29 September 2007
26. shoot me, please, anybody
and ive lost my will to try,
cant hide it, cant fight it
26. shoot me, please, anybody
and ive lost my will to try,
cant hide it, cant fight it
4:12 PM
25 September 2007
haha okay im mad at the mother no more she came in to show me the bras that she bought for me today
" ey i didnt know what colours you like to i just closed my eyes and picked three "
so now im the proud owner of this brilliant orange brown and blue bra hahaha wahlaoxz champion alr. so the bestfriend was right, my mother is uber cute, the ultimate manxz.
then bras led to this, and this led to that, and before long we were gossiping away and then the sister joined in, our happy gathering broke up only when amos woke up five minutes ago bawling for his mummy which of course, sent both mother and sister scurrying.
and supposedly mathpaper1 is meant to be done within two hours, right now im clocking in at a rather respectable three and a half <- due to the talking, okay! mother daughter bonding > math. see i can apply math in english, be jealous, world!
time to sleep. school in fivehours omgawdxz. [ nah i wont pon after all ]
its only rain and rainbows
and the promise of bliss
haha okay im mad at the mother no more she came in to show me the bras that she bought for me today
" ey i didnt know what colours you like to i just closed my eyes and picked three "
so now im the proud owner of this brilliant orange brown and blue bra hahaha wahlaoxz champion alr. so the bestfriend was right, my mother is uber cute, the ultimate manxz.
then bras led to this, and this led to that, and before long we were gossiping away and then the sister joined in, our happy gathering broke up only when amos woke up five minutes ago bawling for his mummy which of course, sent both mother and sister scurrying.
and supposedly mathpaper1 is meant to be done within two hours, right now im clocking in at a rather respectable three and a half <- due to the talking, okay! mother daughter bonding > math. see i can apply math in english, be jealous, world!
time to sleep. school in fivehours omgawdxz. [ nah i wont pon after all ]
its only rain and rainbows
and the promise of bliss
1:05 AM
24 September 2007
just rowed with the mother, shes damn bloody unreasonable. basket, her uncanny knack of shattering the moments when one is feels balanced and peace at the world which fyi, are damn hard to come by, is damn bloody annoying.
that is the way with a wound. the wound begins to close in on itself, to protect what is hurting so much. and once it is closed, you no longer see what is underneath, what started the pain. - AnMei Hsu
joyluck is settling comfortably into the not so deep recesses of the pink fluff i call my brain, thankheavens.
someday we will know why
love can move a mountain
someday we will know why
the sky is blue
someday we will know why
i wasnt meant for you
just rowed with the mother, shes damn bloody unreasonable. basket, her uncanny knack of shattering the moments when one is feels balanced and peace at the world which fyi, are damn hard to come by, is damn bloody annoying.
that is the way with a wound. the wound begins to close in on itself, to protect what is hurting so much. and once it is closed, you no longer see what is underneath, what started the pain. - AnMei Hsu
joyluck is settling comfortably into the not so deep recesses of the pink fluff i call my brain, thankheavens.
someday we will know why
love can move a mountain
someday we will know why
the sky is blue
someday we will know why
i wasnt meant for you
10:30 PM
i took my fourth bath not too long ago and i am rereading JLC for the millionthzillionthtrillionth time right now for no known reason, it must be the Rose Hsu Jordan in me that refuses to face up to reality and admit that both math and sciences need my attention more. itunes is playing a very objectional? objectable? - ah whatever okay - mix on shuffle i should go and try to get smth more pleasant the mood is taking a definite leap down into - and really, id prefer not to go there thankyou very much.
and at the end of her singing tale, i was crying, shaking with despair. even though i did not understand her entire story, i understood her grief. in one small moment, we had both lost the world, and there was no way to get it back -YingYing St Clair
damn sad, but look! sebastians here to save the day <3
alright i must be going loony.
i think ive already lsot you
i think youre already gone
i think im finally scared now
i bet my heart just grew colder
i bet the stars wont shine
i bet i needed you more than
you needed me in your life
8:53 PM
much appreciation must be expressed for various hotels and their mooncake creations, but boo to the fourseasons for snowskin that disintegrates. im sure it does not happen for every mooncake but i am still mightily annoyed.
