13 August 2007
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oral was awful.
( do you know i miss you? )
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very easily provoked nowadays, i tear at the slightest things e.g rockapella on youtube [ http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=iCudTFgnzJQ&NR=1 ] such weepy shit, really. might be the millionth time im saying this but i dont quite see the point in living at the moment [ though i am quite sure i will in eighty-ish days ] excessive dosages of caffeine and sugar might be the cause of the constant crankyness but I! Need! Caffeine! And! Sugar! Like! A! Fish! Needs! Water! really, i do.
I Love SIngapore I Am Singapores #1 Fan <- Myra Lai dont come and fight please you cant even get the number of citizens in Singapore right please [ FYI its like 4.5 million i think but definitely not 999999999999999999 ]
lovely days spent with TRC 4Faith Happykid [wednesday&thursday] did some catching up with sheryl at Starbucks@Vivo on saturday, its amazing how far we've all come. much apologies to Mr. Chippys for the helium that got into your eyes when one of holes birthday balloons burst and thankyou for not making a big fuss! i will go back and buy Cheesy Curry Chicken from you regularly for one month to make it up to you hahahahaha. oh pictures from clique nationalday celebrations/holes birthday bash will be up once Bestfriend figures out how to transfer the pictures from the camera to the computer heh but for now, its 7/8 clicky during NationalDay@School [ Bestfriend ponned, see ]


Amongst all the lies you were the truth <3 watched Secret after celebrations in school with Bestfriend, never thought id find myself watching a soppy cheena jaychou show but watch a soppy cheena jaychou show i did, and liked it to boot. <333333 all the piano playing in the movie [ there was alot of playing piano parts know ] i would totally fall for anyone who sings/play an instrument i really will!
oh,
HAPPY [v.late] SIXTEENTH HOLE (: i love you much even though you Hollywood Secrets-ed without me ): but its okay we can always go again another day yay
And This Is A Daily Reminder To The BestFriend: I Love You!!! i have olevel english oral TOMORROW and a milliontrillionzillion tests and mocks all this and next week, but im not all that bothered, to be completely honest. thats bad, right.
and the brother has finally moved out, i never thought id say this but i kinda miss him and his damn irritating remarks " ey you really need to go exercise know, your bum droops " piangxz. i even walked up the stairs today cause i thought about my droopy bum which is no easy feat okay its the lunar seventh month and im frikking terrified cause the stairwell is damn dark and dingy [ okay its not lah its all brightly lit up but still! ]
ohyes i am consolidating all my JLC notes i want to kill myself right now i never knew my handwriting once looked so, so bad. the hair looks rather bad now too cause i went for a haircut, there are weird tufty bits that just cant be pinned down sticking up here and there. I Am Vexed, I Am.
hello God, if you exist, hear my plea, take me from this pit that ive dug myself into.
all the things that could have, should have been done, would all be happy thoughts now