18 March 2006
i did cip today , hahah at tanjong pagar . was supposed to be at orchard , but it was so damn bloody crowded .hahahah illegal immigrants , lou ! and yknw , last time they used to be classier and gave tins for the donations , but oh no , now its a yellow envelope. there was this gu who was like , eh why the hole so small , i cannot put the money in ! because he gave like , alot of coins and he had to put them in one by one , how silly . all the pradas and guccis and guesses all claimed they had no change or whatever , and didnt donate , and okay , most of them anyway , and then the foreigners were like the most generous ? yes , even the illegal immigrants okay. they all like donated one buck and above . and this china guy who gave thirty five cents but it was like fifteen cents more the the average twenty cents from the more well off people , tsk tsk ! mm hmm, sneaked off to the reddot biulding for tas for like , a little while , but it was enough to bring my spirits up . lunched at taka , and home . mm hmm . i felt so darned accomplished cause my envelope was nice and full (:
ah yes .
ONG
happy fifteenth dear , i hope you had a great day . i'm sorry i didnt spend it with you , hahah but i blessed you from afar !
TAS
you guys were just amazing , and i feel as though i've known you forever , even though we spent a mere two months or so together last year . i loved singing with you guys , through the good shows and the not so good ones , etc etc . but the time has come to make a decision , and i really cant bear to . maybe i'm not mature and sensible enough to let go just yet . there are so many other commitments i have , and the pressure is already starting to show . maybe i'll just leave everything , just as it is . the stage , our home , cause its where we belong .
LOU
thanks for just being there dear , i know youre all depressed and stuff , but somehow , we'll get through this time just fine . yep , love sugar .
oh yes i have something else to say
you hurt my feelings with the words you say , but i'm not gonna get all depressed and stuff just because of that , cause its not that easy to get to me . i know i'm better than most , and i've got the support and love of my friends , and thats already enough . through these actions , youve lost the respect i once had for you , and thats too bad really . but i'm not going to be anti you , no i wont . i promised myself i wont be anti anybody this year . i will prove my capability to you , and the whole world shall see how wrong you were . just you wait .