29 February 2008
i only just realised that the link for MI's photos leads to loulous and not my shutterfly hahaha
mistake has been rectified!
so sorry.
please go to previous post thankyou very much im too lazy to copy and paste.
anyway ive finished a weeks worth of lectures [ theres another week looming ugh ]
i swear the auditorium/ lecture theatre seats are made in such a way that its near impossible to sleep on the connecting flippy table thingos on it.
everythings awful boring save the company.
ate truckloads of food
and im averaging about two packs or pocky a day
more if someone else buys and i kope.
damn.
oh and i swear Mr XXX hates me
ive been late twice in a row [ one more and ive got to do CWO fuck ]
i am now Recognisable Person #1 in his book, i bet.
today was my last day in pinafore!
i'll miss you.
tenyears worth, yknw!
oh anyway im heading out soon for my Friday Plans
byebye (:
cause i need you, i'll treat you right come with me, my baby, be mine tonight
4:15 PM
26 February 2008
hi so anyway
got caught playing cards on the first day of school
and now i have " two years to reflect on my actions and make amends "
aye, its a little difficult to reflect and make amends when youre playing a game called pig.
aye anyway time in ajs been, alright.
not the best, but could be worse i guess haha
went back to SN today and had lunch
tasted just like home (:
gwong and assorted teachers kept poking fun at me though
e.g
gwong: " youve lost weight, you know. thats not good. your cheeks are hollow and sunken in! "
me: " awww thankyou hahahaha "
gwong: " or maybe its because you were rounder back then hmm or maybe im hallucinating "
jenna: " omg shes like a total bimbo"
missfuzzy " oh, im not surprised, i knew that long ago "
me " no im totally not one please right mr wong, "
gwong " bimbo? i thought that was old news "
yes so anyway i nearly died of a heart attack
bet na was mortified in the staffroom
but hey, comeon, i bet im the most interesting old girl who comes back to visit
even the teachers said it so harharhar
we totally made their boring day un-boring.
oh i have socks finally!!
and secones are weird.
but snchoirs sounding good (:
proud of you all (:
peekchas from MI up hahaha
HERE this is how you remind me
8:15 PM
25 February 2008
Your fingertips across my skin
The palm trees swaying in the wind
Images
You sang me Spanish lullabies
The sweetest sadness in your eyes
Clever trick
Well, I never want to see you unhappy
I thought you'd want the same for me
Goodbye, my almost lover
Goodbye, my hopeless dream
I'm trying not to think about you
Can't you just let me be?
So long, my luckless romance
My back is turned on you
Should've known you'd bring me heartache
Almost lovers always do
We walked along a crowded street
You took my hand and danced with me
Images
And when you left, you kissed my lips
You told me you would never, never forget
These images
No
Well, I'd never want to see you unhappy
I thought you'd want the same for me
Goodbye, my almost lover
Goodbye, my hopeless dream
I'm trying not to think about you
Can't you just let me be?
So long, my luckless romance
My back is turned on you
Should've known you'd bring me heartache
Almost lovers always do
I cannot go to the ocean
I cannot drive the streets at night
I cannot wake up in the morning
Without you on my mind
So you're gone and I'm haunted
And I bet you are just fine
Did I make it that
Easy to walk right in and out
Of my life?
Goodbye, my almost lover
Goodbye, my hopeless dream
I'm trying not to think about you
Can't you just let me be?
So long, my luckless romance
My back is turned on you
Should have known you'd bring me heartache
Almost lovers always do Almost Lover- A Fine Frenzy
11:20 PM
24 February 2008
alohaaaaaa
a-okay i just got back home from Bestfriends Day
went tanning in sentosa.
best went there with fair skin and returned with pinkish undertones
i went there with tanned skin and came back brown and slightly dehydrated
sometimes, the things that we do manxz.
assorted peekchas with the retarded things that we do will be up soon!
and im totally going to get the haatolicious shirt harharhar
oh and best got me balloons omgzxzxzx super sweet
love them and i love you even more!
