31 July 2007
how long more do you plan on pretending i dont exist? well just so you know, two can play at this game. dear friends, i want my percy pigs really badly. and one day i will learn to love math&chem like no other, i promise.
ohyes
CONGRATULATIONS TO EXCLAMATIONS FOR WINNING NAC'07 hah we [ they ] beat TAG into a cocked tiara [ however that expression is supposed to be used ] yay to us [ them ]!
NAC'07 was good and amusing, lots of new faces and voices and theyre quite good to be completely honest. and instead of getting only my honey for company i got tabs tow jo junkai and glimpses of alvin and jho as well heh happyness knows no bounds!!!!
and really, " would you like to join our mailing list " hello my dear, unlike you, im actually a member of the group hmm.
c'mon friends, couple more months and it'll all be Beautiful and more importantly it will be Overrrrrrrrr I Will Not Give Up and So Shouldnt You [ pardon the english ] ArrrrrrrrrrrJayyyyy here i come, Watch Me.
so now i am craving cheesecake and The Bestfriend, neither of which will appear anytime soon since one is sound asleep at home and the other is in the far away land of ChangingAppetites@MarinaSquare. hell and bother, todays a tuesday [ all cheesecakes at halfprice!!!!!!! ]
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speaking of marina, i am spending national day wearing hideous red&white but who cares im spending the day with clique!!! our holiday well earned [ my ass ] hooray
andand, I Love Fireworks
mum reckons the ikea turtle that i got as appreciation for singing for some lunch thing on sunday looks like a snake. shes such a weird child, i swear
one day i will punch XXXX to Mars and maybe she will only make it back to Earth after a million years when i am well and dead she is a weird child she is sniggering to herself for reasons i cant fathom
where were you when i needed you to chase the rain away? such a silly fool i was, such a silly fool, such a silly fool
3:52 PM
24 July 2007
TODAY IS ST NICKS' FRUITY VEGGIES DAY EVERYBODY PLEASE EAT YOUR VEG THANK YOU!!! i got a bunch of free leafy greens today (: wonder what id do with them. definitely not eat them after jiawei and shanshan found snails in theirs. Gross To The Max yo.
been kept a very very very very happy kid with higher than normal sugar levels with all the donuts ice cream mochafrapps ive been having lovelyyyy (: second donut jaunt went much better than the first!! i love suntec i really do i discovered my favourite shop of all time there wheeeeeeeeeeeee i think i am ready to declare my everlasting love for everybody in the world Right Now
all my days have been <3
-> shanshan made my friday by drawing me fish that can swim and getting me gummies [that were eventually eaten up by her brother and never made their way to me]
-> bestfriend made my saturday by Spending The Entire Day With Me in SuntecStarbucks
-> the tuition teacher and the impulse trip down to island creamery made my sunday
-> school bestfriend [ yet again ]and shusze made my monday
-> and here i am on tuesday happy happy happy lovely lovely lovely me yayyyyyyyyyy
prelims oral was gagworthy but now that you think of it its pretty funny,
i am seeing my honey tmrw for highclasslunch and cheesecake and NationalAcapellaChampionships@Esplanade tmrw (!!!!!!) so thats wednesday for you, i love wednesdays yay
please pray my heart [ and ears ] will be able to take it though,
all of these illusions, theyre so imporatant to me, to mei try paint by numbers but nothings black and white to medont make me out to be this helpless child of misery maybe love is what I needbut not your sympathynothing and no one can make your lies the truth and no one can stand inside your shoes but youdont make me out to be this helpless child of misery maybe love is what I needbut not your sympathybut not your sympathy
4:53 PM
19 July 2007
2201hrs, currently very hungry
look what i found!!!!
You Are a Chocolate Mocha and Orange Cheesecake |
Enthusiastic and intense, there's so much you love in the world... it's hard to do it all. You are good at getting things to mix - friends, flavors, hobbies. You're the master of fusion! |
You Are a Powdered Devil's Food Donut |
A total sweetheart on the outside, you love to fool people with your innocent image. On the inside you're a little darker, richer, and more complex. You're a hedonist who demands more than one pleasure at a time. Decadent and daring, you test the limits of human indulgence. |
You Are 7 Up |
Understated and subtle, people warm up to you slowly. But once they're hooked, they can't imagine going back to anyone else!
Your best soda match: Diet Coke
Stay away from: Mountain Dew |
but i dont even like 7up.
You Are 8% Lady |
You're a pretty crass, and even a bit crude on occasion. Manners don't matter to you, but they sure matter to those around you. |
KANA SAI.
