31 March 2006
HAHAHAH I'M FIFTEEN.
thanks to all of you who wished me happy birthday , sent me messages , threw me a sort-of surprise dinner , gave me gifts , etcetc , i really , really appreciated it , all of you . hahah yes , i love you all very very much , and there'll always be a place in my heart for all of you <3
eh i forgot what i was supposed to say . or type . AIYA whatever .
10:29 PM
23 March 2006
hahah i have decided to make my blog posts not so depressing anymore , cause when i read it myself i get depressed as well .
math test was um , .....?! whatever , but yknw , i'm so used to this type of things to care anymore , hahah . abby and i were very high after the whole thing , we werent sad at all , hahah . oh and i just found out , uncle mobeen is actually a rich millionaire liveing like , across the school at st nicholas walk ! okay lets calculate his basic takings per month :
50 cents times 3000 pupilsm times 31 days , and 80 teachers , take out like 600 bucks for his bottled drinks etcetc , plus the monthly salary acting as nightwatchmen , they earn ..... ALOT . oh my ! i want to take over his stall when he like , yknw , passes on . which probably wont happen , i dont even know the guy ): and anyway i wont want to be a drinks seller all my life , so unglam ! maybe i'll marry someone rich and be a successful taitai (: uh huh .
oh yes yingqi's lame joke , i think it went something like this :
there are humans and fish in the world , what will the fish become if all the humans turn into fish ?
ans : ALOT !
hahah . i know thats funnily lame :D
oh yes , i learnt something new today : i phillic you (: it means , i love you in scientific terms ! it came from the word hydrophillic , hahah ! bio has its uses after all !
byebye .
7:22 PM
18 March 2006
i did cip today , hahah at tanjong pagar . was supposed to be at orchard , but it was so damn bloody crowded .hahahah illegal immigrants , lou ! and yknw , last time they used to be classier and gave tins for the donations , but oh no , now its a yellow envelope. there was this gu who was like , eh why the hole so small , i cannot put the money in ! because he gave like , alot of coins and he had to put them in one by one , how silly . all the pradas and guccis and guesses all claimed they had no change or whatever , and didnt donate , and okay , most of them anyway , and then the foreigners were like the most generous ? yes , even the illegal immigrants okay. they all like donated one buck and above . and this china guy who gave thirty five cents but it was like fifteen cents more the the average twenty cents from the more well off people , tsk tsk ! mm hmm, sneaked off to the reddot biulding for tas for like , a little while , but it was enough to bring my spirits up . lunched at taka , and home . mm hmm . i felt so darned accomplished cause my envelope was nice and full (:
ah yes .
ONG
happy fifteenth dear , i hope you had a great day . i'm sorry i didnt spend it with you , hahah but i blessed you from afar !
TAS
you guys were just amazing , and i feel as though i've known you forever , even though we spent a mere two months or so together last year . i loved singing with you guys , through the good shows and the not so good ones , etc etc . but the time has come to make a decision , and i really cant bear to . maybe i'm not mature and sensible enough to let go just yet . there are so many other commitments i have , and the pressure is already starting to show . maybe i'll just leave everything , just as it is . the stage , our home , cause its where we belong .
LOU
thanks for just being there dear , i know youre all depressed and stuff , but somehow , we'll get through this time just fine . yep , love sugar .
oh yes i have something else to say
you hurt my feelings with the words you say , but i'm not gonna get all depressed and stuff just because of that , cause its not that easy to get to me . i know i'm better than most , and i've got the support and love of my friends , and thats already enough . through these actions , youve lost the respect i once had for you , and thats too bad really . but i'm not going to be anti you , no i wont . i promised myself i wont be anti anybody this year . i will prove my capability to you , and the whole world shall see how wrong you were . just you wait .
11:54 PM
11 March 2006
everythings just going wrong , really .
my level of tolerance nowdays is like really low , and i get pissed off even at the smallest , minute-st details that i normally wouldnt have noticed . and because i noticed , i actually think about things more , sort of , and start to realise , eh , cinch its time you actually woke up . everything just isnt the same anymore lah , and yeah , im not happy at all.
my ppr sucked , and even though i know that everybody else's sucked as well , it doesnt make me feel any better . oh yes , and because my class was sandwiched between the two smartest classes , i could hear their cheers as the pprs were given out , like ' blah blah blah , her expected grade was eight points , and she got six ' and things like that lah huh . they all tell me that , eh its okay , its only the first term . which is the point right ? because its the first term , everything is supposed to be easy , and what if things get worse ? i dont want to get like 30 poionts for o levels and then cant go anywhere , not even ITE. good god , bless me . i dont think i can take any more .
oh yes i have something to say to the choir .
i think its time we bucked up . i mean , come on , we all know that we're not as lousy as that , we're easily a gold with honours choir . yet things have come to such a point that everybody's disappointed with choir , and probably think every practice that eh , choir sucks , lets just pon lah huh ? i mean , really , if the sectionals dry and boring and unproductive , the fault doesnt just lie with the sectional leaders , it lies with everyone , and you cant just push the blame away from yourself . all it needs is a little effort from everybody and everything will be fine again . choir , its time we woke up . because the day that miss lim leaves choir , it will be the end for us , really . please , just try .
and i dont know why i'm typing this when i know few people read this anyway .
8:28 PM
03 March 2006
HELLO !
everyone who is like, here
will be thinking,
wow ! CINCH actually blogged.
but sadly,
it's just
LOU blogging,
for her, hahah.
CINCH LOVES ME !
BYEBYE!
5:57 PM