28 April 2007
hellohellohello this is how you spell screwed -> C-I-N-C-H
ugh, i need to know exactly what i want out of my life, i cant stand myself sometimes. and i realised, im really good at irritating, and lying to myself.
today was good, intended to spend it productively at esplanade library and hahahahahaha only the later part came true. some chapalang group did openmic today, omgodxz they irritated the living daylights out of me. reallyreally GoodLord i was like > : ( RJC Jazz Club came on after them; they were like cheesecake after a month of crackers and water [ yeah theyre that good ] one of the lead vocalists made me tear badly just listening to her. got lost at GreatWorldCity Rocker Winner Champion goodgrief. i must be the first person to do that I: oh yes, I Want Donuts And I Want It Now!
#1M thankyou for the happymeal doll : D im sorry im always late!
time to wake up from your fairytale, cinch, its time to let go. but sometimes the hardest thing to let go of is something you never hadin the first place; one wonders why. { edit } my heart hurts ): i want to eat a mango. but theres no mango to eat! { end edit }
i thought you were my fairytalea dream when im not sleepinga wish upon a star thats coming truebut everybody could tellthat i confused my feelings with the truthwhen there was me and younow i know youre not a fairytaleand dreams are meant for sleepingand wishes upon a starjust dont come truenow even i can tellthat i confused me feelings with the truthbecause i liked the viewwhen there was me and you
8:32 PM
24 April 2007
WITH HONOURS FROM SNCHOIR <3 we've got our hearts desire, and we deserved every single sparkling bit of it. all those blood, sweat and tears, all those hundreds of hours of practices, friday recesses spent in the chopin room, all those disappointments, theyve all been worth it. we've proved to the world that we're good, we've got class and style. world, here we come [ i hope youre prepared for us ] & redtags, we've left a legacy behind; we've made history [ for choir, anyway ] . im contented.
newyorknewyorked with ong grace yings lou skimpy and hoho after , it was <3 diarrhoeaed twice today, think its the bad tauhuay that i ate with skimpy yesterday [ or the day before? ah, whatever ]
im still kinda floaty; its damn surreal, but i dont mind relieving the moment when we got our results over, and over and over again : D
much thanks to greytags and lightblue tags for coming down to support : D you guys are love , manxz. im glad we made you proud : D
#1 M : thankyou love for coming down [ though you missed our performance right on the dot ] youre damn sweetxz :D Study Smart and Hard for your midyears okay i'll study with you [ though i'll always end up playing hahaha but i will try my very best to discipline myself heh ] IslandCreamery soon? though its damn farrrrrrrr
hey AbsoluteLove, this ones for you.
Never knew I could feel like thisLike I've never seen the sky beforeI want to vanish inside your kissEvery day I'm loving you more and moreListen to my heart, can you hear it singTelling me to give you everythingSeasons may change, winter to springBut I love you until the end of timeCome what mayCome what mayI will love you until my dying daySuddenly the world seems such a perfect placeSuddenly it moves with such a perfect graceSuddenly my life doesn't seem such a wasteIt all revolves around youAnd there's no mountain too highNo river too wideSing out this song I'll be there by your sideStorm clouds may gatherAnd stars may collideBut I love you until the end of timeCome what mayCome what mayI will love you until my dying dayOh, come what may, come what mayI will love you, I will love youSuddenly the world seems such a perfect placeCome what mayCome what mayI will love you until my dying dayalright , time to go see Sandman. im tired. ciaobella , world .
10:01 PM
15 April 2007
Extreme Love .
