12 October 2007
prayer session at CTK today, wept buckets and buckets of tears. really, i wonder where i would be, without SN.
this is the last time i will be blogging in the school libary
the last time i will walk this corridor
the last time i will play on the school pianos
the last time i will walk in and out of 4F
the last [ and first time ] i will switch off the class lights
the last time i will walk out of the school gate
the last [ and first ] time i [ we ] were the cause of our teachers and vice principals tears
the last time i hear their prayers and love reflected in their eyes
the last time, for many many things.
im sorry i didnt cherish my time with them, choosing instead to take them for granted
im sorry for losing the friendships and love youve entrusted to me
im sorry for the many meannesses
im sorry for work undone
im sorry for the lines of worry on my teachers faces
im sorry for my lack of faith in you
but,thankyou Lord for the this gift youve given me
the gift of my school, my classmates, my teachers
the love, the warmth, the ij spirit
i feel truly blessed to have experienced this, for the last ten years of my life.
so Lord, i lift us all up to you, SN reds 07,
bless us with the strength to carry on
im sorry for losing hope and faith in You
but i know now You never left
so dont leave now, when we need You most.
keep all my girls safe and sound,
keep them in Your tender hands and hold them tight,
give them the love im now unable to do, for some.
from afar, i will watch,
and thank You, for all that youve done, and going to do, for them, on my behalf.
Lord, these ten years have gone so fast,
i know now that Youve always been there.
let us leave a legacy behind, just like how we did for SYF this year
thanks be to God.
fourfaith, dont give up, hokay. thankyou for the last twoyears, its been awesome. we we will spend our first three weeks as a class, at least, in MI tgt <3
i dreamt my paintings, and i painted my dreams - vincent van gogh