rockapella still sounds real good and this is a real cheery thought -> christmas is coming along very very soon <3 and okay so is gradnight but i havent quite found the ultimate dress which just is really really sad.
another scary thought -> im not terribly fussed about the O's, seriously theres no panic, no stress, no fire, nothing. thats not good, right.
oh prelim results will all be out by the end of this week and we will all find out whether cinch will spend her 1st three weeks slacking around or not. how horrible, i think i might pon tmrw.
topthreethings i cant live without at the moment
3: the laptop [ and everything that it can do/ contain ]
2: sugar&caffeine
1: the girls
much thanks, best, youre the cutest.
the last time I saw you, you turned away
i couldn't see you with the sun shining in my eyes
i said "Hello" but you kept on walking
if I could, i'd only want to make you smile
if you were to stay with me a while
the next time I see you, you'll turn away
i'll say "Hello" but you'll keep on walking
the next time you see me, i'll turn away
5:53 PM
23 September 2007
thursday <3
friday <3
hello world, been a long while.
prelims were ghastly, thank heavens they're over. love my girls, theyre the best <3
monday blues are going to kick in soon hopefully the week ahead wont be too brutal,
ringring whos calling?
thats my baby girl on the phone <3>
thursday <3
friday <3
hello world, been a long while.
prelims were ghastly, thank heavens they're over. love my girls, theyre the best <3
monday blues are going to kick in soon hopefully the week ahead wont be too brutal,
ringring whos calling?
thats my baby girl on the phone <3>
4:25 PM
08 September 2007
awful start to the day yst by having our money cheated away by this mentally unsound person, the dumb asses we were we only realised it when we were safely on the bus to the airport. trekked around for a good half hour until we settled down at starbucks; only to up and leave four hours later when staying put at one place proved too much to bear. caffeine only kicked in when we were on the bus so we whiled away our time taking retarded photos like a couple of japanese tourists e.g of ourselves and the Singapore Sky
headed down to esplande and studied at the concourse; all was well until Extremely Undesirable Singaporean Youths came along, annoying the living daylights out of us with all their twittering picnicking and gallumping around. after nearly an hour we were left in relative peace, until proper concert goes came along for Min Lees concert with the Prague Sinfonia Orchestra!!!! obviously we were way out of place in our fbts and oversized jersey/shirt/pullovers so we upped and left; tine for some gig at Powerhouse and i headed home, only to be whisked out for japanese in honor of the sisters birthday. which i completely forgot about.
phone has this knack of crashing at the most precise of moments, thus i have no pictures of dinner, rawr.
im seeing happy kid in a while. yay
and though youre gone
your smell still lingers on, everywhere
strangely comforting
as if youre still by my side
awful start to the day yst by having our money cheated away by this mentally unsound person, the dumb asses we were we only realised it when we were safely on the bus to the airport. trekked around for a good half hour until we settled down at starbucks; only to up and leave four hours later when staying put at one place proved too much to bear. caffeine only kicked in when we were on the bus so we whiled away our time taking retarded photos like a couple of japanese tourists e.g of ourselves and the Singapore Sky
headed down to esplande and studied at the concourse; all was well until Extremely Undesirable Singaporean Youths came along, annoying the living daylights out of us with all their twittering picnicking and gallumping around. after nearly an hour we were left in relative peace, until proper concert goes came along for Min Lees concert with the Prague Sinfonia Orchestra!!!! obviously we were way out of place in our fbts and oversized jersey/shirt/pullovers so we upped and left; tine for some gig at Powerhouse and i headed home, only to be whisked out for japanese in honor of the sisters birthday. which i completely forgot about.
phone has this knack of crashing at the most precise of moments, thus i have no pictures of dinner, rawr.
im seeing happy kid in a while. yay
and though youre gone
your smell still lingers on, everywhere
strangely comforting
as if youre still by my side
11:05 AM
06 September 2007
Bio at Na's House [ Classic Lines #1 ]
na: i have a fishtank but no fish in it
bra: you can put hamsters in it!
everyone: huh?!
