugar I have.
I have a lot of friends.
I am currently single.
I enjoy talking on the phone.
I practically live in sweatpants or PJ pants.
I love to shop.
I would rather shop then eat.
I don't hate anyone.
I'm a pretty good dancer.
I'm completely embarrassed to be seen with my mother.
I have a cell phone.
I believe in God.
I watch MTV on a daily basis.
I have passed out drunk in the past 6 months.
I've rejected someone before.
I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life.
I want to have children in the future.
I have changed a diaper before.
I've called the cops on a friend before.
I'm not allergic to anything.
I have a lot to learn.
I have been with someone at least 10 years older or younger.
I am shy around the opposite sex.
I have tried alcohol before.
I have made a move on a friend's significant other or crush in the past.
I own the "South Park" movie.
I would die for my best friends.
I think that Pizza Hut has the best pizza.
I have used my sexuality to advance my career.
I love Michael Jackson, scandals and all.
Halloween is awesome because you get free candy
I watch Spongebob Squarepants and I like it.
I am happy at this moment.
I'm obsessed with guys.
I study for tests most of the time.
I tie my shoelaces differently from anyone I've ever met.
I am comfortable with who I am right now.
I have more than just my ears pierced.
I walk barefoot wherever I can.
I have jumped off a bridge.
I love sea turtles.
I spend ridiculous money on makeup.
I plan on achieving a major goal/dream.
I'm proficient in a musical instrument.
I worked at McDonald's restaurant.
I hate office jobs.
I love sci-fi movies.
I think water rules.
I went to college out of state.
I like sausages.
I love kisses.
I fall for the worst people.
I adore bright colors.
I can't live without black eyeliner.
I don't know why the hell I just did this stupid thing.
I can't whistle.
I can move my tongue in waves, much like a snakes slither.
I have ridden/owned a horse.
I still have every journal I've ever written in.
I can't stick to a diet.
I talk in my sleep.
I try to forget things by drowning them out with loads of distractions.
Climbing trees is a brilliant past-time.
I have jazz in my blood.
I wear a toe ring.
I have a tattoo.
I can't stand at LEAST one person that I work with.
I am a caffeine junkie.
I cosplay or know what cosplaying is.
I have been to over 15 conventions.
I will collect anything, and the more nonsensical the better.
I'm an artist.
I only clean my room when necessary.
I like/liked a person of the same sex.
I love being happy.
I am an adrenaline junkie.
5 people: bestfriend otherhalf favfriend cheryl muackxz
okay exams are nearly over that means im going to see you both TOGETHER soon right :D
i got slapped to do this thing by cant remember who so while waiting for baby's call after todays chempaper, bored out of my wits
Bold the statements that are true to you. Italise the statements that you WISH are true.
Leave the Fibs alone. Then, stab 5 people to do the same test.
I miss somebody right now.
I don't watch TV these days.
I wear glasses or contact lenses.
I love to play video games.
Ive tried marijuana.
I have been in a threesome.
I have been the psycho-ex in a past relationship.
I believe honesty is usually the best policy.
I curse sometimes. [ all the time? /: ]
I have changed a lot mentally over the last year.
I carry my knife/razor everywhere with me.
I'm TOTALLY smart.
I've broken someone's bones.
I'm paranoid sometimes.
I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free.
I need money right now.
I love sushi.
I talk really, really fast.
I have long hair.
I have lost money in Las Vegas.
I have at least one sibling.
I have worn fake hair/fingernails/eyelashes in the past.
I couldn't survive without Caller I.D.
I like the way I look.
I am usually pessimistic.
I have a lot of mood swings.
I have a hidden talent.
I'm always hyper no matter how much sugar I have.
I have a lot of friends.
I am currently single.
I enjoy talking on the phone.
I practically live in sweatpants or PJ pants.
I love to shop.
I would rather shop then eat.
I don't hate anyone.
I'm a pretty good dancer.
I'm completely embarrassed to be seen with my mother.
I have a cell phone.
I believe in God.
I watch MTV on a daily basis.
I have passed out drunk in the past 6 months.
I've rejected someone before.
I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life.
