10 February 2007
b3 for chinese olevels , so well . crying and harping on stuff wont help matters much , im finished with bawling my guts out and whining like a moron . but it srsly , srsly sucks knowing youve let your loved ones down . and well , being strong for others somehow makes me feel stronger inside , so well i'll stand up again . but , it wont take much the next round , or the next , or the next , or even the next , to bring me crashing down yet again . on a happier note , i passed my first math test in a really , really long time . i think in two years , since sec two , honestly .
oh and heres a song i remembered from my primary school days , its super sweet ( well to me ) and hahaha i never fail to cry when i hear it . my memory might have failed me , and i went and lost the song book , but well , you get the general gist . this for everyone that ive lost , and still love , and well also for the ones i have now ,
because you really mean alot to me , id save you even if it sends me to heaven and im singing it to you .
may the good lord bless and keep you whether near or far awaymay you find that long awaited golden day , todaymay your troubles all be small onesand your fortunes ten times tenmay the good lord bless and keep you till we meet againmay you walk with sunlight shiningand a bluebird in every treemay there be a silver liningin every cloud you seemay your dreams be sweet tomorrowno matter what that might have been may the good lord bless and keep you ,till we meet , again . P.S oh , SuperBitch a.k.a Queen of Evil has gone back being SuperBitch-y and Queen of Evil-y , things feel much more normal now .
im the king of the pity party with my jewel encrusted crown
3:54 PM
Someone to hold me tight
That would be very nice
Someone to love me right
That would be very nice
Someone to understand
Each little dream in me
Someone to take my hand
And be a team with me
So nice, life would be so nice
If one day I'd find
Someone who would take my hand
And samba through life with me
Someone to cling to me
Stay with me right or wrong
Someone to sing to me
Some little samba song
Someone to take my heart
And give his heart to me
Someone who's ready to
Give love a start with me
Oh yeah, that would be so nice
I could see you and me, that would be nice