bra: yah can what i put my hamsters in a fishtank
loo: thats if theres no water in it right,
no idea why but yeah it was damn funny, at that point, that is
honey was hilarious today, towned for a while today cause i simply couldnt bear to study for a minute more; hopefully i didnt single-handedly destroy her chorale future I: apologies hon! you have to admit though, it was funny when it lasted
went to sleep with a splitting headache and woke up with a a splitting headache; loulou the muackxz just [ okay not quite just ] sent me a worrying message but it kind of sums up what everyone is like now, ohwell. the only thing to do these days is to study, albeit in far flung and happening placees
i have mixed feelings about people with nauseatingly cheery nicknames. makes one want to applaud their bravery in being real happy when others are downright miserable and at the same time wanting to strangle their necks cause im one of those who are downright miserable.
having a sickeningly early day tmrw; but its kind of my fault cause i was the one who suggested the ghastly time. seemed a good idea at that time but now im having second thoughts. i should just stay up to avoid oversleeping.
goodnight all you normal beings out there, have fun while it lasts.
running just as fast as we can
holdin' onto one another's hand
tryin' to get away into the night
and then you put your arms around me
and we tumble to the ground
and then you say
i think we're alone now
there does't seem to be anyone around,
i think we're alone now
the beating of our hearts is the only sound!
and its you im thinking of everyday and everynight
Bio at Na's House [ Classic Lines #1 ]
na: i have a fishtank but no fish in it
bra: you can put hamsters in it!
everyone: huh?!
bra: yah can what i put my hamsters in a fishtank
loo: thats if theres no water in it right,
no idea why but yeah it was damn funny, at that point, that is
honey was hilarious today, towned for a while today cause i simply couldnt bear to study for a minute more; hopefully i didnt single-handedly destroy her chorale future I: apologies hon! you have to admit though, it was funny when it lasted
went to sleep with a splitting headache and woke up with a a splitting headache; loulou the muackxz just [ okay not quite just ] sent me a worrying message but it kind of sums up what everyone is like now, ohwell. the only thing to do these days is to study, albeit in far flung and happening placees
i have mixed feelings about people with nauseatingly cheery nicknames. makes one want to applaud their bravery in being real happy when others are downright miserable and at the same time wanting to strangle their necks cause im one of those who are downright miserable.
having a sickeningly early day tmrw; but its kind of my fault cause i was the one who suggested the ghastly time. seemed a good idea at that time but now im having second thoughts. i should just stay up to avoid oversleeping.
goodnight all you normal beings out there, have fun while it lasts.
running just as fast as we can
holdin' onto one another's hand
tryin' to get away into the night
and then you put your arms around me
and we tumble to the ground
and then you say
i think we're alone now
there does't seem to be anyone around,
i think we're alone now
the beating of our hearts is the only sound!
and its you im thinking of everyday and everynight
11:31 PM
05 September 2007
hello i have time for a quick post before im off to the books once again,
had an awesome day, and tuition in the morning i swear my tuition teacher is the cutest thing ever
" oh my goodness, that girl is so quiet i have to whisper every time i talk to her, so uncomfortable! not like you, so noisy "
" no shes not skinny, shes like you, kind of stout "
" oh yes, like a teapot "
math is wayyy fun with her around yo. i am well fed and pampered whenever i am over having tuition thats not very good ohwell
met bestfriend after to study at childhood hangout a.k.a serangoongardens macs, cabbed down to gardens after tuition cause it was much too hot to walk. taxi driver was a grouchy bastard and the fare didnt even change HAHAHA okay maybe thats why he was a grouchy bastard. didnt really do much except to read my battered copy of da vinci code. went in search of a money changer at the village and ended up at this awesome shop with the awesome-mest sexiest greek-ish dress which i will buy once i banish the flab that spreads so insistently across the tops of my arms and my tummy hahahaha yes iwill okay! oh and there was the cutest little girl in the shop too; whiled away many happy minutes playing with her and chatting with the shop owner until loulou came, and then its off to chomps for dinnerrrr [ hokkien mee sambal stingray chickenwings satay and two jugs of sugar cane that was wayyy bigger than my head ]
currently the family is occupied with trying to calm down my princess who is bawling away, poor baby.
