04 July 2007
i want to kick a coconut. someone find me a coconut to kick, please.
had lunch with bestfriend at madjack today (: hilarious mad fun, and ordered more food than we really could finish. much of it went to waste actually. whiled away our time reading enid blyton novels. i forgot the joy doing that once brought me,

RJ dsa secondround was a complete joke thats not even remotely funny i am a complete disgrace to all those who call themselves piano players. cant say i did myself justice really i am completely and utterly mad at myself. psht.
and really, just who do you think you are? i dont think you deserved her love, not a single tiny bit of it. i dont see what she sees in you, truly i dont. well im sorry [ but yknw smth, i am not sorry about anything one bit ] but youre not even remotely good looking.i wont wish bad things on you cause it isnt me, but then again, i dont wish you well. and i have this Terrible Talent of getting myself into deep&embarrassing shitxz, very soon, i will vanish into the mist of my own vapidness. really. and lately ive been very well fed [ over-fed, actually ] my waist line [ id like to think that i once had some semblance of a waistline okay ] is all waste, no line. how depressing is that, yo! im very vexed with studying; i mean lets just all go be farmers; to hell with the Pythagoras Theorem and Van Der Waals forces of attraction. i think studying makes one fat cause its proven that you eat more when you study.
and really, waist deep this fuckedup mess that id like to call my life, i dont quite believe in happily ever afters anymore.
i need to get away to somewhere faraway for a vacation Right Now, book me on the earliest plane out of singapore please, i care not where i go. but not china. or bangkok. or cambodia.
and i guess, shes one of the few whod never leave.

forgive my whiny bitch personna today, its not everyday she gets to come out for fresh air.
the easiest way to get your heart broken is to give it away
10:12 PM
Someone to hold me tight
That would be very nice
Someone to love me right
That would be very nice
Someone to understand
Each little dream in me
Someone to take my hand
And be a team with me
So nice, life would be so nice
If one day I'd find
Someone who would take my hand
And samba through life with me
Someone to cling to me
Stay with me right or wrong
Someone to sing to me
Some little samba song
Someone to take my heart
And give his heart to me
Someone who's ready to
Give love a start with me
Oh yeah, that would be so nice
I could see you and me, that would be nice