I want to have children in the future.
I have changed a diaper before.
I've called the cops on a friend before.
I'm not allergic to anything.
I have a lot to learn.
I have been with someone at least 10 years older or younger.
I am shy around the opposite sex.
I have tried alcohol before.
I have made a move on a friend's significant other or crush in the past.
I own the "South Park" movie.
I would die for my best friends.
I think that Pizza Hut has the best pizza.
I have used my sexuality to advance my career.
I love Michael Jackson, scandals and all.
Halloween is awesome because you get free candy
I watch Spongebob Squarepants and I like it.
I am happy at this moment.
I'm obsessed with guys.
I study for tests most of the time.
I tie my shoelaces differently from anyone I've ever met.
I am comfortable with who I am right now.
I have more than just my ears pierced.
I walk barefoot wherever I can.
I have jumped off a bridge.
I love sea turtles.
I spend ridiculous money on makeup.
I plan on achieving a major goal/dream.
I'm proficient in a musical instrument.
I worked at McDonald's restaurant.
I hate office jobs.
I love sci-fi movies.
I think water rules.
I went to college out of state.
I like sausages.
I love kisses.
I fall for the worst people.
I adore bright colors.
I can't live without black eyeliner.
I don't know why the hell I just did this stupid thing.
I can't whistle.
I can move my tongue in waves, much like a snakes slither.
I have ridden/owned a horse.
I still have every journal I've ever written in.
I can't stick to a diet.
I talk in my sleep.
I try to forget things by drowning them out with loads of distractions.
Climbing trees is a brilliant past-time.
I have jazz in my blood.
I wear a toe ring.
I have a tattoo.
I can't stand at LEAST one person that I work with.
I am a caffeine junkie.
I cosplay or know what cosplaying is.
I have been to over 15 conventions.
I will collect anything, and the more nonsensical the better.
I'm an artist.
I only clean my room when necessary.
I like/liked a person of the same sex.
I love being happy.
I am an adrenaline junkie.
5 people: bestfriend otherhalf favfriend cheryl muackxz
okay exams are nearly over that means im going to see you both TOGETHER soon right :D
9:24 AM
23 September 2008
im probably being really greedy,
but i wish i can have you in my life too.
this is the evidence of newyear resolutions down the drain
when i told myself i wanted to live and not exist
with no regrets, none whatsoever
but right now,
lets not go there.
heavy mind with a heavy heart relate
im probably being really greedy,
but i wish i can have you in my life too.
this is the evidence of newyear resolutions down the drain
when i told myself i wanted to live and not exist
with no regrets, none whatsoever
but right now,
lets not go there.
heavy mind with a heavy heart relate
8:28 PM
21 September 2008
i'll be a much happier kidwhen next week is over.
but then again,
maybe not.
bestfriend- study well. mind the cockroaches! yes we'll see each other soon hokay.
otherhalf- is the knee better?
love-remember to take your medicine-even if the fever subsided!
cinch- remember to do urban for geog and revise econs and look through tempest the P1 skills because your P4 lit is just not going to make it
"She sipped at it for a second, and then moaned quietly with her eyes till closed. Edward and I stepped forward at the same time. He touched her face. I clenched my hands behind my back"- Jacob Black
i'll be a much happier kidwhen next week is over.
but then again,
maybe not.
bestfriend- study well. mind the cockroaches! yes we'll see each other soon hokay.
otherhalf- is the knee better?
love-remember to take your medicine-even if the fever subsided!
cinch- remember to do urban for geog and revise econs and look through tempest the P1 skills because your P4 lit is just not going to make it
"She sipped at it for a second, and then moaned quietly with her eyes till closed. Edward and I stepped forward at the same time. He touched her face. I clenched my hands behind my back"- Jacob Black
7:08 PM
16 September 2008
eight things for eight different people, in no particular order
1. your back ah ): message me goodnight when you see this
2. sometimes i wish i was the one who held on tight to you
3. are you studying real hard!
4. thanks for today :D
5. hello, and goodbye [ this time for real ]
6. eee can you stop bugging me and go away.
7. why you tell him!