You Are a Brownie |
Decadent and intense, you aren't for the weakhearted. Those who can deal with your strong flavor find out how sweet you really are. |
You Are 75% Impulsive |
You are impulsive, which at times leads to irresponsibility. It's hard for you to say no to all but the most insane propositions. But you could care less. While your impulsive ways have gotten you in a little trouble - they've made for a very exciting life! |
You Are Chocolate Chip Ice Cream
|
You are kind, popular, and generous.
You tend to be successful at anything you try.
A social butterfly, you are great at entertaining a crowd.
You are most compatible with strawberry ice cream.
|
[at 1845 hrs 200707]
1. i am walking around with a hole in my foot.
2. i am swearing excessively.
3. it is that rare [ for me ] time of the month.
4. i am ingesting food and chocolate like there is no tomorrow.
5. i am going to go for donuts tmrw [ at suntec this time! ]
6. i cannot find the songs that i want.
7. i have cheerful spanish harlot feet.
8. i hate the tv.
oh and friends, the links are updated.
KANA SAI I STILL CANT GET MY SONGS RAWRRRRRRRR
and when my deepest fears paints a song so crystal clear will i run, or will i hide? { endedit200707}
KANINA KICKED SOME POINTY THING IN THE COM LAB. I AM BLEEDING.
9:02 AM
16 July 2007
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hello someone please tell me why i attract weird people, please tell me if i have a sign plastered on my forehead that says " i like weird people " or smth
{ endedit 2108pm }
methinks everybodys gone barking mad, me included.
OH I HAD NO TESTS TODAYYYYYYYYYY YAYYYYYYYYY so i spent a good bit of my saturday queueing for donut factory with The BestFriend armed with wordsearch mathhomework bimbo book goodmusic [ i nearly brought along my colouring book as well really! ] GoodLord it took two fucking hours to move eleven fucking steps, and another halfanhour waiting for the donuts to bake. never before have my patience been so sorely tested. and one hour into the wait, loulou called and said that suntecs branch was much faster. well now we know!
and harry potter was this complete letdown i was angry for daaaaaays [ watched it on the first day with TheBestFriend see ] cheat my money my time and my feelings okay i rushed like mad after extra lessons for it >:( the umbridge woman was fantastic at playing a toad though, i wanted to slap her everytime she came onscreen [ which is good i guess cause her acting was flawless ] and hermione is damn hawt. and shes taller than harry. i swear. and it will destroy me if deathly hallows turns out to be a complete letdown really it will! okay nah it wont. not really.
i have forty-ish days until prelims, and hundredish [ or less ] to The Big Os lovelyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy
the family are all acting like weird kids. im not surprised really, what with this and that.
i think im an electrical appliance's worst enemy, and i swear my phone speakers player and laptop all hate me with a vengeance. i very nearly spent a good 20bucks on a completely unnecessary new battery for the phone today, psht.
oh and im quite bent on getting a brown dress for gradnight. not mousy brown, mind you, but some sexy chiffony dark chocolate brown with glittery swirls maybe? yayyyyy we'll see. thinking about clothes makes me happy happy happyyyyy i need dressssssssss [-es ] really i do for formal this and casual that. and i just got back from newyorknewyork ive been eating nonstop since school started [ so whats new ] goodgosh i will go jogging!!! okay that will never happen but i will stop eating so much NOW WATCH ME
oh, i have some random pictures. lovely loulou; view from the specsstand and the hugest moth ive ever seen.
if you never left, i would have never learned that im just as good on my own, maybe even better. i guess this is the best last gift you could give to me. someone better will come along again, happiness will be by my side again, and until that day, ill laugh, love, and live the way i want to.
3:50 PM
08 July 2007
{edit 100707 }
it is lit extra lesson now and MissJ has gone MIA and thus, the class is in chaos. i have heeelarious classmates
charlie the cow " EY IS SHE GONE "
someone " yeah "
charlie the cow " OMG SUCKERRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR CAN WE GO HOMEEEEEEE! "
very obviously, we didnt.
and fuck, i failed three out of four tests yo.
