27 June 2007
im really tired and its not even a week. studying nonstop is a real motherfucking bitch.
and really, i am appalled at the astounding and frightening number of fourlegged and sixlegged creatures [ they can fly okay, how srsly scary is that ] that roam the school at night though, and i have battle scars to show for it. oh and, im sorry friends for being The Nightmare From Hell to Teach I:
i am Very Vexed with shopping right now, its really hard being a girl sometimes. everytime im in the mood to shop, theres nothing to buy. and guess what happens when i have no money? and the cherry on the cake: my size either 1. doesnt exist or 2. not in stock. retail therapy my ass, retail angst more like. i hate being small short and tubby to boot.
went back for choir a few times now. new comms fantastic so far, esp myra ( i think i am very biased but who cares, shes my favourite thing ) cant say the same for the choir though.
hello choir [ sops ] if somehow you are reading this, please use your brains when you sing okay dont give me no more heart attacks, take pity on my weak heart and ears! come on choir, youve got what it takes, dont give up our honours! youve got a long way more to go, we'll [ i'll ] be behind you all the way, we've [ ive] got your back.
and looookeeeee!
the woman behind SNchoirs GWH oh, i am now in TSK's bio class and not TLL's, i learnt more in half an hour with her than one and a half years with TLL okay, i see hope for my bio grades at last! the woman is srsly funny, i dont mind being biorep now (:
and, cough be gone [ and hello flu actually, how retarded is that exactly ] amazing really, the miracles a few days of dsa audits and random doses of pipagao can wrought. rj second round next wednesday with tbs, rawr.
i want a pullover. and sneakers. and jeans. which i will hopefully order online heh
happykids during nightstudy ohyes shoutouts!
loulou: hello love, this comes a little late, but i hope youre okay alright. youve never done anything to deserve this, youre so much better. come on love, you know ive got your back. i love you and i want you even if that moron doesnt okay! night study, chompchomp and clubbbbbb soon yo.
bestfriend: this has been said far too many times, i love you. youve given me nothing but beautiful memories so far, we'll continue far beyond. bestfriend planetrip&holiday when i end my os and when you end yours as well (: and, our apartment together hahahahahahahaha
hello macho, i think i miss you.
dont wish, dont start wishing only wounds the heart
6:19 PM
17 June 2007
" hello my name is cinch, im from K1-C and im lost ): can you help me find my bus pretty pretty please? its 4-reds-07 (: thankyou i love you youre my new friend! "
so farewell came and went, i was a kindergarten kid for a day. received more candy cookies random things that break easily sweet notes than i can carry home& eat but nevermind, it was huge fun. accidentally left my phone in school, thank you seow for saving it i love you to distraction yo (: met her at her place to get it back and walked an emo walk home. the walk took fortyfive frikking minutes cause i got lost in the dark and turned around rocker winner champion yo. i was a teary kid for the rest of the night, reading and re-reading my notes over and over again.
Goodbye SN choir, lifes been good. all good things in life must always to an end, but i guess theres always new beginnings to look forward to.
heading out for CTK confirmation now with TRC, teehee.
i think ive been far too dependant on you, but i will pick up these broken pieces, i will move on. i still love you, id be lying if i said i didnt. things wont ever be the same, but we'll do it right this time round. i promised that i will save you if you ever fall, i will still. hello friend, its nice to see you again.
ohyes
I LOVE LOULOU I REALLY DO
im still coughing badly, but what gets my blood boiling is that pipagao is wayyyyyy more effective than the thirtysix dollar bottle of cough something&lozenges and two trips to the doctor know! irritating shitxz.
for every piece of me that wants you back, another piece of me backs away
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hello CTK confirmation was good. wheezed and coughed my way through mass, i think i was very loud. congratulations to charmaine alexandria, rebecca estelle ( its okay baby its still your name okay i love you ) natalie gwendolyn ( however its spelt ) alyssa mikhail and many more. much love to all you pretty things. dinner with 7/8 clique ( jingle went off for fathersday dinner hahahahah ) we had a rocking good time. i snapped my left heel and had to force the right heel off so as to walk normally, Uber Embarrassing Shitxz.
ohyes, peectures! forgive my ugly helmet head hair.
anyhow. just got home from wrapping dumplings with the mother at the brothers house. and when i say house, im being generous here, theres nothing in it save for some mirors, very dirty floors, two mugs and two chairs. that we brought from home. how retarded is that, manxz. this is the closest we got to mother daughter bonding i guess.
HELLO IM STILL COUGHING
loulou : " cinch please go see the doctor again what if you get bronchitis "
If ever there is a tomorrow when we're not together, there is something you must always remember. You are braver than you believe, stronger than you seem, and smarter than you think. But the most important thing is, even if we're apart, I'll always be with you. <- taken from jingles blog & applies to all my girls.
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1:14 PM
09 June 2007
i swear i will die coughing and when i do someone sue the cough syrup companies please, thankyou very much. head hurts throat hurts stomach hurts and heart hurts the most yo.
this is the way you left me, im not pretending no hope no love no glory, no happy ending this is the way we love, like its forever then live the rest of our lives, but not together all i know is that youre not here to say what you used to say but i wont give up, i wont break down sooner than it seems life will turn us around i will be strong, even when all goes wrong i wont need you, no i dont need you
5:05 PM