8. aiyo, dont stress hokay.
eight things for eight different people, in no particular order
1. your back ah ): message me goodnight when you see this
2. sometimes i wish i was the one who held on tight to you
3. are you studying real hard!
4. thanks for today :D
5. hello, and goodbye [ this time for real ]
6. eee can you stop bugging me and go away.
7. why you tell him!
8. aiyo, dont stress hokay.
11:48 PM
todays econs tutorial was very funny.
i dont think ive ever seen him so stunned before.
good mood now!
i think i will get struck by lightning i take pleasure in someone elses pain
but then again,
do i look like a give a fuck.
running a slight fever now,
ma's been clucking at me to eat this drink that and shower with hot water
fight chicken with chicken, she says.
very joyluck club.
我怕來不及 我要抱著你
直到感覺你的皺紋
有了歲月的痕跡
直到肯定你是真的
直到失去力氣
為了你 我願意
動也不能動 也要看著你
直到感覺你的髮線
有了白雪的痕跡
直到視線變得模糊
直到不能呼吸
讓我們 形影不離
如果 全世界我也可以放棄
至少還有你 值得我去珍惜
而你在這裡 就是生命的奇蹟
也許 全世界我也可以忘記
就是不願意 失去你的消息
你掌心的痣 我總記得在哪裡
我怕來不及 我要抱著你
直到感覺你的髮線
有了白雪的痕跡
直到視線變得模糊
直到不能呼吸
讓我們 形影不離
我們好不容易 我們身不由己
我怕時間太快 不夠將你看仔細
我怕時間太慢 日夜擔心失去你
恨不得一夜之間白頭 永不分離
8:43 PM
14 September 2008
head damn pain ):
however, i will persevere!
happy mooncake day, folks.
everyone watching us just turns away with disgust
its jealousy cause they can see, that we've got it going on
head damn pain ):
however, i will persevere!
happy mooncake day, folks.
everyone watching us just turns away with disgust
its jealousy cause they can see, that we've got it going on
10:22 PM
11 September 2008
i wanted to do a three minute blog thing until the clock strikes two so i can get an even number
only its two now, sigh
baby told me and nana a joke, like HA HA HA funny joke while walking out of stnicks today [ yesterday ]
baby: "yknw i dont understand why your stomach tells you youre hungry when youre full"
baby: " i mean, it goes " 饿 "
HAHAHA wth right.
im cultivating real unhealthy sleeping habits nowadays.
dont be mad baby i promise i will repay the sleepdebt on weekends okay!
i was also so damn fucking pissed at Mr Eew during econs tutorial a couple days back,
so damn fucking pissed i wanted to cry and comtemplated marching up to him after class and act like a first rate bitch and demand an explanation for being discriminated in class
but nevermind i'll act like a first class bitch after exams, like "yknw if i pass my econs please do not attempt to take credit for it because you didnt help at all, thankyou"
this is what being in an IJ school for 10 years does to one okay-you develop an evilalter ego.
godhelpme, i have tutorial again with him come a few more hours >:(
okay, the clock strikes 215am, off i go
ticktockticktock
watch the minutes of your life waste away
ticktockticktock
why arent you doing anything about it?
i wanted to do a three minute blog thing until the clock strikes two so i can get an even number
only its two now, sigh
baby told me and nana a joke, like HA HA HA funny joke while walking out of stnicks today [ yesterday ]
baby: "yknw i dont understand why your stomach tells you youre hungry when youre full"
baby: " i mean, it goes " 饿 "
HAHAHA wth right.
im cultivating real unhealthy sleeping habits nowadays.
dont be mad baby i promise i will repay the sleepdebt on weekends okay!
i was also so damn fucking pissed at Mr Eew during econs tutorial a couple days back,
so damn fucking pissed i wanted to cry and comtemplated marching up to him after class and act like a first rate bitch and demand an explanation for being discriminated in class
but nevermind i'll act like a first class bitch after exams, like "yknw if i pass my econs please do not attempt to take credit for it because you didnt help at all, thankyou"
this is what being in an IJ school for 10 years does to one okay-you develop an evilalter ego.
godhelpme, i have tutorial again with him come a few more hours >:(
okay, the clock strikes 215am, off i go
ticktockticktock
watch the minutes of your life waste away
ticktockticktock
why arent you doing anything about it?
