10 June 2006
todays post shall be a very overdue , reflective post .
i know i havent been performing up to standard .
i know its my fault that i got the damn ugly results i did , and can blame no one .
i know that i could have done so much better .
i know i could have chosen not to play my last half a year away , but i did .
i do feel bad , i really do . for no one knows better than i do what i am capable of , and its just a question of whether i wanted to or not , and no one feels worse than i do .
its time i bucked up .
its time i start feeling bad for every test i fail , not because i'm incompetent , but because i didnt bother to study .
its time i start putting in my whole heart in everything i do
i'm considering losing weight ( again ) , but yknw , theres only so much self improvement one can do (: dont worry , i'll get doen to THAT in time .
ah yes
CZECHERS , I;M VERY PROUD OF YOU FOR CLIINCHING DOUBLE GOLD IN C-C-CZECH , HOORAY FOR CHOIR ! I LOVE YOU ALL VERY MMUCH , AND YOU'LL BE BACK , SOON (:
12:49 AM
Someone to hold me tight
That would be very nice
Someone to love me right
That would be very nice
Someone to understand
Each little dream in me
Someone to take my hand
And be a team with me
So nice, life would be so nice
If one day I'd find
Someone who would take my hand
And samba through life with me
Someone to cling to me
Stay with me right or wrong
Someone to sing to me
Some little samba song
Someone to take my heart
And give his heart to me
Someone who's ready to
Give love a start with me
Oh yeah, that would be so nice
I could see you and me, that would be nice