24 September 2007
i took my fourth bath not too long ago and i am rereading JLC for the millionthzillionthtrillionth time right now for no known reason, it must be the Rose Hsu Jordan in me that refuses to face up to reality and admit that both math and sciences need my attention more. itunes is playing a very objectional? objectable? - ah whatever okay - mix on shuffle i should go and try to get smth more pleasant the mood is taking a definite leap down into - and really, id prefer not to go there thankyou very much.
and at the end of her singing tale, i was crying, shaking with despair. even though i did not understand her entire story, i understood her grief. in one small moment, we had both lost the world, and there was no way to get it back -YingYing St Clair damn sad, but look! sebastians here to save the day <3

alright i must be going loony.
i think ive already lsot you i think youre already gone i think im finally scared now i bet my heart just grew colder i bet the stars wont shine i bet i needed you more than you needed me in your life
8:53 PM
Someone to hold me tight
That would be very nice
Someone to love me right
That would be very nice
Someone to understand
Each little dream in me
Someone to take my hand
And be a team with me
So nice, life would be so nice
If one day I'd find
Someone who would take my hand
And samba through life with me
Someone to cling to me
Stay with me right or wrong
Someone to sing to me
Some little samba song
Someone to take my heart
And give his heart to me
Someone who's ready to
Give love a start with me
Oh yeah, that would be so nice
I could see you and me, that would be nice