1:59 AM
06 September 2008
i spent my yesterday with the bestfriend and her significant other studying at paragon : D
okay, back to work!
i spent my yesterday with the bestfriend and her significant other studying at paragon : D
yay she got me a polka dotted balloon-damn cute!!
favvv came along for lunch before heading off for tuition hahahahha
i was v. annoyed at how some families treated their elderly-like leaving them in a coffeeplace then going shopping and only coming back five hours later to go pick them up to go for "dinner" despite constant calls and assurances that "we're coming soon!"
i think its a very sad side of human, family nature, the old man looked so, alone.
however!
i finished close analysis of both lit texts-pro or what :D
and then i spent today with leon
fiddling with the webcam and studying and having heart to heart talks
and we accidentally colour coded o.0
okay, back to work!
世界唯一的妳
9:57 PM
04 September 2008
i think that is very very sexy.
someone talk to me
im squatting in IKEA waiting for happykid to come and grumbling at the pouring rains thats preventing her from coming when its so desperately sunny here ): see the fluffy clouds!
im squatting in IKEA waiting for happykid to come and grumbling at the pouring rains thats preventing her from coming when its so desperately sunny here ): see the fluffy clouds!
okay i took that using the webcam very soon i will run the risk of getting chased out and then i'll have to buy more chocolate mousse and then i will grow fat and end up being a size forty or smthhhhhhhhh eurgh.
heppeeeeee keeeeeeeeeeeed you need to learn how to be like jumper with the ability to teleport more than i do! and i only have a couple of hours on this thing before the battery dies out and then i wont be able to do my tempest assignment online > : ( i have been spastically checking the battery life on this thing every five minutes eeeep.
otherhalf messaged me damn bloody early in the morning morning and shes probably over the causeway suffering in the heat and eating two ringgit ramly burgers or smth eeep. otherhalf please come back in one piece okay!!
humpty dumpty sat on the wall
humpy dumpty had a great fall
and all the kings horses, and all the kings men
could not put humpty back together again
11:50 AM
03 September 2008
This was one of my favourite; and saddest song some time back-
today it suddenly played on shuffle
How can I think I'm standing strong,
Yet feel the air beneath my feet?
How can happiness feel so wrong?
how can misery feel so sweet?
How can you let me watch you sleep,
Then break my dreams the way you do?
How can I have got in so deep?
Why did I fall in love with you?
This is the closest thing to crazy I have ever been
Feeling twenty-two, acting seventeen,
This is the nearest thing to crazy I have ever known,
I was never crazy on my own…
And now I know that there's a link between the two,
Being close to craziness and being close to you.
How can you make me fall apart
Then break my fall with loving lies?
It's so easy to break a heart;
It's so easy to close your eyes.
How can you treat me like a child
Yet like a child I yearn for you?
How can anyone feel so wild?
How can anyone feel so blue
katie melua-the closest thing to crazy
This was one of my favourite; and saddest song some time back-
today it suddenly played on shuffle
How can I think I'm standing strong,
Yet feel the air beneath my feet?
How can happiness feel so wrong?
how can misery feel so sweet?
How can you let me watch you sleep,
Then break my dreams the way you do?
How can I have got in so deep?
Why did I fall in love with you?
This is the closest thing to crazy I have ever been
Feeling twenty-two, acting seventeen,
This is the nearest thing to crazy I have ever known,
I was never crazy on my own…
And now I know that there's a link between the two,
Being close to craziness and being close to you.
How can you make me fall apart
Then break my fall with loving lies?
It's so easy to break a heart;
It's so easy to close your eyes.
How can you treat me like a child
Yet like a child I yearn for you?
How can anyone feel so wild?
How can anyone feel so blue
katie melua-the closest thing to crazy
6:42 PM
some cute fish to brighten up our dreary, boring days
hey, im looking out for my star girl
i guess im stuck in this mad world
of things i wna say
i wonder why, i wondered why
you never asked me to stay
11:59 AM