11 March 2006
everythings just going wrong , really .
my level of tolerance nowdays is like really low , and i get pissed off even at the smallest , minute-st details that i normally wouldnt have noticed . and because i noticed , i actually think about things more , sort of , and start to realise , eh , cinch its time you actually woke up . everything just isnt the same anymore lah , and yeah , im not happy at all.
my ppr sucked , and even though i know that everybody else's sucked as well , it doesnt make me feel any better . oh yes , and because my class was sandwiched between the two smartest classes , i could hear their cheers as the pprs were given out , like ' blah blah blah , her expected grade was eight points , and she got six ' and things like that lah huh . they all tell me that , eh its okay , its only the first term . which is the point right ? because its the first term , everything is supposed to be easy , and what if things get worse ? i dont want to get like 30 poionts for o levels and then cant go anywhere , not even ITE. good god , bless me . i dont think i can take any more .
oh yes i have something to say to the choir .
i think its time we bucked up . i mean , come on , we all know that we're not as lousy as that , we're easily a gold with honours choir . yet things have come to such a point that everybody's disappointed with choir , and probably think every practice that eh , choir sucks , lets just pon lah huh ? i mean , really , if the sectionals dry and boring and unproductive , the fault doesnt just lie with the sectional leaders , it lies with everyone , and you cant just push the blame away from yourself . all it needs is a little effort from everybody and everything will be fine again . choir , its time we woke up . because the day that miss lim leaves choir , it will be the end for us , really . please , just try .
and i dont know why i'm typing this when i know few people read this anyway .