31 December 2006
christmas was rather un christmas-y , but good nonetheless :D
gifts were good this year , thank you all for the wonderful things <3 im sorry for being so cheapo this year , but mind you , alot of work and love went into your gifts and cards ! better ones next year , i promise (:
tas lunch was HAHAHAHAHA ERRRRRRR , for pictures please go to jasmines blog and link from there !
and and , its like new years eve and cinch has no plans other than to chiong homework and go to the sisters place later on to ogle at eliza and watch teevee and maybe drink some sparkling thing in honour of new year , goodness
ohoh , i cut my hair , its like short and i got new specs ! my ears hurt because of it now ): and , i feel fat :/
i think im falling for you , and falling hard
4:10 PM
24 December 2006
hello world :D didnt sleep yst night , a bit woozy now :/
recess clique partyyyy at jingles , greaaaaaaaaaaat :D ohman i love them all far too much :DD bubbles , pool videos , the lovely jacuzzi , nachos with pasta sauce ( its surprisingly gooood ) ALOT of fried rice , otah and hahahaha ribena . the family went for seafood and becks family went for steamboat yst night when we had the party , just like that know ! its okay though , i had a better time at the party hoho
the recess clique is loooooooooove becks house in the morning , goodness embarrassing :/ her brother is uber cute im telling you , for a 11 year old kid that is . so now we're brother papaya sister maria and uh , ( sister ? ) fatimah like wthhhhhhhh :/ slipped on the stairs on the way down , screamed FUUUUUUUUCK and her parents were like , in the living room like OHMAHGAWD OHMAHGAWD OHMAHGAWD but haha they didnt comment so , :DDDDD
christmas ! cant wait :D
12:09 PM
15 December 2006
I AM UBER HIGH AND HAPPY NOW BUT I DONT KNOW WHY :/
here are ten things 1. i just found out ( okay , read ) super amusing things
2. i saw shy ( wow ! ) , and fyi every freaking where is having sales ( MANGO MANGO MANGO OMGOMGOMG ) BUT I CANT SHOP WTHHHHH
3. anges saw me performing at marina today , okay yst cause its like 12 ish midnight now but anyway SHE DIDNT RECOGNISE ME ( wth , anges ! )
4. my throat hurts , badly ( pipagao anyone ? )
5. i miss you ( and that you encompasses quite a number of people & things actually )
6. i have come to the conclusion that vegetable medley & company might actually be not as bad as i used to think they were ( yes honey , enlightenment ! )
7. alot of people to me has kiam pak faces
8. kiam pak is my favourite word like ohno shit cinch youre going downhill but WTHHHH LAH who gives a damn
9. eliza is chewing on my shirt now -.-" eeeeeyuck baby drool ): and , her drool is like sticky and disgusting . and now shes giving me the innocent face so guess what , i melted . cinch , youre a sucker for innocent faces
10. i bought beef noodles without beef . needless to say , i obviously got cheated . conned . whatever .
all my girls gather round now we dont need nobody when we've got us
12:00 AM
11 December 2006
halfway through the christmas gigs alr , its been ohkay lah ( if not good ) so far mmhmmm . glitches and coughups and perhaps a little puke ( verbal diarrhoea ? ) here and there but i guess we'll all learn and grow up stagewise at the end of it all . ooh , i sound philosophical .
oh yeah : welcome to the group willy ( willie ? ) ! well for this christmas anyway . i'll be rather surprised if you see this . actually , i think i'll be flummoxed . and see , we all learn new words everyday .
and , i dont know if i should laugh or cry when dealing with you
im sorry i cant be what you want me to be
im sorry i dont know what you want me to be
im sorry i dont know who you want me to be
im sorry that im your disappointment
im sorry that i just didnt turn out the way you wanted me to
im sorry that you think you cant depend on me when you grow old
im sorry im that gaping hole in your cap amongst the other feathers
i just wanted to try to satisfy my own wishes and everybody elses at the same time
but this just isnt working out
im tired just trying to hang on and make things work
for havent we tried so many times already
you say you gave up on me , when i havent havent
and since you'll never read this , thanks a whole lot , mother .
and so , on a night like this
i find that im all alone
whered you go i missed you so seems like its been forever since youve been gone
12:56 AM
08 December 2006
Hey, don't write yourself off yet
It's only in your head you feel left out or
looked down on.