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and guess what i found,
i hope youre still good, imy.
oh this sales/promo/survey person just knocked on the door zomg my mum was damn mean
" can you please get straight to the point, i do not have time to waste on this sort of silly thing. no i am not interested in whatver you have to say thankyou very much " [ BAM ] piangxz.
i can tell that you dont know me anymore
its easy to forget, sometimes we just forget
we've been on this road its anything but short
maybe we'll forget, i hope we dont forget
im falling into, memories of you, and things we used to do
all that ive got to pull me through
is memories of you
hello i have time for a quick post before im off to the books once again,
had an awesome day, and tuition in the morning i swear my tuition teacher is the cutest thing ever
" oh my goodness, that girl is so quiet i have to whisper every time i talk to her, so uncomfortable! not like you, so noisy "
" no shes not skinny, shes like you, kind of stout "
" oh yes, like a teapot "
math is wayyy fun with her around yo. i am well fed and pampered whenever i am over having tuition thats not very good ohwell
met bestfriend after to study at childhood hangout a.k.a serangoongardens macs, cabbed down to gardens after tuition cause it was much too hot to walk. taxi driver was a grouchy bastard and the fare didnt even change HAHAHA okay maybe thats why he was a grouchy bastard. didnt really do much except to read my battered copy of da vinci code. went in search of a money changer at the village and ended up at this awesome shop with the awesome-mest sexiest greek-ish dress which i will buy once i banish the flab that spreads so insistently across the tops of my arms and my tummy hahahaha yes iwill okay! oh and there was the cutest little girl in the shop too; whiled away many happy minutes playing with her and chatting with the shop owner until loulou came, and then its off to chomps for dinnerrrr [ hokkien mee sambal stingray chickenwings satay and two jugs of sugar cane that was wayyy bigger than my head ]
currently the family is occupied with trying to calm down my princess who is bawling away, poor baby.
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and guess what i found,
i hope youre still good, imy.
oh this sales/promo/survey person just knocked on the door zomg my mum was damn mean
" can you please get straight to the point, i do not have time to waste on this sort of silly thing. no i am not interested in whatver you have to say thankyou very much " [ BAM ] piangxz.
i can tell that you dont know me anymore
its easy to forget, sometimes we just forget
we've been on this road its anything but short
maybe we'll forget, i hope we dont forget
im falling into, memories of you, and things we used to do
all that ive got to pull me through
is memories of you
9:39 PM
04 September 2007
im baaaaaack
rocking awesome time with szeshu [ alright alright if i must, hello daaaaaa ] roaming about the streets of sunny singapore
turned out that i was so hungry i was hungry no more when food finally came o.0
on the plus side, found many many pretty gold shoes! whether i can get one raggedy-nailed-bunioned-toe foot into them is a completely different story altogether. oh guess what guess what my right foot is bigger than the left how awesomely retarded is that -.-"
and i saw many lovely girls today whom i havent seen for millions of years; shy@marina square and bee&gill@ wisma, did lots of squealing and catching up and exchanging of numbers teehee we must have looked such a sight.
acapella fest is happening Right Now it sure feels odd to be not present/not performing.
alright, time to hit the books, i will update whenever i feel the urge to hahaha
so later then, fellow muggerxz [ if you are not mugging please take a look at your phone wallpaper!! ] assuming we all have the same wallpaper that is which we probably do anyway,
and i miss you more
whenever i think about you.
ive got your mixed tape in my walkman
been so long since we've been talking
im baaaaaack
rocking awesome time with szeshu [ alright alright if i must, hello daaaaaa ] roaming about the streets of sunny singapore
turned out that i was so hungry i was hungry no more when food finally came o.0
on the plus side, found many many pretty gold shoes! whether i can get one raggedy-nailed-bunioned-toe foot into them is a completely different story altogether. oh guess what guess what my right foot is bigger than the left how awesomely retarded is that -.-"
and i saw many lovely girls today whom i havent seen for millions of years; shy@marina square and bee&gill@ wisma, did lots of squealing and catching up and exchanging of numbers teehee we must have looked such a sight.
acapella fest is happening Right Now it sure feels odd to be not present/not performing.
