31 May 2008
think the size of my ulcer is the size of an island.
its killing /:
be genuine and true to yourself, love. dont hide behind a facade anymore. please know that you can trust us with your deepest and darkest and that, youre not alone in the world cause youve got us.
11:12 PM
28 May 2008
am a relatively happy girl nowadays,
but just wanted to come online and put up some lyrics that are really really lovely.
holidays are practically nonexistent nowadays no thanks to workshops lectures tutorials concerts
i need to find some me time in there somewhere.
oh and i cut my hair.
drastic difference! look like barbie/china doll now.
but i miss the long hair, hahahahaha.
on a side note, i have school tmrw.
at eight in the damned morning.
Some enchanted evening
You may see a stranger,
you may see a stranger
Across a crowded room
And somehow you know,
You know even then
That somewhere you'll see her
Again and again.
Some enchanted evening
Someone may be laughin',
You may hear her laughin'
Across a crowded room
And night after night,
As strange as it seems
The sound of her laughter
Will sing in your dreams.
Who can explain it?
Who can tell you why?
Fools give you reasons,
Wise men never try.
Some enchanted evening
When you find your true love,
When you feel her call you
Across a crowded room,
Then fly to her side,
And make her your own
For all through your life you
May dream all alone.
Once you have found her,
Never let her go.
Once you have found her,
Never let her go!
10:37 PM
24 May 2008
hi okay i havent been blogging for really long.
anyway the internet connection has finally deemed fit to let me sign in to messenger!!!!!!!!!
hiakhiakhiak.
okay, pictures! i wonder if the connection is up to it.
120508, VJChoir, Symphony of Voices was out with the otherhalf and kim before going down to watch,
first time in asian kitchen heehee.
kim was acting like a retard.
i also met SuperSeniorGen whom i havent seen in a long while,
shes obviously still as retarded.
managed only one picture with hellomellowello though there were like truckloads of AJChoir kiddos there.
it was a
special night, as well,
am amazed at how fast news spreads in AJ.
170508, AJC College Dayhi okay it was more fun with the people aye. it was also the j2s last prac /:
leon nana kim crystal twin cheryl yay sops 180508, AJChoirConcert VoyAJe- Notes on the Road '08aye rocked esplanade with a full house concert! yayyay eyyyyjayyyyy!! [ AJ ]
aye, this choir if becoming a part of me.
thankyou all for flowers lollipops donuts hugs kisses praises etcetctec
bit of embarrassing moments here and there e.g the bandana that dropped but which everyone thought was done on purpose hiakhiakhiak pro or what!!
however, have divorced Curly right after,
so ladies! hes up for grabs.
of course, Fred gets first dibs, right Fred? : D
i will also of course miss gwen [ horse faces!!!] and xiaoping [ insert cheenapiang accent ] samlou terribly, and of course, many, many more.
try spotting me in the picture.
not hard, considering how i am the only one without the headband thingo.
AJChoir love, 210508, Nanas Seventeenth woke up damn freaking early to try to surprise her with kim before she got out of her place to go to school [ which was very early please!!!! ]
kim is obviously very blessed to have me for morning amusement.
i bet i brighten up each and every morning with assorted morning amusements.
anyway i fell down while hurrying to her place
sigh embarrasing shitxz.
but no surprises there anyway thanks to my unique talent of tripping even while on flat ground
of course, no one saw but kim and nanas housekeeper
who of course had to be going to nanas place too
and of course had to say " uh, outside got people " to nana
but well, i hope you liked your various surprises,
from us and from the choir, President 08-09.
220508 bummed around in the school library trying to print geog readings
though im not supposed to be in school cause the rest of the j1s were taking their chinese common test. [ hiakhiak taking higher cheena does have its various perks ]
got a ream of paper,
and now we're down to half /:
went to seoulgarden after that though, with kim and nana yet again
and pictures will be up.
soon (:
230508 and of course, i most certainly flunked my GP paper
but i couldnt care less now.
had a rather hilarious talk in the library with leon and jiajun
and then headed down to amkhub for movie&dinner with my baby heehee.
and, today was my first saturday morning in a very long time that i had free (: went down to kovan to see my baby for awhile and then down to sculpture square to oversee TASYV hahaha i havent seen them for awfully awfully long!!! angie got us all mango smoothies from ice monster yay. went on a rescue mission after prac to rescue A Particular Jumper which smelled terrible so now its soaking in the wash [ sorry baby, ]
andand, guys you must be proud of me
i actually bothered to read through&highlight my geog readings hiakhiakhiak
by the way, the heat is unbearable.
am going back to the debate to cut my hair.
