20 February 2007
look at the sky baby what do you see looks like the tears that i cry falling down like rain on the ground everytime you say goodbye take a look around now why dont you feel the way the cold wind stings and bitesand your words are just like arrows through my hearteverytime you say goodbyetheres a restless feeling knocking at my door todaytheres a shadow hanging round my garden gatei read between the lines of words you cant disguiselove has gone away and put these tears in my eyeslook at the sky baby , and see how it criesaint it just like my tearsfalling down like rain on the ground everytime you say goodbyetheres a restless feeling knocking at my door todaytheres a shadow hanging round my garden gatei read between the lines of words you cant disguiselove has gone away and put these tears in my eyes Everytime You Say Goodbye - Alison Krauss
her voice is rather soothing , it has about the same effect as caramel toffee , yknw creamy and smooth and ,
mmmmm but well , yours isnt that bad either , yknw . okay well the tv is playing some replayed rahrah celebrations for newyear and now fann wong is singing ohmahgawd i shall counter it with Nicole Kidman and Ewan Mcgregor , well watch me !
12:45 PM
19 February 2007
yes , im cranky .
yes , cheenanewyear food does not agree with me .
yes , im having A BitchFit . well nothing new . might have something to do with the company im forced to keep these few days , save for afew .
yes , please , ohplease go away and leave me be .
oh dear god i want to kick something so bad it literally hurts , normally id eat or drink something to help calm my nerves but now the sight of anything edible makes me want to kick something even more . RAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAWR AAAAAAAAAAAAAAARGH
honestly , theres obviously something wrong with me .
well see , im perfectly happy and i dont need you ( but , im not and i do )
10:39 PM
14 February 2007
im have some Really Rocking but Rather Random Rambles .
1. today is my last vday in stnicks .
2. im reading the dictionary now and im at the letter R now ( R-ecapituate , R-echerche , R-ecidivist , R-econdite , R-econnoitre ) o.0 this is solid , undeniable proof that we would all be very smart people Who Can Talk Like This And Get A1s For English With Scarcely Any Effort if we read the dictionary everyday.
3. i ate flower petals today ( to be specific , gerbera petals hahahaha ) bloody hell , for plants that look so fucking gorgeous , they taste godawful . " there is no art , to seeing the minds construction in the face " , Macbeth-esque . but well now i can tell people that i know how flowers taste like mmm , but i wont be surprised if i get food poisoning.
4. i cannot kick my habit of spacing after every single bloody word and punctuation so my essays have annoying red and green lines all over it bloody hell microsoft is annoying
5. im still listening to christmas songs and its cheena new year in a few days , i think im stuck in the wrong season . not my fault that the new year songs dont make me happy . i mean , come on , mei tiao da jie xiao xiang ?! like errrrrrr okay .
6. this is my third post in three days . further proof that i really have nothing to do .
7. im in an apple+orange+banana kinda mood .
8. i passed my Second Math Test In Two Years , im inspired to study hard now whoopdeedo
9. amos is interested in my multi coloured toes and came this close --> . ( see the size of the dot ! ) to putting my toe in his mouth . ick , mystery sticky
baby toddler goo .
10. i was at clarke quay yesterday and drove past Lee Kuan Yew's house .
11. ang mo kio is really happening now , i only realised that they have New York New York ! at errrrr AMK HUB , oooh hubba hubba ! so kewlzZ wOrXzZ but i think i'll stick with town lah huh .
12. im a really fickle person .