alright, time to hit the books, i will update whenever i feel the urge to hahaha
so later then, fellow muggerxz [ if you are not mugging please take a look at your phone wallpaper!! ] assuming we all have the same wallpaper that is which we probably do anyway,
and i miss you more
whenever i think about you.
ive got your mixed tape in my walkman
been so long since we've been talking
9:16 PM
studying gives me the inspiration to blog alot.
i am so hungry i can hear food calling out to me know, above josh grobans [ gasp! ] voice " you, are hungry.. you, are hungry.. i, am waiting for you.. " its time to succumb to its summons yo!
okay im going slightly wonky. apologies for retarded-ness.
see you all laterrrrrrr
oh look, invasion of the lianxzxz thankheavens i am leaving now.
let me fall, if i fall
let me cry
theres a moment
when fear and dream must collide
you can hold me only, if you too
will fall away from all these
4:16 PM
V. HUNGRYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY NOWWWWWWW TANSHUSZES BEING AN ASSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS
okay shes not but its nearly fourrrrrrrrrrrrrrr silly girl can you hurry hurry scurry [ assuming you read this at all ] i weeeeeeeeeel diexzxzxz of hunger sooooooon
oh look, frank sinatra.
hopefully he will keep my mind off food for awhile cause math is doing that no longer.
and that laugh, wrinkles your nose
touches my foolish heart
lovely, never ever change
keep that breathless charm
wont you please arrange it
cause i love you <3
3:44 PM
wind v. strong. v. cold now!
at club now making a commendable attempt to study/ type out lit notes. not really working out cause i still cant read my handwriting. resorted to watching stepup on the laptop to kill boredom.
chomps with clicky tmrw (: motivation enough to hurry study and get through this day.
which reminds me, im seeing #1. later on. in a couple of hours, in fact.
remind me again, how does a power plug look like?
I. WANT. BREKKIE. now that i talk about food im kind of hungry.
todays a special day <3 no idea why but it feels really special.
ciaobella,
" what is a secret wish? "
" it is what you want but cannot ask, " said Amah
" why cant i ask? "
" this is because..because if you ask it, it is no longer a wish but a selfish desire," said Amah. " havent i taught you- that it is wrong to think of your own needs? a girl can nerv ask, only listen. "
1:13 PM
all good intentions fly out of the door when one is vexed.
my toes are freezing cold they feel like theyre gna drop off any moment /:
im living for christmas right now though its a little earrrrrrly,
and i never thought id say this but Books Take Priority! [ for the moment ]
how ghastly.
cafe cartel is good for studying folks, give it a try! tons better than huddling in some ulu crevice in the library trying to do work on your lap/floor, all the while freezing and starving to death.
hello, 040807.
so you sailed away, into a gray sky morning
what was it that you wanted,
could you be what i wanted?
12:01 AM
02 September 2007
im beginning to think i might like math after all. Really.
i think that tokyo drift song is damn irritating, my head is dinging away.
theres a creep bugging me on msn [ please, for the love of God, go away ]
ive got seven days to work a miracle for prelims.
i dont quite dare to go pee though i desperately need to cause im scared of the dark. its kinda late now, friends.
im rather hungry and messaging at this ghastly hour. needless to say, no one is replying.
i think im screwed, pretty darned much.
oh, three cheers for loulou my muackxz muackxz!!
hiphip, hurray!
hiphip, hurray!
hiphip, hurray!
what if i told you i missed you
what if i told you i still loved you
will you be the same as when i saw you last
tell me how much time has passed?
im beginning to think i might like math after all. Really.
i think that tokyo drift song is damn irritating, my head is dinging away.
theres a creep bugging me on msn [ please, for the love of God, go away ]
ive got seven days to work a miracle for prelims.
i dont quite dare to go pee though i desperately need to cause im scared of the dark. its kinda late now, friends.
im rather hungry and messaging at this ghastly hour. needless to say, no one is replying.
i think im screwed, pretty darned much.
oh, three cheers for loulou my muackxz muackxz!!
hiphip, hurray!
hiphip, hurray!
hiphip, hurray!
what if i told you i missed you
what if i told you i still loved you
will you be the same as when i saw you last
tell me how much time has passed?
2:28 AM