i love you, i love you, i love you
9:08 PM
13 May 2008
recently the other half has set me thinking about alot of matters. its really kind of sad, yknw, when reality sets in, and the once technicolour, fairytale world i lived in threatens to just fade away, slowly, bit by bit. and one wonders, what was the tragedy that befell us all? that we've all become such jaded, conniving creatures, so much that simple happiness, and maybe even that kind of love that transcends time seems so much of a fairytale and out of reach. what happened to giving, just because you wanted to and not because one would reap some kind of benefit in return?
today was like a mini impromptu gathering of all my loved ones of sorts. took a side trip back to stnicks after math [ /: ] to see the bestfriend whom i havent seen for a damn long time. orange bowl wasnt open ): but i managed mushroom cheese toast from the toast stall and the bowl of honeydew sago that snack stall auntie insisted on giving free despite the fight i put up and the cup of lemontea mixed hundred plus with double straws that the drinkstall uncle made immediately upon seeing my face even before i opened my mouth. theres nothing like stnicks, really, isnt it so desperately obvious why i love it so? unexpectedly happykid showed up as well and after all the hugs and screeching we went for a walkwalktalktalk around the school grounds and did a little catching up on each others lives. popped by choir prac [ where loulou showed up, surprises of surprises! ] and then continued on to fold some paper cranes for a girl who really needed all the prayers and love and luck that we can spare. had a heart to heart with my muackxz, and
no love, youre not screwed up, and you know we'll always be there to back you up it was also during the walk out of school with the half clique that i realised just how much ive missed stnicks. i have probably said this a milliontrilliongazillion times but it still rings true. while talking to the girls i realised how fragile life really was, and that the most unexpected could happen when your loved ones are not by your side so you can see for yourself that they're well and hearty. and when something happens and the regret sets in, youd probably go around lamenting " why "
i have had too many regrets in these past few years so i really cannot afford to have any more, and i suppose the same should apply to all you out there so please stop all the silly nonsense already wont you?
so i will make a promise i'll try my best to be someone who lived, instead of someone who existed,
and just in case im gone tmrw and never get to say this ever again, i need all of you to know that i love you.
okay this post sounds very serious. on a lighter note, concerts on sunday! i have thankfully stopped croaking but this husky voice srsly has to go if not im going to be a really screwed Laurey for Oklahoma /: ticket sales have apparently been really good and we're nearly there to a full house which is also very scary because if we fall it'll be a really hard fall. sigh okay AJCHOIR! we can do this (: all those still interested, uh please go down to sistic yourselves hahahaha.
i also have major issues with the messenger on the laptop [ which have thankfully gone back to normalcy after the going berserk a week back ] so iloveim.com is currently my best buddy. stewpid TTM
i must also stop being responsible for the breaking of a man.
10:43 PM
10 May 2008
SHAKESPEARE IN LOVE 300408 i met yingsy after the play and guess how she recognised me:
" i looked up at the balcony and saw you clapping your small hands and recognised you!! "
champion TTM.
well other than the fact that it was pretty funny i dont feel the need to gush over the use of soliloquies just like a good lit student should yeah.
3508 love, kim RJ CHORALE CONCERT 060508i managed nearly all my favvvvv girls in one day yay (: please look, our flowers were ownage!!
loveyou k, loulou, youre da bombxz.
this is my promise to you: forever&beyond, CLASS BMTC TRIP errrrr cant remember when ended up in tekong. other than the fact that i was dreadfully seasick, it was relatively tolerable. hated the heat. but, pretty cool on the whole!
HCJC CHOIR CONCERT 100508which i didnt technically go cause i was having tone prac/quality time with kahei which didnt really work out cause i was croaking away bother. managed pretty pictures on the bridgeee (: sorry nana that your virgin picture on the bridge was with your other half but not with your significant other!
i am currently croaking away now, dangerous or what. concert next sunday!
Someone to hold me tight
That would be very nice
Someone to love me right
That would be very nice
Someone to understand
Each little dream in me
Someone to take my hand
And be a team with me
So nice, life would be so nice
If one day I'd find
Someone who would take my hand
And samba through life with me
Someone to cling to me
Stay with me right or wrong
Someone to sing to me
Some little samba song
Someone to take my heart
And give his heart to me
Someone who's ready to
Give love a start with me
Oh yeah, that would be so nice
I could see you and me, that would be nice
Someone to hold me tight
That would be very nice
Someone to love me right
That would be very nice
Someone to understand
Each little dream in me
Someone to take my hand
To be a team with me
So nice, life would be so nice
If one day I'd find
Someone who would take my hand
And samba through life with me
Someone to cling to me
Stay with me right or wrong
Someone to sing to me
Some little samba song
Someone to take my heart
And give his heart to me
Someone who's ready to
Give love a start with me
Oh yes, that would be so nice
Shouldn't we, you and me?
I can see it will be nice...
So Nice- Olivia Ong [ cheryls recommendation! ]
1:12 AM