Just try your best, try everything you can.
And don't you worry what they tell themselves when you're away.
It just takes some time,
little girl you're in the middle of the ride.
Everything, everything will be just fine, everything,
everything will be alright, alright.
Hey, you know they're all the same.
You know you're doing better on your own, so don't buy in.
Live right now.
You´re just be yourself.
It doesn't matter if it's good enough for someone else.
It just takes some time,
little girl you're in the middle of the ride.
Everything, everything will be just fine, everything,
everything will be alright, alright.
It just takes some time,
little girl you're in the middle of the ride.
Everything, everything will be just fine, everything,
everything will be alright, alright.
Hey, don't write yourself off yet.
It's only in your head you feel left out or
looked down on.
Just do your best (just do your best), do everything you can (do everything you can).
And don't you worry what their bitter hearts (bitter hearts) are gonna say.
It just takes some time,
little girl you're in the middle of the ride.
Everything, everything will be just fine, everything,
everything will be alright, alright.
It just takes some time,
little girl you're in the middle of the ride.
Everything, everything will be just fine, everything,
everything will be alright.
yay :D
10:40 AM
05 December 2006
what are you doing the rest of your lifenorth and south and east and west of your lifei have only one request of your lifethat you spend it all with meall the seasons and the times of your daysall the nickels and the dimes of your dayslet the reasons and the rhymes of your daysall begin and end with mei want to see your facein every kind of lightin fields of gold andforests of the nightand when you stand beforethe candles on a cakeoh let me be the one to hearthe silent wish you makethose tomorrows waiting deep in your eyesin the world of love you keep in your eyesill awaken whats asleep in your eyesit may take a kiss or twothrough all of my lifesummer, winter, spring and fall of my lifeall I ever will recall of my lifeis all of my life with you
10:46 PM
i feel super sian diao now , goodness :/ yoshinoya-d with mulan part today & chocolate covered ice cream doughnuts , our downfall , so super er ): slept for abit on the specs stand and then stoned in chopin yep . choir was normal i guess , and im still feeling very sian diao and er and aiya whatever :/
lou's piano recital was good , teeheehee for the exception of this one bitch who just thought she was so pretty and witty and charming and stunning and entrancing like WHATEVER YUUUUUUUCK , so super annoying ): newton circus-ed with lou and jingle after , carrot cake is good stuff <3
sing with me , sing for the year sing for the laughter , sing for the tears sing with me if it's just for today for maybe tomorrow , the Good Lord will take you away i had to be cruel to be kind
9:27 PM
02 December 2006
i just stumbled across a picture of the primary school , i think im going to cry :/
no , we cant go back now
10:17 PM
01 December 2006
i just realised ive been listening to the same damned song for the past 45 minutes because i put my itunes on replay mode , like uh okay cinch , whatever . christmas shows starts tmrw ( eurgh ) and and , new tas is doing the first few shows , everyone please pray hard for potatoes and long beans and ducks and bimbos and lots and lots of luck ( cause they srsly need it ) :/ and i have alot of things i miss , you see ah
i miss christmas
i miss my princess
i miss barney and hi 5
i miss my class table & chair
i miss chocolate waffles and mushroom cheese
i miss orange bowl
i miss the benches and fans in the canteen
i miss raspberry ripple and mint chocolate chip outside carpark twentysix
i miss the peacocks
i miss the viewing gallery
i miss the chopin stairs
i miss the chapel
i miss the specs stand
i miss the long walks home from school
i miss the rickety colourful benches outside chopin
and i miss many other things but i cant really figure out what they are 0.o oh , and i give up on trying to keep my fingernails long ( or at least of a decent length ) cause it seriously isnt working out . busy week ahead , so full steam ahead , boys !
relieve that magical time of my life
9:05 PM