{endedit}
{edit090707}
i dont know why the picture is askew, i swear i rotated it a gazillion times but it still turns out like that okay uber irritating shitxz.
hello world, this is my second post in two days, i bet my blog feels really loved.
so i had a really lousy start to the monday but it ended well, the afternoon was spent in the company of my favfriend tanshanshan ( mountain mountain! inside joke, hahahahaha ) lunch at thomson plazas swensens yo, stickychewy is my one true love (: our poor deprived mountain mountain tried stickychewy for the first time today, hiphiphurrah! locked ourselves in the toilet meant for the handicapped behaving like Ultimate Bimbos and committing the Ultimate Crime of Camwhoring In The Toilet. i think we were on a sugar high.
my good mood is thus restored ( see it doesnt take much to make me happy again ) lets pray it lasts for the rest of the week!
math makes my head spin. not in a good way, mind.
ohand, i need new specs cause i lost my #87694875245 pair, psht. sheesh, why dont i ever learn.
and problems seem to get bigger the older one gets. right now i wish i was a kid again and that all the pain and unhappyness can be kissed away, just like a boohoo.
i want prata
stickychewy meatballs a haircut and purple fbts.
well im off to see the end. {endedit}
iam very irritable nowadays, the smallest things piss me off really bad=immense crankyness=complete&utter bitch. much apologies for acting skanky. unless i dont like you which is just too bad really, sucks to you then.
then again, its relatively easy to make me a happykid once more [ like give me a kiss a balloon and tell me that you love me ] but if i go for a starbucks fix everytime im cranky [ because happiness=a mochafrapp with whipped cream ] i will be one very broke and cold [ the aircon in starbucks is vicious okay ] not to mention fat kid. or rather, pleasantly plump.
fell asleep in starbucks today while studying with bestfriend, how unglam is that :/ wisma was surprisingly free of the sunday crowds, i wonder why. i believe i slept more than i studied. i miss performing. hello all you tas people if you are reading this please resurface soon for lunch thankyou. mango and fcuk are having sales now but surprisingly im not that interested, amazing or what!
last week was damn trying, i think this coming week will be even more so. ohgod, please give me the strength to walk on, it wont take much to make me crumble, and give up. six feet from the edge, and im thinking that six feet aint so far down.
and my life is so damn fuckedup its screwing up my mentrual cycle, i swear. and i have no idea why im discussing this here actually.
ohyes, transformers is really, really, really good stuff please dont be put off by the disgusting poster and go watch it please. plus, i dont think portia di rossi is hot know based on the one picture i saw of her.
i want prata stickychewy meatballs a haircut and purple fbts.
and when the news of no chinese homework made me jump up and down punching my fists in the air going " YES YES YES " in happiness/relief, you/i know that things have gotten to a really desperate stage. i officially have no life. come on The Big Os, hurry come even though i am totally not prepared for you BUT I WANT MY LIFE BACK PLEASE.
almost everyone you know have their hearts wrapped around someone whod never love them back { edit 1243am }
some company would be really nice right now. i have amath test tmrw and i am totally unprepared. and really theres no point in me using an alarm clock because i totally dont, and completely cant hear it ring.
now its just you two in a world of poems and paintings i guess this means im through but it also means im breaking but isabelle what can i do? the last thing i need is to end up askew { endedit 1251am }
10:12 PM
04 July 2007
i want to kick a coconut. someone find me a coconut to kick, please.
had lunch with bestfriend at madjack today (: hilarious mad fun, and ordered more food than we really could finish. much of it went to waste actually. whiled away our time reading enid blyton novels. i forgot the joy doing that once brought me,
RJ dsa secondround was a complete joke thats not even remotely funny i am a complete disgrace to all those who call themselves piano players. cant say i did myself justice really i am completely and utterly mad at myself. psht.
and really, just who do you think you are? i dont think you deserved her love, not a single tiny bit of it. i dont see what she sees in you, truly i dont. well im sorry [ but yknw smth, i am not sorry about anything one bit ] but youre not even remotely good looking.i wont wish bad things on you cause it isnt me, but then again, i dont wish you well. and i have this Terrible Talent of getting myself into deep&embarrassing shitxz, very soon, i will vanish into the mist of my own vapidness. really. and lately ive been very well fed [ over-fed, actually ] my waist line [ id like to think that i once had some semblance of a waistline okay ] is all waste, no line. how depressing is that, yo! im very vexed with studying; i mean lets just all go be farmers; to hell with the Pythagoras Theorem and Van Der Waals forces of attraction. i think studying makes one fat cause its proven that you eat more when you study.
and really, waist deep this fuckedup mess that id like to call my life, i dont quite believe in happily ever afters anymore.
i need to get away to somewhere faraway for a vacation Right Now, book me on the earliest plane out of singapore please, i care not where i go. but not china. or bangkok. or cambodia.
and i guess, shes one of the few whod never leave.
forgive my whiny bitch personna today, its not everyday she gets to come out for fresh air.
the easiest way to get your heart broken is to give it away
10:12 PM