Friday was @ Ichiban ( Madness ) with Charlie & Sally , they had me in stitches the whole time , GoodLord , the things we did & said :
( after sticking a postits on sushi plates ( they were in flourescent colours ) commending the chefs for their good sushi )
" ohmy . C'mon Big , look at the postit Its Passing Right Under Your Nose ! "
" i think Blondie might have a better chance of it "
" But Blondie Didnt ! Specky might , he looks smarter than all of them , combined "
" OMGOSH GOODLORD THE ENTIRE LOT DIDNT SEE i think the future of Singapore is in Our Hands now "
and we finally left downhearted after two hours in the bloody place , leaving a final piece of pink postit declaring our departure pathetically flapping on our plates .
was out on saturday , procrastinated like crazy cause heh was supposed to study at least a little but i went shopping instead , cake @ Secret Recipe was funny . the one good thing was that i got a green wallet , just the way i wanted it to be from dorothyperkins .
gotta be green , gotta be mean , gotta be everything more off to RJC concert after that , SuperSeniorGen makes for one Really Good Bimbo <3
well i hope youre not taking my news badly , i dont want to be the cause of anything . i think you get my drift , and if you actually read this , well then thats good . i love you , and i daresay more than anyone else can
i need a shower , my head is itchy .
P.S hahaha friends im looking for primarykids to give tuition to ( i can do primary math properly at least lah please ) please keep ears and eyes out for me , love you all <3
ciao bella ,
well its hard to explain but i'll try if you let me well its hard to sustain but i'll cry if you let me this doesnt change the way i feel about you or your place in my life . cant you see im dying here ? a shot of broken heart that is chased by fear
7:01 PM
10 April 2007
> : ( & :( & :/
ARRRRGH .
11:03 PM
08 April 2007
Do I attract you?
Do I repulse you with my queasy smile?
Am I too dirty?
Am I too flirty?
Do I like what you like?
I could be wholesome
I could be loathsome
I guess I'm a little bit shy
Why don't you like me?
Why don't you like me without making me try?
I try to be like Grace Kelly
But all her looks were too sad
So I try a little Freddie
I've gone identity mad!
I could be brown
I could be blue
I could be violet sky
I could be hurtful
I could be purple
I could be anything you like
Gotta be green
Gotta be mean
Gotta be everything more
Why don't you like me?
Why don't you like me?
Why don't you walk out the door!
How can I help it
How can I help it
How can I help what you think?
Hello my baby
Hello my baby
Putting my life on the brink
Why don't you like me
Why don't you like me
Why don't you like yourself?
Should I bend over?
Should I look older just to be put on your shelf?
I try to be like Grace Kelly
But all her looks were too sad
So I try a little Freddie
I've gone identity mad!
I could be brown
I could be blue
I could be violet sky
I could be hurtful
I could be purple
I could be anything you like
Gotta be green
Gotta be mean
Gotta be everything more
Why don't you like me?
Why don't you like me?
Walk out the door!
Say what you want to satisfy yourself
But you only want what everybody else says you should want
I could be brown
I could be blue
I could be violet sky
I could be hurtful
I could be purple
I could be anything you like
Gotta be green
Gotta be mean
Gotta be everything more
Why don't you like me?
Why don't you like me?
Walk out the door!
I could be brown
I could be blue
I could be violet sky
I could be hurtful
I could be purple
I could be anything you like
Gotta be green
Gotta be mean
Gotta be everything more
Why don't you like me?
Why don't you like me?
Walk out the door!
Mika - Grace Kelly
4:14 PM
02 April 2007
sixteenth was Great with A Capital G : D thanks to all for the cakes and gifts and wishes and making that day a Perfect and Happy One : D
went shopping , got a dress and black pumps . christ , they killed my feet bad , im having blisters the size of fivecent coins on my feet , hurts like fuck . went to marina bay on sunday to bowl and have steamboat with loulou becks wanting hole emain , goodfood + goodcompany = happy cinch ( not sure if the same could be said about the environment , but hark , im not complaining )
BestFriend : dont ever doubt my love for you ; or whether you are worthy or not , i wont ever let you go . dont let me go either , im sorry for all that ive done , stupid things and all ( but we learn from our mistakes dont we ) i love you , BestFriend .
DeskBuddys are amusing ; School is FFFFFFFFFFFFFFUN with You !
6:37 PM