13. in about three or so more hours i have officially 249 days more to olevels . and thats just , scary .
and well even though i see you everyday , its almost as if we're strangers
and im falling into memories of you , things we used to do , so well , i guess i can safely say , i miss you ,
my wonderwall i want to be somewhere where i cant see the roads a place where every time you breathe i wish comes true i want to be where all is real and memories of distant days come to life again
7:45 PM
11 February 2007
hellohellohello blogblogblog .
today is a happy day and shopping makes everything alright again and my wallets emptier than a empty shell but im a really happy kid with a pair of multi purpose pretty pumps and Not One , but Two packets of Fizzy Fish hooray , and bloody hell , i paid forty bucks for the jewelry cleaning service at T-T-Tiffanys and i was like !!!!!!!!!!!!!!! when i checked my invoice , oh , the pain . but everythings shiny and glittery and looks just as good as new ( well hello it better be ) so hello The Sister you better be a happy camper when i hand deliver it to your place . and i love love love Percy Pigs and Fizzy Fish i would clean out M&S's remaining stock if i could :D oh , and Island Creamery is Absolute Love i would go there everyday if i could , pity its in the far off land of Bukit Timah .
P.S bestie is <3 !
6:22 PM
10 February 2007
b3 for chinese olevels , so well . crying and harping on stuff wont help matters much , im finished with bawling my guts out and whining like a moron . but it srsly , srsly sucks knowing youve let your loved ones down . and well , being strong for others somehow makes me feel stronger inside , so well i'll stand up again . but , it wont take much the next round , or the next , or the next , or even the next , to bring me crashing down yet again . on a happier note , i passed my first math test in a really , really long time . i think in two years , since sec two , honestly .
oh and heres a song i remembered from my primary school days , its super sweet ( well to me ) and hahaha i never fail to cry when i hear it . my memory might have failed me , and i went and lost the song book , but well , you get the general gist . this for everyone that ive lost , and still love , and well also for the ones i have now ,
because you really mean alot to me , id save you even if it sends me to heaven and im singing it to you .
may the good lord bless and keep you whether near or far awaymay you find that long awaited golden day , todaymay your troubles all be small onesand your fortunes ten times tenmay the good lord bless and keep you till we meet againmay you walk with sunlight shiningand a bluebird in every treemay there be a silver liningin every cloud you seemay your dreams be sweet tomorrowno matter what that might have been may the good lord bless and keep you ,till we meet , again . P.S oh , SuperBitch a.k.a Queen of Evil has gone back being SuperBitch-y and Queen of Evil-y , things feel much more normal now .
im the king of the pity party with my jewel encrusted crown
3:54 PM
07 February 2007
im telling you ah , the Queen Of Evil aka The Mother is srsly evil i swear , soon im going to find out that she secretly owns a white cat and has plans for world domination like Hitler .
8:39 PM
05 February 2007
the brothers ROM is in um i dno how many days well ! ( 13th feb ) well ! The Girlfriend and Him are so happy and lovey dovey its positively revolting . well , but still brother dearest , i wish you well lah , and anyway youre not that far away , just one expressway away . see , so easy to visit ! ( much to your consternation , probably )
math test was okay lah huh ( a first ! ) and well , if i fail , i think i'll fail decently , teeheehee . nothing much to blog about in school hmmm , other than the fact that loulou bestie and shan werent in school today , i was ): and i should have gotten her world instead of cleo , im even more ):
okay ugh , byebye .
this time , this place misused , misplacedtoo long , too latewho was i to make you waitjust one chance , just one breathjust in case theres just one leftcause you know , you know , you knowi love youi have loved you all alongand i miss you been far away for far too longi keep dreaming you'll be with meand youd never gostop breathing if i dont see you anymoreon my knees i'll ask one last chance for one last dancecause with you i'll withstandall of hell to hold your handid give it all , id give for usgive anything , but i wont give upcause you know , you know , you knowthat i love youi have loved you all alongand i miss you been far away for far too longi keep dreaming you'll be with meand youd never gostop breathing if i dont see you anymoreso far away , so far awayfar away for far too longso far away , so far awayfar away for far too long but you know , you know , you knowi wanted , i wanted you to staycause i needed , i need to hear you sayi love you , i have loved you all alongand i forgive you , for being far away for far too long so keep breathing , cause im not leaving anymorebelieve ithold on to me , and never let me gokeep breathing , hold on to me and never let me gokeep breathing , hold on to meand never let me goNickelback - Far Away
childhood bestfriend , 22april
6:51 PM