oh jumper is super kool
and i need to poo /:
tmrw i start life in aj proper
please please aj pretty please
be kind to me
i dont ask for much [ okay maybe sometimes i do ]
thankyou very much
cant you see? the girl you used to be the one i lost when i let go of you
6:10 PM
21 February 2008
yknw when i look at your pictures/your things/anything that has to do with you
the heart does this bizzare twisty thing
and sometimes, its so bad its as if its ripping me apart
but no, that doesnt happen often it only happens when i decide to be suicidal and take a peek at your things
when i really should have thrown them away or made someone keep it until i can deal with it properly
but really most of the time theyre just sitting in the back of the cupboard in my gucci box
so yes im trying really hard
and these days i dont even think of you anymore
a definite improvement, i call it
9:21 AM
20 February 2008
gossipgirl=gloriously bitchy.
and very sadly im going mainstream
much to the relief of the mother
and anyway " you can pursue your dream after you get your uni cert "
oh anyway aj appeal succesful!
flying italy in three weeks (:
anyone want anything?
apparently armani is much cheaper there.
its the way shes always smiling that made me think she never cried
10:04 PM
18 February 2008
yesterday, aw wrote a " What Is Cinch " essay totalling 1311 words for me
nevermind that it was three words on repeat
" cinch is love " damn sweet manxz.
today was my last day in MI, last walk to school, last morning routine, last morning brekkie etcetc
many many lasts today.
today i went out with the class after school [ we're all very kool ]
today i ponned chinese for the last time
today i watched juno
today i said goodbye to many people who i probably wont even meet after today.
damn thats verysad.
however i spent fortyfive minutes with the bestfriend after surprising her at her place
ilovechew!
tmrw i will spend my morning flitting between aj and tpj
how awesome is that.
then perhaps i will go meet - but we shall see about that.
im off to reply emails!
theyre awesomely exciting.
cant you see im dying here? a shot of broken heart thats chased by fear
10:06 PM
13 February 2008
peekchas! [ courtesy of loulou ]
aye cheenanewyear in back in SN <3
at charms place where we er. played bridged camwhored and polished off about twenty servings of food each and finished off with gymnastics in the playground.
and then theres the girls [ and guys ] who made MI da bombxzxz
but i still miss SN like fuck aye.
oh theres a whole bunch of arteesteek photos that we took during lessons/ after lessons/ random moments and left in vals&xunqis cameras HAHAHAHA ah well!
oh i love yenna and indonesia!!
take a guess why (:
oh its nearly ten and its nearly time for gossipgirls marathon
random declarations for the day,
TRIPLE F DONT FORGET OUR SPECIAL DAY BESTFRIEND IM SORRY I FELL ASLEEP ON YOU BUT I LOVE AND NEED YOU LIKE HOW I LOVE AND NEED CHILLI SAUCE. PROBABLY EVEN MORE THAN THAT lifes looking better everyday
with you by my side i wont want it any other way (:
okay byebye!
its funny how heartbreaks kills you just like a speeding bullet through your chest, or perhaps a fatal accident...just hearing someone who once told you " till death do us part " tell you " i dont love you anymore " is enough for you to die ten times over - DianeLane [ Under The Tuscan Sun ]
10:12 PM
03 February 2008
clique reunion dinner turned out to be a chompchomp buddies thing
had crystal jade xiaolongbao for dinner [ xiaolongbao=<3xz ]
charm came along for abit
and then headed off to have reunion dinner with her family
at crystal jade kitchen a few floors down.
took lots of weird photos
will make loulou&becks upload everything v. v. soon!
shopping was unproductive today.
came home with pretty much what i went out with
however, speed shopping with Best Guy Buddy yst was super efficient
fourfivehundred bucks gone in three hours
HAHA heelarious
but please note
he was pretty much responsible for like
3/4 of that amount
championxz
oh
i need to lose some more weight
and get a job
the mother thinks its time for me to " earn my keep "
so do i, actually
if not how to go to italy!
almost everyone you know has their heart wrapped around someone who wont love them back
8:43 PM