17 April 2006
i have fallen in love with pencils recently , yknw those old and sharpen-y ones , yep . i have alot of them in my pencilcase now ! okay not alot . but still . i dont really know why i like it so much , i love the way i can keep erasing and erasing until i get things perfect . oh , what joy it'll be , if thats the case in real life . dont get me wrong , i'm not a perfectionist or whatever , its just .. (:
friday night pissed me off really really really badly , i mean , really , i made all the necessary arrangements , and even gave up my chance to go to a once in a lifetime thing , and then WHAMMO , everythings cancelled . i was in shock for quite a bit , and yknw , when reality sank in , i started to question whether i made the right decisions , yada yada yada . and then when i cooled down , i realised , maybe what you do's really for our own good . i mean , yeah .
and OHMYDEARGAWD six rounds tmrw around the track , i think ill just melt and die on the track , i dno how the sports girls do it three times a week , i swear i really dont . but then again , theres a price to pay for sexy legs , i guess ? hahah .
9:45 PM
Someone to hold me tight
That would be very nice
Someone to love me right
That would be very nice
Someone to understand
Each little dream in me
Someone to take my hand
And be a team with me
So nice, life would be so nice
If one day I'd find
Someone who would take my hand
And samba through life with me
Someone to cling to me
Stay with me right or wrong
Someone to sing to me
Some little samba song
Someone to take my heart
And give his heart to me
Someone who's ready to
Give love a start with me
Oh yeah, that would be so nice
I could see you and me, that would be nice