27 September 2006
its been a long time , since i looked back . its been a long time , since i last talked to you . so many things we used to do , so many memories . home together , sushi at hougang point , times in the stairwell cheering our best mate up together when she was going through rough times with the ex , telling her its all gonna be alright , lyrics on the blackboard . your favourite song , spagahetti with campbells soup , and that time i almost set your house on fire . we wanted to be in the same schools all our lives , so we'd always have each other . we made it , and hell , made it with the same damn aggregate . i promised to sing at your parents anniversary , and attend your confirmation . but slowly , surely , as the days , months , years went by , we drifted , and eventually , never talked . so maybe ive changed . you have too . i'm sorry if i was the one who made you change . perhaps back then , i was tired , really tired , and needed a break . i never wanted to show you my weak side , i didnt want your world to come to a crashing halt , so maybe thats you told me your troubles and i never told you mine . so this relationship of ours was imbalanced , i guess . they all say youve shed tears for me , but , so have i . but now , things wont ever be the same anymore , we both grew up and changed ( for the better or the worse ) . to state the obvious , you have your friends , and i have mine , and maybe we're living on two different worlds right now . i guess youve moved on , i have too . but i just wanted to let you know , i never gave you up , i do love you still . would you still let me sing for your parents anniversary ? would you still let me attend your confirmation ? no matter what , heres my blessings to you for the future .
& i do believe i miss you .
9:10 PM
22 September 2006
how many tears ive shed for you , how much pain youve put me through , i wish i didnt care , but i do , a hell lot
we were once so happy & free heres to everyone who feels like fuck . cheers , all
8:10 PM
Someone to hold me tight
That would be very nice
Someone to love me right
That would be very nice
Someone to understand
Each little dream in me
Someone to take my hand
And be a team with me
So nice, life would be so nice
If one day I'd find
Someone who would take my hand
And samba through life with me
Someone to cling to me
Stay with me right or wrong
Someone to sing to me
Some little samba song
Someone to take my heart
And give his heart to me
Someone who's ready to
Give love a start with me
Oh yeah, that would be so nice
I could see you and me, that would be nice