24 August 2006
it should be quite nice to have a mum who doesnt yell , i can confide in , actually have time for me and to cook and to give me nice squashy hugs for a change . perhaps i once had her , but apparently she doesnt give a fuck now , so i guess i should stop wishing for things that wont happen hurr .
exams in one months time , piano grade 8 in um , one week , wtf . step by step , cinch , you can do it .
10:06 PM
14 August 2006
yucks to the bio textbook
yucks to the shit results for everything
yucks to the family who doesnt know the meaning of family ties ( grams died only one week or so ago and youre alr fighting for what little inheritance she left behind , i mean , what the fuck is your problem ? remind me not to have anything to do with you in the future )
yucks to the dinner that was really bad
yucks to the pants that came out covered in weird stuff ( please stop putting tissue paper in your pockets , whoever you are . or at least remember to take them out )
yay for really good lime juice
yay for nissin cup noodles , spicy seafood ( i like ! )
yay for nice songs playing on the computer
yay for cousins who make real good bitching partners and wont tell on me ( cause i'll tell on them too HAHA )
yay for cadbury chocolate
yay for the picture ( rather odd and scrawny looking , but hey its still a picture ) of ******* ( thanks to jana ! )
byebye .
9:36 PM
06 August 2006
have no fear my little one
peace be with you now
love has come to guide you home
to our Fathers house
fly with us courageous one
on our wings of light
past the days of fear and pain
to our Fathers side
so say goodbye for just a while
and through the tears you'll start to smile
for soon you';; be together
in heavens arms forever
at every step youre not alone
Loves by your side to lead you on
no looking back from here
your journey home has only just begun
dance with us my gentle one
as we sing your song
the stars He made will light your way
to our Fathers house
arise my child my precious one
awakening in your eyes
Love is calling you by name
to our Fathers arms
so say goodbye for just while
and through the tears you'll start to smile
for soon you'll be together
in heavens arms together
at every step youre not alone
Love's by your side to lead you on
no looking back from here
your journey home has only just begun
your journey home has only just begun
goodbye for now , grams . go in peace , we love you .
6:38 PM
04 August 2006
hurrrrrrr .
i'm feeling very odd and very mean and very bitchy and very cold and very fat and very ugly and very poor and very tired and very hungry and very (*&*&^%^%$ and very confused and very miserable and very irritated and very flustered and very hot and very -.-"
in other words , i feel very , very , uber blueeeee ):
9:00 PM